Boo :)

Wait for me .

2010-05-29T14:05:00.001+08:00

Hey , as you can see , i am too lazy to blog .
So i'll be MIA till further notice ! :D

Loves .

Once .

2010-05-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

Yay , i got my new laptop on wednesday ! :))

Goodnight . LOL .

Songs like this .

2010-05-01T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hey , haven't updated in ages ..
And i am getting tired of blogging . LOL .
I'll probably just use twitter instead ..

So anyway , this week has been kinda busy .
Ah , whatever , i'm lazy to update alr .
Maybe later or something . Gonna go do hmwk !!
^^

Dry her eyes .

2010-04-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hey hey . :)
It has been a damn busy week for me , so i had no time to update . Blah .

Hmm . So . First week of sch was great towards the end , cuz i made great friends . :)

Monday - Boring .

Tuesday - Boring . Met HJ after school . :)

Wednesday - Boring . Met HJ after school too . :)

Thursday - Had a 5 hour break . Went to TM to catch Bounty Hunter with Jency , Keef , Terence , Calvin , Milton and Jaydn . I did something damn embarrassing in the cimena .. Haha . Shit k . Went back to school , signed up for Floorball with Terence , and slacked awhile more , went for lecture . And then went for HTM camp . The camp was damn fun . :) Screamed like crazy LOL . 1H03 won the title of Best Class . :)
Took bus back to Tampines interchange with Jency , Keef , Terence and Calvin . We were damn xia suay in the bus . Hahaha . Jency , Keef and Calvin went off to the bus interchange . Terence and i headed to the MRT station . On the way there , we bumped into Huai Ying .. AND A FREAKING COCKROACH ! Reached home at about 12 ?

Friday - Woke up at 7:15 . Left the house at 7:50 ? But the bus came at 8:12 .. And i was supposed to meet Terence at 8:15 . LOL . Oops , hahaha . & we were late for lecture . Sorry ! After lecture , the 7 of us went over to Biz Park to slack for awhile . After Terence left , we went up to the library . Kinda slacked there all the way till 1 ? Milton and Calvin went off , and i went to sign up for cca with Jency , Keef and HJ . Went back to the library with Keef , Jency and 2 of Keef's friends to use the comp .
At 2+ , i went off to meet Ron at amk . I couldn't recognise him in his NS/police uniform . LOL . Took the circle line for the first time . :) Haha . Went over to his place cuz he has to bath first . He has a blue lobster !! So cute !!! And he has a dog too . :) Hahaha . Went for laksa after that , walked around parkway and then went to alpha . :)

I love this place , but it's haunted without you .

2010-04-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hey , so school has started and i won't be updating much .

Orientation was fun . Business school won , for the 6th time ! :D
Hahaha .
Cheerleading is torturous ...

Oh , and i'm getting my new laptop soon . :D
Alienware ! Hahaha . Damn CHIO ! ♥♥

Hahaha okay , i am very lazy to update .. So bye !!

Got me paying for somebody else's crime .

2010-04-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

Outside the rain keeps falling down my window . I'm crying inside , gotta see you tonight . I understand that somebody broke your heart before , but it wasn't me that left the pieces lying on the floor , but it's me who's out here in the rain knocking on your door . Paying the price for all of her lies .
I'd write you a song , but i can't find the words to say to tell you what's on my mind , but even a symphony can't say what you mean to me .
Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again . I wanna be your lover , your best friend . How are we gonna make it if you're never gonna let me in ? What can i do to prove that my love is true ? I'll keep holding on for as long as it's going to take until you realise . Look in my eyes and i'll never let you be betrayed , i'm not that girl .

Look at me .

2010-04-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

Oh , i just rmbed , last tuesday i wasn't rotting at home , i went to the BNSS musical night . HAHAHA .

Friday - Met Evelyn , HJ and XJ , went back to BNSS to collect our certs . :D Went to mac to slack for awhile after that , and then around 6:45pm i cabbed to alpha .

Today - Went to Paramount Hotel @ 1pm ? Had alpha weekend . :) Haha , it was funnn . Ron and i left early though . Like after dinner . He was going off to eat dinner AGAIN , LOL . I was going to Plaza Sing to meet bff , Jun , Mao , Ting , Liam di , Jer , Alvin , Ailin , Clar , cy2 , and another of cy2's friend to celebrate cy2's birthday .
His birthday is actually not today , it's on 11th April . Which is tmrw . :3 Hee hee . We were very xia suay there ... LOL . Left with ting first .

Just reached home . :)

Okay , i'm clearing my email now . So byebye ! :D

Never let you go .

2010-04-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

Hey . Here to update .. Kinda lazy . So like , whatever .

Monday - Went fishing with Joel , Xuan Jin and Hui Juan . Fun fun fun . Xuan Jin's pants ripped LOL .

Tuesday - Stayed home .

Wednesday - Stayed home too .

Today - Met up with Hui Juan and Xuan Jin to do the ezlink card thing for poly . && ate Frolick ! (Y)

Hmm , screw American Idol . They should've saved Didi and let Andrew + Michael off the show . BLAH _|_ .

Watching 90210 like crazy . Matt Lanter is hot . VERY EXTREMELY , TOTALLY HOT . Oh . My . Freaking . Gosh .

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH . I'm going crazy .

Oh , and i have BIEBER FEVER !
I need medication ASAP .

BYE !

First dance .

2010-04-05T01:21:00.004+08:00

Hi . Here to update ... K i'm trying to rmb what happened and when .

Ok , wednesday went out with Amanda and HJ . :) Met at 2pm for late lunch @ Cine . And then we caught Remember Me . It's damn retarded la .. It's not even sad , and the ending is damn abrupt and unexpected ? Aiya , it's just retarded . & i've come to a conclusion . Nicholas Sparks is sadistic . -.- LOL .

K , then Amanda and i went to have Frolick & then walked around Forever 21 in 313 . HJ went of first as she had to be home by 7 . Bus-ed home for dinner . Done .

Thursday , went out with mum . Shopped like crazy hehehe . Happy me . :) K then headed home , changed , went for alpha . Alpha was fun fun fun . :) BUT , it's so sad . Why is Didi out . Walao . T.T Ass lah , Siobhan or smth should be out . Or Andrew Garcia . Which ever , i don't care . Just not Didi ! :(

Friday , FELT LIKE SATURDAY ! :O LOL . Okay anyway , went to tampines for lunch . At 6+ went to meet cy2 at Changi airport . Waited for mao till 7+ . And then the 3 of us sat down and talked crap while waiting for bff and Jer . They went CHC for the Easter service . I didn't go this year , went last year though . Wasn't that interesting , blah . Met them outside starbucks at T2 . Clar came a few mins later . We were gonna eat @ Swensens , but the queue was damn freaking long . So decided to eat at Sakae .. And the queue was just as long . Walked over to Fish & Co . , but JER decided to be an ass and dragged us into Seoul Garden HOTPOT . Wtf , so little food , but damn expensive . Wtf . Wtf . $100+ & no one was full . -.- LOL .
After dinner , walked over to mac . Clar bought some cinnamon thingy and bff had mcflurry . Left the airport at about 10:30pm ? Wtf . My dad picked me up and sent clar home . Reached home at about 11pm . LOL . Cool , parents didn't scold . LOL .

Saturday , nothing much . Went out with parents .. Got my faux leather jacket hehehe . Buffet dinner @ Conrad . :)

Today , didn't go for CG as it was raining .. And i didn't wanna get off my bed . Plus , the rain was so heavy , i'd get soaked ! D: So anyway , got a text from Gab when i woke up saying he's coming CMC today . And he came on the day with no youth service . -.- LOL . Cuz it's Easter Sunday ! So anyway sat with Gab and Sean . Had fun introducing Gab to everyone , cuz most ppl didn't recognise him , and they were like super shocked when they realised who he was . LOL . So anyway chatted with Ron , Jon , Debra , Ervin , etc etc , while waiting for my parents . Not going for church camp cuz i'm going to Sydney in June ! Hi Ron , Sydney is COOL . :>
Went to suntec to have lunch , came home , used comp till about 7 ? Went down to swim .
HI PAESSON IS A BULLY !! GO AND DIE PLEASE . ^_^ LOL .

Okay , bye . LOLLL .

Romeo and Juliet , bet they never felt the way we felt .

2010-04-01T00:32:00.004+08:00

AHH , wtf . Justin Bieber's not gonna be performing tmrw . Zz .
Wtf , spoil my mood , don't feel like watching alr . -.- .
Sian . Justin Bieber ! T_T

Anyway , i've been watching 90210 recently . Caught it on Star World twice , loved it , so i downloaded the whole of season 1 . It's damn nice , but of course , it can't beat Gossip Girl ! :D Well , the guys are hotter in 90210 though . LOL . Liam ( Matt Lanter ) is HOT ! Hehehe .
My favourite girl character is Naomi . :) She's kinda like the bitch of the show .. But nothing compared to Blair from GG . Hahaha .

Just finished watching American Idol . Poor Tim Urban . T.T ♥♥ Sigh .
Tim Urban , Aaron Kelly & Didi Benami ! ♥

Okay bye . :3

Eenie Meenie Miny Mo !

2010-03-31T01:17:00.001+08:00

Justin Bieber is performing on American Idol this thursday . ♥♥♥
Hehehe . I love Justin Bieber ! ♥ :3

OKAY BYE .

Runaway love .

2010-03-30T21:50:00.004+08:00

Heyy . :)

Long time since i last updated huh . I've been lazy . :)
And i'm still lazy .. So , i'll just update in as little words as possible . :D

Tuesday - Dempsey Hill with HJ . ^_^

Thursday - Went to tampines with Ivy and HJ . Watched When In Rome . Nice show . :D It's funny and all .

Friday - Was supposed to meet Ivy , HJ and XJ at 1pm at school (BNSS) , but i was kinda late . Left the house at 12:30 LOL . Walked over to the 506 bus stop hoping that i'll reach earlier as the bus ride is alot quicker .. Guess what ? I missed the damn bus . So i had to wait for 15mins for the next one . -.- . Anyway whatever , the certs were not ready for collection . So HJ and i went to Tampines One to have lunch and Frolick ! :D Went home , and then off to alpha . :)

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I know it's hard , but baby believe me . We can go no where but up , from here , my dear . Tell me what we've got to fear . We'll take it to the sky , pass the moon , through the galaxy , as long as you're with me baby . Honestly , with the strength of our love , we can go no where but up .

Bring the doubters on , they don't matter at all . 'Cuz this life's too long , and this love's too strong . So baby , know for sure that i'll never let you go .

Nothing's gonna change ;

2010-03-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

You're shutting down because you're so sure that i'll be another mistake .

I know that she left you in pieces , you know that i won't be that way . I'm not gonna treat you like she did , whatever it takes . You think history is repeated , you keep on pushing me away .

Is it worth it any longer ? You're so scared of falling again , but yesterday can make you stronger . So , why do you feel alone ? You know i love you better than she ever did and htis could be all you ever needed . Hold on to me and just remember , never let go .

Stuck in the moment ;

2010-03-23T02:15:00.004+08:00

Hi . Here to update . o.o

Saturday - Class outting . Went to swensens for lunch . Ms Lenny paid for all of us . Thank you ! The bill was damn expensive . More than $350 . :/ After lunch , some went off , some went to watch movie . Walked around with Evelyn and Kimmy for awhile , then Kimmy went off to meet up with Paul . Evelyn and i walked to Tampines 1 and walked around . I HAD MY FROZEN YOGURT . HEE HEE . Went home at 5+ . :D

Sunday - Woke up for CG and church . Went to parkway with parents for lunch . Headed home , changed , used the computer for awhile . Then bused down to bedok inter to meet Clar , Jer and Alvin . Went to buy food . Wtf , Alvin and Jer .. LOL . They insisted on buying so much food . 7 packets of bacon , 3 packets of sausages , 3 packets of fishballs , 2 packets of quail eggs , 2 packets of ham , 4 packets or chicken , 5 packets of tofu , 2 packets of mushrooms , and more . All that for 7 ppl to eat . Smart .. LOL . Paid and cabbed to bff's house . Jun and mao were alr there . Slacked in the room awhile , watching Jun dota while trying to force bff to do his maths homework . ._. At 7+ went outside for steamboat . The bacon was damn salty . -.- . LOL . SO WAS THE SOUP , THANKS TO ALVIN ! After eating , sat outside to talk to Clar while watching mao play with the dog . LOL .

Soon after , everyone went into the comp room . Slacked there . CHECKED MAO'S SMSES . LOL ! He checked mine too . T.T Oi , first person to look at my smses . Be honoured . Left bff's house at 9+ ? All of us waited for cab . Clar , mao and i were cabbing to bedok tgt . Jun by himself . Alvin and Jer sharing cab . Jun got a cab first . ._. Alvin and Jer were damn fucking funny . LOL . Run across the road , then back . Then back again . LOL . But Clar , mao and i got a cab first . HAHAHA .

Awesome day . :)

Today - Slacked at home . LOL .

______________________

It's all fun and games till someone gets hurt , and i don't , i won't let that be you . Now , you don't wanna let go , and i don't wanna let you know that there might be something real between us two . Now , we don't wanna fall but we're tripping in our hearts .

Now if you're trying to break my heart , it's working .

2010-03-20T02:00:00.003+08:00

Hey hey ! :)
Time to updatez . :D

Wednesday - Woke up , gave mao a wake up call . Bathed , changed etc etc . Left the house at about 1pm . When i reached Tanah Merah , there was abit of a miscommunication which led me to waste about 15 mins . ._. LOL . Jer very pro , he woke up at 1pm . Go die please . :) LOL . Mrt-ed to Dhoby Ghaut . Met mao and Ting . Walked over to plaza sing . Mao ate while Ting and i stared at him . LOL . Bff , Jer and Alvin arrived at about 3:20 . ._. Hi , meeting time was 2pm . :O LOL . They ate too , then mao , bff and i had mango sago without cy2 . Hehe . Since he was still at Jun's house watching him play dota . -.- ! After eating , the group of us bought the movie tickets and walked around plaza sing till Jun and cy2 finally showed up .

The 8 of us walked to parklane . Jun , bff , mao and Alvin went lan to dota while cy2 , Ting , Jer and i went to mac . Slacked , ate and talked till about 6:30 . Went back to the lan to watch the 4 of them play DOTA . I caught no balls . :O LOL . Except that they were scolding some dude . Finally chased them out of the freaking lan and reached right on time for the movie . Bumped into Amanda on the way back to plaza sing . LOL . Alice In Wonderland 3D is seriously better than in 2D . I jumped so many times , mao kept laughing . T.T Evil pugfly . :O Bff jumped too okay ! LOL . At the last part . Hahaha .

Movie ended at about 9pm . Walked around with them for awhile . Mao and i left first . Mao had to go to Junction 8 to meet SOMEONE -ahem- . Reached home at about 10pm . Watched American Idol @ 10:30pm . Hehehe . Rushed like crazy cuz i thought it was at 10pm . But noooo , it had to be 10:30 . ._.

Thursday - Didn't go out with Kimmy as she had CCA . :O So i went tamps to get some Frolick . Hehehe . Was supposed to meet bff and Jer for beancurd but cancelled as BFF DIDN'T WAKE UP . Plus , it was raining . :O

Friday - Woke up at 12pm . LOL . Thanks to mao's call . Called bff and Jer at 12pm too . Guess what ? They woke up at 1:30pm . And we were supposed to meet at dhoby at 2PM ! Luckily i was still at home . LOL . Mao reached dhoby at 2pm . The 3 of us reached at 3:20 . :x Oops . Sorry pugfly !! T.T After saying sorry to him and getting a lecture LOL , we headed to plaza sing to eat lunch . Slacked for awhile and walked over to parklane for beancurd . :O Bff ordered so much you tiao . The 4 of us were sitting there . Jer and mao playing with their food . ._. Hi , disgusting la !! LOL . After awhile we walked to The Cathay as Jer , mao and i had to pee REALLY BADLY . LOL . Bumped into Ger on the way ! :D Haha . So unexpected ! :D She walked with us to Cathay , bought ciggs and we walked back to plaza sing where i took my bus home . Went for alpha . Watched Gossip Girl season 3 episode 14 ! :D

Okay , i'm going to sleep soon .. Have to wake up quite early tmrw . Class outting , meeting at 12pm . So early , omg . T.T

__________________

Does she love you the way i can ? Did you forget all the plans you made with me ? 'Cuz baby , i didn't .

That should be me holding your hand . That should be me making you laugh . That should be me , this is so sad . That should be me feeling your kiss . That should be me buying you gifts . This is so wrong , i can't go on till you believe that this should be me .

If i drown tonight , bring me back to life .

2010-03-17T01:56:00.003+08:00

HIII . :D

Time to update .
Was supposed to meet bff , clar , jer and cy2 at tampines at 12pm .
However , i woke up at 11 . LOL . The rest woke up late too . So we changed the meeting time to 1pm . Bff and cy2 reached there first . I thought i was late , so i cabbed down . Guess what ? Jer was 1 hour late . Wtf , wasted my $6.80 . Ass . LOL . Ate and then went to the arcade . Dad damn pro at the basketball game . LOL . At about 3:30 the 4 guys cabbed to clar's house while i went to take bus 31 to parkway to wait for Kimmy and Paul .

We walked over to ecp , rented bikes and cycled till about 7 . Walked back to parkway and we FINALLY satisfied our craving for snow ice . Heavenly , omg . LOL . Headed over to Pasta Mania for dinner , and then proceeded to borders to get my Teen Vogue . Hee .

Headed home after that , reached home at about 10 . ^_^ On time ok .

Today was fun . Meeting Kimmy on Thursday again . After that , i will not be able to see her for like , MONTHS . T.T Sigh .
I miss meeting her and Evelyn everyday ! I miss BNSS . T.T

Bye . :(

No one else knows the feeling inside .

2010-03-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hi , i'm going to update about what i'm gonna do next week .
It's more for my reference than it being an actual post , cuz i don't have a planner and may be forget what i have had planned . Hehe .

Today ( Ok this is kind of an update ) - Slept at about 5am . Woke up at 8:15am . Spam called Jun from 8:25am till 9am . Z . That pig so hard to wake up . I spam called while half asleep . LOL . After he woke up , i went back to sleep till about 12:30pm . Hee . Ate pizza for lunch while watching So You Think You Can Dance . :D Slacked around the house , watched Gossip Girl . Yes , last week's episode . I was too busy last week to even watch it . ._. Now i'm just gonna slack my day away . My eyes are still damn tired though , it feels like it's gonna close anytime . Sheesh .

Tuesday - Biking with Kimmy and Paul . I feel like a lightbulb . :( I'll be the most annoying lightbulb ever . ^_^ HAHA .

Wednesday - Watching Alice In Wonderland 3D with Clar , bff , Jer , Ting , Mao , cy2 . Not sure if Jun will be joining us .

Thursday - Going to Dempsey Hill with Kimmy and Paul . BEN & JERRY'S . :D

Friday - I'm not sure what's happening yet . Will need to confirm with HJ .

Saturday - 4E'09 class outting . :D:D

Sunday - I'm also not sure . If bff's steamboat is on sunday then i should be going .

Okay byebyez .

There are so many things that i want you to know .

2010-03-15T00:42:00.003+08:00

Hello . Wah , i'm damn freaking tired .
Finally not going out tomorrow . CAN REST .

AH . Okay , time to update .

Thursday - Dinner with Amanda and HJ was fun . Amanda damn cute luh seriously , HEAR HER VOICE . OMG . Like little girl . <3<3 LOLOL .

Friday - Ice skating with Evelyn and HJ ! Met them at simei for 18 chefs . HI , HJ WAS LATE AGAIN . :P LOL . Proceeded to Kallng Leisure Park to ice skate . Got a shock of my life okay , Isaac and his friends were ice skating there too . Hahahaha . They went off first though . After Evelyn , HJ and i were done , we went to Coffee Bean . Met Isaac and his friends there . At 4:40 or something we took the shuttle bus back to Kallang MRT together .

Went home , watched american idol . What the hell okay . Like seriously . Why is Lily Scott out ? She was so good and so pretty . Screw you America . But , Tim Urban , Aaron Kelly , Casey James and Didi Benami are still in , so .. I'm not that pissed . Especially Tim Urban . <3<3 Oh my gosh , just look at that FACE ! <3 And that body .... HAHAHA OKAY , then went to Alpha . Then home .

Saturday - Met clar at 1pm @ bedok . Went to take mrt . When we were alr on the platform , bff called clar and asked if we wanted a cab ride , clar said no . -.- Pro dad , you very pro . LOL . But we reached there earlier anyway . Met mao at dhoby platform and walked over to plaza sing to meet Jun , Liam , Amanda , Jer , Alvin and i forgot who else alr . The bunch of us walked over to The Cathay to meet Bff , cy2 and sitt .

Watched Dear John again . Alvin and Jun can go die ok . Freaking putting their feet at my head . _|_ . Go die please . :) Especially Alvin . LOL . After movie went outside cathay to slack . For like 2 hours ? Wtf ? In the end , Sitt , Liam , Amanda and Jun left . Ting came . 8 of us went to eat at Fish & Co. , damn funny . Haha . The bill was $174 . ._.

The group of us walked over to plaza sing . Walk around till about 9 , then went home .
It was damn fun but tiring . :) Hehehe .
THANKS STUPID PUGFLY FOR KEEPING YOUR PROMISE . ^_^

Today - Woke up at 8am , wtf . And slept at 1-ish last night . Went to church , at 12+ my CG and i went to Siglap to eat lunch , and then went to Tampines mall and waited for 4:50pm to watch Alice In Wonderland . The movie was okok .

After that Aaron , Debra and i went go Bjorn's house for awhile , and then walked over to Uncle Tyrone's house for the bbq . Stayed till 10:15 or something ? Then Ervin and i went to uncle Koon Sun's house to look for our parents . We anyhow walk , LOL .

Okay la , i'm damn tired . And i'm damn busy now .
Cannot take it la , everyday go out . Omg . Next week too . Tmrw was supposed to be my rest day , looks like it's not going to be anymore .
So byebye !

Wait for me .

2010-03-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

Hello . Didn't have time to update this week , so yeah .

Monday - Didn't go ice skating in the end , due to some reasons . So stayed at home . :D

Tuesday - Met HJ for lunch @ 18 Chefs . Went to Tampines One , HJ went to trim her hair . Was on the way home when Clarence called me . So went to tanah merah to meet him , he wanted to go to the airport to buy Kinder Surprise . Kinder Surprise is damn expensive now , wth . $8 for 3 eggs . ._. After buying the chocolates went to the food court as he hadn't eaten yet . On the way out of the airport we went out to the fountain place and he acted like a retard . ^_^ LOL .

Wednesday - Met cy2 at 3:15 @ Pasir Ris . Took bus to bff's school . Waited there for Jer . At 4pm bff came out to meet us . Took bus back to Whitesands to eat Burger King . Wasted my money . T.T Couldn't finish my burger and i didn't even touch my fries . ._.
Anyway , we accomplished whatever we had to do at burger king . LOL .
Bff , cheer up okay . :) Don't emo anymore .
After that , Jer and i went to bff's house . Used Clar's lappy and his comp for awhile . At about 7plus ? Jer and i went home . I had to take Clar's lappy with me . Wtf so heavy . Dad , next time can buy lighter laptop ? LOL .

Today - Going to the dentist now . LOL . Oh , and then meeting HJ and Amanda for dinner . :D Hehe .

Okay byeeee ! :D

Fight for this love .

2010-03-08T02:17:00.001+08:00

Here's the thing . We started out friends . It was cool , but it was all pretend . You dedicated , you took the time . Wasn't long till i called you mine . How can i put it ? You put me on . I even fell for that stupid love song .

Who you are without me .

2010-03-06T23:34:00.004+08:00

Hihihihi .
I am bored .
Hmm .. The Singapore Flyer is cool , but a little boring ..
RIGHT DAD ?
Hahaha .

Hmm . Next week will be a busy week . :)
Monday - Out with Joel , Xj and Hj . Ice skating again . LOL .
Wednesday - Find Ben bff with Cy2 .
Thursday - Out with Hj and Amanda .. I don't know where .
Friday - Alpha .
Saturday - Out with Ben , Clar , Jun , Cy2 , Alvin , Sitt , Liam , Jer and Dong Han , and idk who else . Watching Dear John again . LOL . Amanda pangseh me . :(
Sunday - CG outing . At Uncle Tyrone's place ? I think .

Okay .. BYE . :D

__________________________

How many times have you used that line ? Did you replace the last two dozen names with mine ? Is , i love you baby , second nature by now ? 'Cuz it sounds awful rehearsed when the words leave your mouth .

I don't know why why but it seems like i'm not the first to have heard this speech . Is this a routine you just repeat ? Oh , 'cuz i don't mean to presume that you don't love me like you say you do , but you're gonna have to prove that you're true and not just talking smooth .

Your preformance deserves and academy award . It's a double-edged sword cause i should feel adored . Well , just between us , i'd rather see you slip up , yeah . Don't you know it's those less than perfect words i just can't get enough of ?

When i look at you .

2010-03-04T02:13:00.002+08:00

Yay for purple extensions and Dear John ! :D

Dear John is an awesome movie . EVERYONE should watch it . :)

Hehehe . I cried like one idiot . :( But it was worth it .

Okay , goodnight . LOL .

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong .

2010-03-03T20:09:00.004+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted ? Now all our memories , they're haunted . We were always meant to say goodbye . Even with our fist held high , it never would've worked out right . We were never meant for do or die . I didn't want us to burn out . I didn't come here to hurt you , now i can't stop .

I want you to know it doesn't matter where we take this road , someone's gotta go . And i want you to know , you couldn't have loved me better , but i want you to move on . So i'm already gone .

Looking at you makes it harder , but i know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you wanna cry . Started with the perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in . Perfect couldn't keep this love alive .

You know that i love you , so i love you enough to let you go .

Forever and almost always .

2010-03-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hi , submitted all my admission forms for TP today . :)

Met Hui Juan , Xuan Jin and Bryan at bedok inter .

Took passport sized photo -.- .

Took bus to TP , submitted the forms and went to TM .

Ate Long Johns for lunch . Xj and Bryan were damn xia suay .

They kept ringing the bell , HJ and i sat there laughing like retards .

HAHA .

Went home , and went to swim .

Paesson came down too .

While i was swimming half way , i looked up to see one idiot standing there . HAHA .

Talked crap till like 7 .

Went back home for dinner .

HI PAESSON , I HAD CHICKEN FOR DINNER BTW . HAHAHA .

Okay , bye .

I still believe in happy endings , but this isn't where i wanna spend mine .

2010-02-28T23:10:00.005+08:00

You think that i'm so dramatic , just imagining again . You come to her defense , insisting that she's innocent . Well , excuse me for wanting to be the one and only lock that fits your key . Oh , you believe there's nothing up her sleeve , but baby , well just wait and see .

You say that love is blind , well i say open up your eyes . She's a ~~mastermind~~ , she'd cheat and lie to get you to love her . Who's the victim if it doesn't make a difference ? Now , i'll be gone one way or another .

Take a minute to see it from my side of things , don't you think you would feel the same ? Like you still gotta play for the victory in a game you won yesterday . I shouldn't have to fight for something that's already mine , but her pursue of you has undermined my peace of mind .

But it's no use crying to you . You're who her plan has done the damage to . What's done is done , i should just hold my tongue , but someone has got me outdone .

If only i knew this song like many months ago . 'Cuz it's kinda how i felt then .

THANKS FOR THE SONG KIMMY . LOL . :>

Byebye . ;-)

I can be cruel , just like you .

2010-02-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

Awesomeness .
Didi Benami , Lily Scott , Aaron Kelly & Tim Urban are still in American Idol ! :D
I love Tim Urban by the way . Yes , i really do . :)

LOL .
HOTNESS TO THE MAX ! ♥♥

HAHAHA .
Alpha was great , made a dozen of new friends . :)
Wahaha , okay goodbye ! :D

Wrap you around me .

2010-02-23T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hi . Finally found a decent song by Lady Gaga .
I like . It's on my music player . Go check it out or something . Hah .

Anyway , Valentine's Day was a great movie , but kinda cliche .
Happy endings all around . Blah .
But whatever . Ashton Kutcher and Taylor Lautner ! ♥♥
Hot hot hot . HOT .

Tee hee . Bought yet another shirt from Forever 21 just now . Hehehe .

OKAY BYE ! :>

Watch me walk it out .

2010-02-23T01:13:00.002+08:00

I'm the blame , should've went away , but yet i stayed . With a part time lover .
See , somedays you will love me , then you don't , then you do , then you won't , then you're here , then you're gone . I'm alone .
Now you got me stressing out on the phone , but its the last time , i'm moving on .
I'm throwing on my Louboutins .

No matter what , you're always number one .

2010-02-23T00:57:00.003+08:00

My friends say i'm a fool to think that you're the one for me . I guess i'm just a sucker for love .
'Cuz honestly , the truth is that you know i'm never leaving .

My heart is blind , but i don't care . 'Cuz when i'm with you , everything else disappears .
And everytime i hold you near , i never wanna let you go .

Say that you love me .

2010-02-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

Sexy . I like .
♥

The tragic ending .

2010-02-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

Watched So You Think You Can Dance just awhile ago .
They chose the top 20 and made them perform .
There was no elimination .

This year's batch of top 20 is totally awesome !
Same to American Idol's top 24 .
A-W-E-S-O-M-E .
Didi Benami and Aaron Kelly ! :D:D:D

Can't wait for the next few shows . :D

ANYWAY , going shopping with HJ tomorrow .
Wheeee . :3
And i'm FINALLY gonna watch Valentine's Day .

P.S . The show I Hate Valentine's Day is awesome too . LOL .

OKAY BYE . :>

Sometimes it's harder to learn to let go .

2010-02-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hi . :)

Today , met Ger @ Plaza Sing .
Walked to 313 .
We spent a long time in Forever 21 . LOL .
We tried clothes on like every level . Hahaha .
I bought a shirt . :>

Then we took mrt to Ion .
Walked around a little , and then walked to Far East .
Walked around and then we went outside to slack awhile , while she smoked .
Her friend came after awhile .
Sat outside Far East and talked crap .
Funny things happened . :P
I shall not type it out , if not Ger might kill me .
HEHEHE .

Met Joel for dinner and then went to borders for awhile , while he went back to work .
Then went home . :)

Hehe bye . :D

Don't wait , the chance will pass you by .

2010-02-18T19:39:00.006+08:00

Hi , got my retainers today .
And yes , it sucks .
They're so uncomfortable . Worse than wearing braces , seriously .
T.T
They are transparent though , so it looks like i don't have anything in my mouth . :O

I have to wear them for 1 year . :( Sigh , it seems like such a long time . But 2009 passed by as fast as fire in a dry field ..

_

2009 was full of drama , drama and MORE drama . 2009 felt like i was living in a season of Gossip Girl . All the drama , backstabbing , betrayal , lies and what not .
When 2010 began , i thought they would all be just a faraway memory . Guess what ? They aren't .

Ready or not ?
Welcome to season 2 .

Here comes the emptiness ;

2010-02-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

All i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you .
Baby , 'cuz , all i ever wanted was you .

Heartbreak warfare .

2010-02-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii . :D
Time to update . :>

Yesterday , went to Uncle Jimmy's house @ Mandarin Gardens .
With my family and Ervin's family .
Then the group went to Aunty Jane's house . Also at Mandarin Gardens .
Janice , Jarred , my bro , Ervin and i watched Avatar .
Their tv is damn high-tech .
Damn cool ok .

Before the show was half over , we had to go .
Blah .
Went to orchard for dinner . :)

Today , went to Gab's houseeeee .
He has changed so much in like , 1 year . :O
He can play the bass guitar really well .
Michael plays the drums reall well too .
Haha .

So anyway , had lunch there and went upstairs to play cards .
Yay yay yay . They may be coming to Whistler with us this year . :D:D !!
Wahaha . I hope they do . It'll be so much fun . :)
Plus , they've skied before , so yeah . Tee hee !
:>
This year , we won't be going with Matt . So if they don't come i'll be so bored . :(
Every year there will be friends along with us .
2006 - Matt's family .
2007 - Janice and Jarred's family .
2008 & 2009 - Matt's family .

This year , hopefully Gab's family .
:)

Okayyyyy , i'm going now .
Byez ~ :>

Nothing's alright and nothing's okay when you live in a memory .

Emotional overdose .

2010-02-15T01:38:00.003+08:00

Just a breakdown of the heart .
I'm lost for words that won't mean a thing .
The tragic ending .
A farewell to a friendship that meant nothing at all .
You let her in , you let her win .
Is there anything else to break or mend a bond as strong as ours ?

Secret valentine .

2010-02-15T00:06:00.004+08:00

Hi , um , happy Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year .

Yup , i'm 5 minutes late .
Haha , i don't care . I didn't have time to post it before this , so yeah . :X

Anyway , today was ....... No comments .
Same old same old .

But it was good though , i found out more information about Temasek poly from my cousin as he is a lecturer there . :D

Blah , nothing much to post about today . :)
So , goodnight ?? Haha .

_____

Everything's cool . It's all gonna be okay .
Maybe i'll even laugh about it someday , but not today , no .
Cause i don't feel so good , i'm tangled up inside , my heart is on my sleeve .
Tomorrow is a mystery to me .
And it might be wonderful . It might be magical . It might be everything i've waited for , a miracle .

Letting you go , and making me feel so cold .
And i've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt , but that makes it worse .
See , i'm a wreck inside . My tongue is tied and my whole body feels so weak .
The future may be all i really need .

Oh , but even if i fall in love again with someone new , it could never be the way i loved you .

2010-02-13T01:06:00.003+08:00

Hi . Shopped like crazy today . :D:D
Forever21 , Zara , Pull and Bear , River Island . :D
Don't ask me how much i spent . Tee hee .

Goodbye . :)

_____

Now i hear you saying that you still adore me , but if you think i'd ever get with you again then you can just love me , love me , feed the flame . I'm not falling for that game , boys like you never change .

You never know a good thing till its gone .

2010-02-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO .
Aw , crap , damn , SHIT .
Didn't get to watch Kris Allen's concert last night .
T.T

Okay anyway , HJ and i met Evelyn at Ikea .
EVELYN WAS LATE . Ahem .
We had meatballs for lunch . :3
Walked around Ikea for awhile and then went to the mac near BNSS .
Aw , have not gone to that area in like , ages .
We were sitting there talking crap , just like 1 year ago .
Just that Evelyn was in her MJC uniform and HJ and i in our own clothes .
Weird , but yeah . :/

Today , I REMOVED MY BRACES ! :D
I KNOW RIGHT , LIKE FINALLY .
Hee hee .
Feels kinda weird but whatever .

Met kimmy at parkway .
HI KIMMY , I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER . :D:D
Slacked at mac for like hours talking crap and laughing like crazy just like 1 year ago . :)

I seriously miss those early sec4 days where we would just slack and waste hours talking complete bullshit and laughing till our stomachs hurt . :(
Boo .

We only got 86400 seconds in the day to turn it all around , or we throw it all away .
Gotta tell them how we love them while we got the chance to say .
Gotta live like we're dying .

I don't get you .

2010-02-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

I should know that you're no good for me .
Cause you're hot then you're cold .
You're yes then you're no .
You're in then you're out .
You're up then you're down .

Someone call the doctor .
Got a case of a love bipolar .
Stuck on a rollercoaster , can't get off this ride .

If anyone can make me fall in love , you can .

2010-02-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hi , i deleted last night's post .
Simply because i didn't feel comfortable with everyone knowing how i feel and all .

So yeah . :)

Young love was such dumb love , call it what you want , it was love .

2010-02-09T19:36:00.005+08:00

I'm so happy . :B
I finally got the heels i wanted .
^.^

So much happier this few days . Contacted old friends and made new ones . :)
Hahaha .

So anyway , i type out a really long About Me on facebook . It was so fun . :) I didn't want to stop , but yeah , i reached the word limit . So , awww . :(

But anyway , there's one thing i just wanna quote from it . " I do not like Lady Gaga and i think she is just Madonna Number 2 . "
It's true . Seriously . She isn't sexy , she wears underwears as pants , and she's just completely retarded .
Urgh .

Okay so , i was bored and i made a MySpace page . It's so cool . :B
Hee hee .

Byebye . :)

______

You're my true love , my whole heart , please don't throw that away .

You're a shallow , bimbo , bitch .

2010-02-06T01:18:00.008+08:00

I only have one thing to say .

Sluts will always be sluts . Bitches will always be bitches . Whores will always be whores .

You will always be all 3 . :)

________

Also , i'd like to that all my friends who were there for me yesterday .

Hui Juan , Kimmy , Rosiana , Joel , Ger , Matthew , Paesson , Jonathan Nyan , Jonathan Erzi , Clarence , Shihyao , maomao , cy2 , Ben bff , Evelyn , Sherilyn , Sheng Wei , Vivian , Yi Ting and all the rest of you . Sorry if i forgot to mention your name !

It is good to know that i actually have so many other actual friends . It's okay , i'll take this as a learning experience . This shows how heartless people can be . :) All my friends were right about you . I never should have gotten close to you 2 years ago . Despite all the shit i heard about you , i still did . Nevermind , i will learn from my mistakes .

It is true , we did bitch about you . We said you weren't a true friend . Would a true friend do this ? Of course not . You knew how much this would affect me . Oh , and if you're gonna defend yourself to say you didn't know , that also proves how you're such a pathetic friend . Everyone else could tell . So , are what we bitched about you untrue ? You can answer it yourself , eh ? :)

All you can do is go around claiming that you have not done anything wrong . Saying that i've bitch about you . This is so much worse , and so wrong on so many levels . It is no wonder that so many people has lost respect for you , and that so many people hate you , even before this . I sided you , when people dissed you , i told them things they said weren't true . I shouldn't have .

I treated you like a sister , my parents spent money on you and brought you for a buffet dinner . And the buffet dinner was not cheap . It's not some sakae sushi buffet dinner . Its a freaking 5-star hotel restaurant . I gave you so many clothes , i paid for you countless of times . Is this how you thank me ? I lent you so much money . So this is what you build friendship on ? Money ?

And please , it's not as if you have never bitched about me . I have heard things from people . So don't sit there and act all smug just because you know that i've bitched about you too . Also , the fact that i bitched about you doesn't make what you did right .

Not to mention , you lied to my fucking face . Cyrus ? What the hell ? Seriously . You promised me you would never contact Jer . This is how you treat your promises and friends , eh ?

And you still can tell people that you've not done anything wrong . Seriously ? You have just lost so many friends , and respect from people around you . Don't look at me . I didn't tell them any shit story . In fact , all they did was look at your relationship status change , and they were already disgusted .

I cut contact with your ex-es , although they were my good friends cause i knew that was what a friend was supposed to do . Everyone knows that . I even had to say it to YOUR FACE that i was uncomfortable with you talking to him . I don't wanna insult your intelligence and common sense , but yeah . Seriously . If you said you knew it was wrong , and still went ahead and do it , then that obviously makes you a bad friend , and therefore , whatever i said about you , was well , true . If you said you didn't know it was wrong , then i will bring you back to common sense and your intelligence .

All in all , thanks for showing us your true colour . And even though you insulted and bitched about *another of our friend (name shall not me mentioned) countless of times about how she stole _______'s ex boyfriend and all , you did it too . Talk about contradiction . :)

You're such a disappointment , and i'm disgusted .

Goodbye .

P.S . I want my $50 back . :) I know you owe me alot more , but i'm not gonna sit down to negotiate and debate about the exact amount , so $50 will do .

Oh , and this will be my first and last post about this matter . I know you're probably gonna post one extremely long post defending yourself and insulting me , and i just wanna let you know , i'm not gonna retaliate . :) I'm not gonna waste my time having a cyber war with you .

You want me , so you're messed up too .

2010-02-03T23:35:00.001+08:00

I CANNOT WAIT TO GO TO L.A. !

P.S. Simon Cowell is so cute ! Hehe .

Stealing hearts .

2010-02-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hello .

Went to Sentosa with Hui Juan , Xuan Jin and Joel today .

It was fun . :>

Luge ride was fun , but kinda tiring ? HJ bumped into the corner . LOL NOOB .

At the beach , HJ and i got soaked , thanks to XJ and Joel .

And i didn't manage to pull Joel in . :/

PFFT .

After that HJ and XJ went to play with water , i think . While i went to accompany the lonely nooooob .

Then we showered and decided to go back to Vivo as it was alr 4 .

However , we ended up at Resort World instead .

It wasn't really opened , but it looks damn nice .

Can't wait for the official opening . :D:D

On the way back to Vivo , there was some annoying sentosa employee that pissed us off .

XJ and Joel were damn funny though . LOL .

OH , and OTW to sentosa they were so freaking xia suay la please .

Hahaha . Everyone was STARING at them .

HJ and i were like freaking trying to hide our faces . Haha .

Camped @ Food Republic for quite some time .

XJ was playing maple , WTF ?

Joel and i were crapping on twitter , as he couldn't talk .

GET WELL SOON NOOB !

Went to Forever21 for awhile , to check the prices of their bags .

$50 , not bad ah ! :D

Needa save up and get my clothes & bags & shoes . Zomg .

Took bus 10 home , it took me about 1 and a half hour .

Wtf .

The traffic was so bad , and i was so bored .

Hah .

Okay , all in all , today was a fun day . :)

Pictures will be posted in facebook another time .

Bye .

Time's racing , please slow down .

2010-01-31T19:21:00.003+08:00

Hi , who knows where to buy jeans like this ? :D

Love em . :>

I love her clothes !

I need to find this place . ( Edit : OMFG . This is in California , if i'm not wrong . Holyshxt . California has the biggest Forever 21 in the world . 85000 sq feet ! There is one Forever 21 coming up , in New York . 90000 sq feet . ZOMG . )

Do you hurt the way that i do ?

2010-01-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

HI , I'M SELLING SOME OF MY CLOTHES .
BUY FROM ME , THANK YOU VERY MUCH . :D:D

Torn apart , never getting what you've been crying for .

2010-01-30T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hi , i need to shop .

I need :
a brown high waisted belt ,
ripped jeans ,
washed jeans shorts ,
black heels ,
white heels ,
studded heels ,
studded belt ,
studded bag ,
short and long printed tees ,
black clutch ,
sequined tank top ,
white high waisted shorts ,
white cardigan (short) ,
a pair of Doc Martens ,
black flats ,
more ear ring , bangles , necklaces , & rings ,
and aqua , lime green & baby blue nail polish .

Feel free to buy any for me . I will ♥ u forever .

Taylor Momsen is my current fashion icon . Yes , rocker chic . Bring on the studs and heels . :D :D

I'm hopeless , but hoping .

2010-01-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

Memories, they take her back .
Every moment fades to black .
Every kiss and every taste .
She wishes time would ease the pain .

Sing this lovesick melody ;

2010-01-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

When you hear this chorus , do you miss the way the world was spinning for us ? Do you hurt the way that i do ? After all this time , you leave me broken . The song is every word i left unspoken . When you hear this , boy . I'm hoping that you'll think of us .

Baby , i told myself that i'll be fine , but its a lie . I don't wanna talk about it . Memories , oh , they cut like knives , deep inside . I'm falling , baby , catch me if you can .

What's holding me back is the thought of time we never had . My world's hanging by 3 words that i can't bear to say .

Far away ,

2010-01-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

Are we an item ? Boy , quit playing . We're just friends , what are you saying ?

Cold as you .

2010-01-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hiiii .
American idol was nice .
Joe Jonas ! ♥ ♥
Hahaha .

Went to parkway with Matt around 12 .
Stood in line at DBS bank for like more than 30 mins for him to get his cash .
Wth .
Then walked to POSB for him to bank in the cash . ._.
Both queues were so freaking LONG .
And we saw a freaky ahlian . Hahaha .
We were supposed to go job hunting , but Matt set me up for another job interview at 3 so we had no time .

After that , rushed home , and rushed to Aljunied MRT station to meet Matt again .
Went for the job interview .
The guy who interviewed me is only one year older than me , WTH .
Left the place at about 5+ .
MRT-ed to Bedok inter , and then home .

Hmm , i wanna watch a movieeeeeeeeee !
Who's free ? :)

OKAY GOODBYE !

______________________________

I was 7 and you were 9 , i looked you like the stars that shined in the sky , the pretty lights . And our daddies used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love . And our mamas smiled , and rolled their eyes , and said , oh my my my .
I was 16 when suddenly i wasn't that little girl you used to see , but your eyes still shined like pretty lights .
When i'll be 87 , you'll be 89 . I'll still look at you like the stars that shined in the sky . Oh , my my my .

Tell me what i've got to lose .

2010-01-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .
Thank you TP ! :D :D

Grats to Kimmy and Evelyn for getting into the JC of their choice .
Good luck to Xinyi , hope your appeal gets accepted .

Bye ! :D

Party at a rich dude's house ;

2010-01-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hee hee .
Ice skating is fun . :D
Evelyn was an awesome teacher , and today was an awesome day . :>

Simei ( 18 chefs ) > Kallang Leisure Park > Parkway .

:)
We went to parkway to visit Joel . Hahaha .
Accompanied him for about an hour or so .
We have a video of him eating like a retard . :D :D
Be sure to catch it on facebook .
HAHA .

AHHH , I'm going to miss Evelyn once JC starts .
Boo . :(

Okay , i'm going .
Byebye !

You're everything that i want , but you don't want me .

2010-01-26T00:34:00.003+08:00

HI , today was extremely fun .
Actually , fun is an understatement .

Thanks guys , thanks for cheering me up .
Love you guys . :)

We were damn high . Had a "picnic" in my condo .
Hahaha . Blasting music and dancing to them was definitely the best part .
Loving the videos . :D Especially the Xinyi style dance .
LOL !

DUDE , YOU'RE GONNA BECOME FAMOUS . LOL !
Tee hee .

Going ice staking tmrw .
:D :D

Haha , okay nights . :)

__

I'm having trouble to believe i was ever on your mind . It's getting harder just to breathe , cuz you left my heart on the battle lines . For you played the game , you called the shots , you get what you want , but its not enough . Well , i come to you with a breaken heart . So before i go , gotta let you know , you never did care enough for me anyway .

I can't eat , i can't sleep , i can't think at all . Honestly , it feels like i ain't living no more .

2010-01-24T21:52:00.004+08:00

I can honestly say you've been on my mind since i woke up today . I look at your photograph all the time , these memories come back to life , and i don't mind . I remember when we kissed , i still feel it on my lips . The time that you danced with me with no music playing . I remember the simple things , i remember till i cry . But the one thing i wish i'd forget , the memory i wanna forget , is goodbye .

I woke up this morning and played our song , and through my tears i sang along . I picked up the phone and then put it down , cause i know i'm wasting my time .

I remember you giving me your number when i met you , i remember you asking me if i could walk you home . I remember you saying to me you wanna be my boyfriend , it's funny how these things don't last for long . Now , funny how i don't know the way to carry on . Tell me , how am i supposed to get you off my mind ? When you know i really couldn't even if tried .

And every time i hear the song that used to play when you called , i used to wanna sing along , but now i wanna die . I don't listen to the radio , i'm trying to forget you . It doesn't help because i see you all the time .

This time was different , felt like i was just a victim , and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life . Now i'm in this condition and i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart .

Did it happen when we first kissed ? 'Cuz its hurting me to let it go . Maybe cause we spent so much time and i know that its no more . I should have never let you hold me baby . I didn't give it to you on purpose , can't figure out how you stole my heart .

I never could have seen this far , i never could have seen this coming . It seems like my world's falling apart . Why is everything so hard ? I don't think that i can deal with the things you said , it just won't go away .

I used to think that i was strong , until the day it all went wrong . I think i need a miracle to make it through . I wish that i could bring you back , i wish that i could turn back time , 'cuz i can't let go , i just can't find my way . Without you i just can't find my way .

Hi , all those are song lyrics .
Goodbye .

What went wrong ?

2010-01-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

HIIAMVERYFUCKEDUPSOPLEASEDONOTTALKTOMEIWANTTODIE .

Bye .

Get up and dance .

2010-01-20T19:37:00.003+08:00

I like , I want . Please , thank you . :>

Went out for buffet lunch with my mum @ Swisshotel .

Then went over to 313 to shop .

HEHE . Bought so many clothes . ♥ ♥ ♥

Bumped into Rachel . Hahahaha .

Tee hee .

Going to sentosa tmrw with HJ and Xinyi . :D

Can't wait . :)

Okay , byebye . :D

P.S. Dave Faber is hot . ♥

I'm tearing up inside , i'm on a rollercoaster ride .

2010-01-17T19:27:00.003+08:00

Tee hee .

Webcam madness . :3

Bah , i'm so bored .

Went to church today .

Tiredz . Wake up so early .

BLAH .

Next week's gonna be a busy week . :>

Monday - Cycling with Kimmy , Evelyn and Paul(?) .

Tuesday - Visit Mr Chok with Justin .

Wednesday - Buffet lunch & shopping with mum . CLOTHES . :>

Thursday - Sentosa with HJ and Xinyi . :D Joel can't make it . Boo . ._.

Friday - Meeting Shane . Idk where . LOL .

Sighhh . I don't want JC to start . :(

Then Evelyn will be gone . T.T

I started practicing my guitar again . :>

Wanna know why ? 'Cuz now my motivation is back . :D

HEHE . You guys won't understand . :>

But i still feel down , somehow . :/

Things will never be the same .

Nevermind , DON'T THINK .

Okay bye . :)

____________________________

Tell me what happened this time , made you come back again .

I find i only see you when love deserts you .
You think , baby , that i'm just so easy , you can come in and out of my life like you please ?
But , baby , no .
I stayed around for you but you're nowhere to be found .

Now , once again , here you are .

Seriously , give me a break .

What do you want ?

According to you ,

2010-01-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

Updated my playlist .

I'm currently listening to Shots - LMFAO nonstop .

LOL . I shall not upload it as it will seem annoying to most of you .

HEHE .

Byebye . :>

Dangerous ,

2010-01-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

Boom .

I've submitted my JAE application .

Finally , don't have that shit bothering me anymore .

I hope i'm able to get into Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .

I've already met the COP , so , we'll see . :D

Ugh , it sucks when you fall ill .

Especially losing your voice .

Shit .

I had to visit the doctor today .

He gave me antibiotics . Ew . :/

Sigh , i'm getting really busy .

My social calender is so packed .

I so need to get a planner .

I hate having to think and think really hard when someone asks when i'm free .

And i hate accidentally making plans with 2 people for the same day .

._.

Then i'll have to postpone or cancel one .

Pfft .

Okay , i needa shop .

I need new clothes . :>

Tee hee .

Going to 313 with my mum soon , i hope . :O

_______________________________

We used to have this figured out , we used to breathe without a doubt .

The nights were clear , you were the first star i'd see .
We used to have this under control , we never thought we used to know .
At least there's you and at least there's me .

Can we get this back to how we used to be ?

At the bar , grinding hard with another ho .

2010-01-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

My 12 choices ( not in order . ) :

Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .

Human Resource Management with Psychology @ SP .

Music and Audio Technology @ SP .

Interior Design @ SP .

Media and Communication @ SP .

Law and Management @ TP .

Apparel Design and Merchandising @ TP .

Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering @ NP .

Interior Architecture and Design @ TP .

Leisure and Resort Management @ TP .

And 2 more to go ..

SIGH . Stupid Mass Communication @ NP . :<

I'm gonna try to appeal . ._.

We'll say our last goodbye .

2010-01-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

Please , i need mass communication .

Thank you .

You don't like me , you just like the chase .

2010-01-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

SHIT . Results on monday .

Boo . :'(

Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house today .

I likey . :>

Dinner @ Bugis with Evelyn .

Stress !

I can't believe that we have to wear our uniforms , dye back hair & tie up our hair to collect our results .

Seriously ?

We're not even Bedok North Secondary School students anymore .

First , you gave us a shitass graduation ceremony .

Then , no prom .

Now , this ?

What the hell ?

We're not freaking BNSS students !

Shit bag .

Okay . Goodnight lil people .

Here I am still holding on .

2010-01-06T21:02:00.004+08:00

Ugh , i'm so tired .
Just reached home about an hour ago .
Simei > 313 Somerset > Orchard Ion > Tampines .
My shoes were KILLING me .
Today was fun .
Shopped like crazy . ^_^
Spent like $120 . LOL !
Omg , the 4 floor Forever21 was like HEAVEN .
I have to drag my mum there . HAHA .

Bought 2 dresses , 1 black high waist skirt & 1 pair of grey flats today .
Whee . :3
Hee hee .

However , i saw someone i really didn't want to , and didn't expect to see .. -.- .
I almost fainted .
Fuck .

Went to Sushi Tei for dinner .
Walao hj & i see couple fight until we want die alr ok !

And that is all for today . Don't wanna go into too much detail .

____________________________

Spent :

1st Jan ; Friday @ Marina Barrage . Picnic with Evelyn , Xinyi , HJ and Clarence . :DD

2nd Jan ; Saturday @ home & had buffet dinner at the Oriental Hotel .

3rd Jan ; Sunday @ Church & home .

4th Jan ; Monday @ Home & Parkway .

5th Jan ; Tuesday @ Tampines . Bought a shirt . Hee hee . :D

I want to shop more ! Was supposed to go to Orchard with my mum on the 11th to shop , but the O Level results are out on that day at 2pm . So i've to be in school . Aw , darn . :(

I can't go out shopping by myself alr .
I'M BROKE . :(

Can't wait for CNY . :>
Hehe . Okay byebye !!

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Even though i cry like crazy , even though it hurts so bad , i'm thankful for the time God gave me , even though we couldn't make it last . I'm learning how to live without you , even though i don't want to .

Please don't take her hand .

2010-01-02T13:50:00.002+08:00

Damn nice MV . :)
I know its a korean song , but there are subtitles .

Use me as you will , pull my strings just for a thrill .

2010-01-01T01:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D

Its finally 2010 . Lets hope for a great year ahead .

This year has been rough for me . Extremely rough . It has been full of heart breaks , tears , broken friendships and lots more . However , in the midst of everything that has happened this year , i actually made quite a few new good friends and hopefully found out who my true friends are . :) I wouldn't say i do not regret anything , but i definitely would not want to have lived this year any other way .

Truth to be told , i'm not exactly having a very good new year . Ever since i came back from Canada , everything has been screwed up . My heart is heavy and tears are threatening to flow any second . It has been this way for quite sometime . I don't really like posting my feelings onto my blog for everyone to see , but since i don't have a diary , this will have to do . Everything is confusing now . I don't really know what to do and how to feel . The last time i felt this horrible was about this time last year too , but somehow , this is 10x worse . Most of you won't get it . Its okay , you don't have to , and seriously don't wanna know . My life is screwed up to the max . Ah .

Well , i guess everything happens for a reason , and there is no way we will be able to turn go back in time to undo our mistakes , catch ourselves before we fall for someone , or erase all the shit that we're regretting right now . So , now , its time to look ahead , and not back .

So .... bring on 2010 . :)

I can live without you , but without you i'll be miserable .

2009-12-31T18:05:00.003+08:00

Happy New Years Eve !

Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks yesterday with Xinyi , Hui Juan and Clarence .

Totally boring , better not watch it .

I didn't even watch the first one .

LOL .

Hahhhhh , okay whatever .

Got to go .

Byebye . :)

You're my true love , please don't throw that away .

2009-12-28T15:56:00.002+08:00

I can't do this anymore because all i can think about is you . I need to get away .

Now .

This love is crazy .

2009-12-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

Straight or wavy nicer ? :3

Someone special .

2009-12-25T14:11:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Hmm , not in a christmas-y mood though .

Sigh .

Should i go or should i not go to Joel's place for his xmas party thing ?

Lazy . x_x

Okay , byebye .

I'm what you used to get your mind off someone else .

2009-12-24T20:34:00.001+08:00

I'm back . :(

So just don't lead me on if you're not gonna stay around .
'Cuz i don't wanna be the one if you're on the rebound .

Its time for me to let it go .

2009-12-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH .
So stressed .
Hais .
I don't wanna go back to sg . :/
Really really really don't wanna go back .
I just wanna stay here in canada , and in denial .
Lol .

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK .
I DON'T WANNA GO BACK .
I wanna die . -.-

I just wanna stay away from everyone .
Everything's so easy here .
I know once i go back , the drama continues .
I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SINGAPORE .

I don't want to miss you .
I don't want to love you .
i don't want to want you .

OKAY BYE !!!!!!!

Vanilla twilight .

2009-12-19T07:34:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you , and I awake , and miss you . Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere . I'll dose off safe and soundly , but I'll miss your arms around me . I'd send a postcard to you , dear , cause I wish you were here .

I watch the night turn light blue but its not the same without you cause it takes two to whisper quietly . The silence isn't so bad , till I look at my hands and feel sad , because the space between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly .

I'll find repose in new ways . Though I haven't slept in two days , cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone . But drenched in vanilla twilight , I'll sit in the front porch all night . Waist deep in thought because when i think of you , I don't feel so alone .

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight .
I'll think of you tonight .

When violet eyes get brighter , and heavy wings grow lighter , I'll taste the sky and feel alive again and I'll forget the world I knew . But i swear I won't forget you . Oh , if my voice could reach back through the past , I'd whisper in your ear , oh , darling , I wish you were here .

Mixed up .

2009-12-18T13:34:00.008+08:00

How come everything turns out leaving me with more doubts ?
I feel like i'm upside down and I don't wanna be here .
I go right , should have gone left .
And I say things I should have not said .
Look at me in this big mess , I don't wanna be here .

Everything I do is making me more confused .
Oh , it used to be easy , all I had to be was me , now i'm mixed up .
Everywhere I go , is some where that I don't know .
Oh , I hope that i'm dreaming cause i'm sick of this feeling .
I'm mixed up .

Somebody help me .
To hold me , to tell me everything's gonna be okay .
'Cuz today it feels like i won't make it through the darkness .
Don't know how to get out of this .
I'm so mixed up .
Can somebody help me ?

He could be the one .

2009-12-18T09:57:00.002+08:00

Hello ! :D
Here to update . :)
I'm extremely bored . I've been rotting in the apartment the whole day .
Hahaha .

Going skiing tmrw .
Yays . :)
Gah , i can't believe i have to leave canada so soon . :/
By this time next week , i'll be back in Singapore .
Damn it !
I don't wanna go back .
I DON'T WANNA SWEAT ! -.-
And i'm so not looking forward to the 18 hours plane ride .
Hais .

Okay , i've nothing to blog about anymore .
Tata . :D

Right now , he's probably buying her some fruity little drink 'cuz she can't shoot a whiskey .

2009-12-14T13:44:00.003+08:00

Yo .
Sorry for not updating .
I've been busy skiing and stuff . :)

Yesterday was fun though .
Skied with Matt .
He dragged me to some super steep blue run .
Stupid idiot .
But i survived , and i'm happy .
Hahahahaha .
We had to ski there as we wanted to go to the glacier creek for lunch .
They have awesome wraps . :D
And it was definitely more fun with no adults . :3

Went to the Lost Lake today with Matt , his parents , my parents , their 2 friends and my bro . :D
It was just like year 2006 .
Wahaha . Just that this year , there was no powder , but at least the lake was frozen unlike in 2006 .
So , we played on the lake instead .
Pulling and dragging each other on the ice .
Hahaha .
:)

Okay , done with the updating .
I'm tired , and i've to ski tmrw .
So goodnight . :D

I guess its gonna have to hurt .
I guess i'm gonna have to cry , and let go of some things i love to get to the other side .
I guess its gonna break me down , like falling when you're trying to fly .
Its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye .

You were everything that i wanted .

2009-12-10T13:43:00.003+08:00

HEYO PEOPLE . :D
Today was totally slacky , and kinda boring .
Didn't ski today .
So i woke up , and got onto my comp till 12+ ( Canadian time ) , went to the village place for lunch and grocery shopping with parents .
Met Matt and bro at 3pm , crapped for awhile and then went to buy stuff again .
They skied back to Whistler .

Went to can-ski to do some adjustments to my ski boots with my dad .
Came back , changed and headed down to the arcade to find Matt and bro .
They were playing some car game .
And it was damn hot there .

Me : Omg , its so f***ing hot here .
Matt : Take off your top layer ?
Me : Its the only layer i'm wearing , idiot .
Matt : -Stares at me with unbelievable eyes- You're not wearing anything else ?
Me : -Rolls eyes- No ?
Matt : Then you should totally take it off ! -Smirk-
Aaron : -ROFLMAO-

And then Matt's car explodes .
HAHA SUCKER . TALK CRAP SOMEMORE . :D

Spent the whole time talking crap .
Matt and i were having an extremely long debate on what is considered as a REAL FIRST KISS .
Obviously i won , cause i make sooo much more sense . :P
HAH !
His definition of first kiss :
Bumping into the girl and accidentally slamming her onto the wall , and then "accidentally" kissing her . The catch is , she thinks its an accident . IT WASN'T REAL .
SUCKERRRRRRRRRRR !

Matt and my bro were like asking me non-stop why i was only wearing one layer .
( It was flea btw , which was why it was damn hot )
HELLLOOOOOOOO . ITS DAMN HOT IN THE ARCADE . DUH , OF COURSE THATS WHY I ONLY WORE ONE EFFING LAYER .

Sat by the TV in the arcade pushing and shoving each other while watching random shows .
Managed to push Matt off the damn sofa .
My bro was busy sitting on some donkey ride ( meant for 4-6 years old btw ) , while watching tv . -.- .

Blah . Canada is so fun . Don't wanna go back to Singapore , damn it .
Ew . :(
Plus Matt's not taking the plane back with us , so it'll be boring , AGAIN .
-___-
It sucks that he migrated to Melbourne last year .
No more retarded sleepoverz ! ( Well , its retarded mostly cuz my bro and Matt will be doing crap non-stop . )
Hahahaha .

Okay i shall go now .
I am bored , and sleepy .
Have skiing tmrw !
Nights ya'll . :3

Its 10pm here , btw . Weird , much ?

I just wanna scream and lose control .
Throw my hands up and let it go .
Forget about everything and run away , yeah .
I just wanna fall and lose myself .
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell .
Forget 'bout everything and run away .

You were fake , i was great , nothing personal .

2009-12-09T13:49:00.002+08:00

BOO ! :D
Currently in CANADA . :3

Hee hee .
Extremely cold here , but i like it !
So don't wanna go back to Singapore's humidity & oven-like temperature . -.-
Ew .
And i definitely don't wanna sit on the damn plane for the 18hours trip back .
Damn it .

Nevermind , i've still got about 2 weeks here . Woots . :D
It is so pathetic . I leave Canada on the 22th and i reach Singapore on the 24th .
I don't get how that makes sense either .
Pssh .

But whatever .
Arrived in Whistler from Vancouver on Sunday . :D
The trip up was really short this time .
Only 1 & a half hour .
The last 3 years were 2 and a half hours .
LOL .

Hmm , lets see . What to update about .
( Canada time / date / day ) :
Friday & Saturday :
SHOPPING ! :D
My mum and i bought 3 pairs of boots . Wahahaha !
1 pair of thigh-high boots , 1 pair of 1-inch heel boots , 1 pair of 3-inch heel ankle boots . ^_^V
I <3 the thigh-high boots , tyvm .
LOL .
Bought a new jacket too . xD

I've been jetlagging like hell !
The 16 hours time difference is really hard to get used to .
Its about like , 9:55pm (Tuesday) now .
Bleh .

Okay anyway , Sunday was boring .
Travelled up to Whistler and bought my ski boots .

Monday was fun . Skiing ! :D
At first , it was boring .
I was skiing with my parents , Marc and my dad's friend .
'Cuz we only went up and down the olympic run like 10000000000 times . -.-
And the stupid chair lifts was so damn freaking extremely totally SLOW .
My toes were frozen . Couldn't even FEEL IT .
At 3pm we went down to wait for my bro and Matthew .
Marc showed us how to go to the base of Blackcomb mountain from the base of Whistler mountain .
Actually , he showed us how to SKI there , instead of us having to freaking haul our freaking skis all the way back here .
Cause we stay at the base of Blackcomb , not Whister !
We took the Excalibur Gondola .
While we were half way to Blackcomb , Matt suddenly said " This was the gondola that collapsed last year ! "
Crazy person ! So random .
But yeah , that gondola collapsed last year , and it was all over the freaking news .
So many people were like spam calling my dad from Singapore to ask if we were in the gondola .
o_o . My bro and Matt were like standing a few meters from the place where it collapsed .
But i wasn't there . Damnnn .

Heh . :3
Anyway , we got off the gondola and skied down .
Matt , my bro and i decided to ski somemore , so we went up the magic chair , WHICH WAS ANOTHER FREAKING SLOW CHAIR .
It takes us 7mins to get up , and 30seconds to get down .
Like literally , 30seconds .
Cause we sped like crazyyyyyy .
We did a few runs then went back .
It was damn funnnnn . :D

Today , skied with my parents and Marc today .
Fell down twice . -.- .
First time was cause i was chasing after Matt and my bro , on the way to Whistler , and didn't look where i was going .
The next thing i knew i was going straight down this stupid steep slope .
And then i fell . -.-
PFFT .
I rolled down half the slope , and then had to hike back up to get my skis . -.- .
Hah . At least its better than Matt's fall yesterday .
I was literally laughing my ass off when he told me about it .
He like , flew down 2/3 of some steep slope .
Cause he accidentally went on a jump .
Dufus . :3

Today wasn't as boring . :)
But i fell down one more time though .
I was going at an extremely high speed , and suddenly Marc STOPPED .
I was like , WTF .
Then i tried to stop , but of course i failed , and BOOM .
I fell . Pfft .

So anyway , met Matt and my bro at 3pm again .
Went back to the Magic chair to ski .
My bro was retarded .
Matt and him were going down at a reeeeaaaaally high speed .
My bro overtook Matt , skied right infront of him , AND FREAKING SLOWED DOWN .
They almost banged into each other .
Genius , my bro is a freaking genius .
LOL .
Moronz .
:D
After like 5 runs , we went back , showered and headed to the arcadeeee !
Crapped around there for about an hour , then my bro and i went back to our room , and Matt to his .
My dad's over at his room now , probably talking to his parents and all their friends .
Maybe i shall head over there now .
I'm boreddddddd .
Or maybe not , i'm lazy to walk there too .

Probably going there for dinner tmrw .
I miss his mum's cookinggggggg !
Wahahahahaha .
Finally !

Okay , i shall go off now .
Byebye ! :D

See You In The Dark .

2009-12-03T18:55:00.003+08:00

Maybe if you were someone else , we wouldn't have to be like this . I wonder how you feel about me now , or was it just a friendly kiss ?

Hello . I am bored .
Goodbye . :)

Now that you're close i feel like coming undone .

2009-12-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hello . :D
Back from dentist & watching New Moon with Joel and HJ . :D

The movie was wonderful , as usual .
But the people in the damn cinema weren't .
Some people seriously need to go for social etiquette lessons .
Like wtf la . Some people are actually trying to WATCH the freaking movie .
" OMG he so muscular . "
" OMG . Jacob cut his hair ! "
-'- . Never see muscular guy before ah . -.-
Never see people cut hair before ah .
WTF .
Can wait till after the movie then tell your friends about all those shit anot .
Others even worse . Shout and scream .
Keep your comments to yourself pls .
._.
Why waste your fucking money to buy movie tickets if you're just gonna sit there and kpkb about the movie , SO DAMN LOUDLY .
Go home sleep please ! -.-
Omfg .

Sheesh , okay .
Enough about those step lians and bengs from the cinema .
All either small kids , or damn fat bitches .
Wtf . -.-

K whatever .
After the movie , Joel and HJ accompanied me to the dentist .
Taking off my braces the next visit .
FINALLLLYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D
But , after the braces are off , HELLO RETAINERS .
Damn .

Mmm , shared cab with them and came home .
:D

So anyway , i'm leaving for canada at 8am tomorrow morning ! :D
Whee .
I can't wait to go ! :)

Finally , i can go there and forget everything , all the problems i'm facing , and just have FUN for the first freaking time this year .
This year has been extremely screwed up .
MAJORLY screwed .
Thanks to the 'O's and some other people and things .
-.- .
Lols .
Ah well , at least the year is over .
And i'm so glad i don't have to go back to BNSS as a student , EVER AGAIN .
Good riddance .
Especially since there are so many screwed up people there .
I don't have to see them EVER AGAIN .
;)

Okay , goodbye lil people . :D

Right guy , wrong time . Right time , wrong guy . What's the use ? Why even try ? What's the rush ? Get caught up , and then its over . Now i'm crushed , and i'm crying and there's no shoulder . It plays out so different in my dreams . Things ain't always what they seem , and thats why i don't get all excited when somebody brings me flowers . Ain't gon' be sitting by my phone more than an hour . Hurts but i still run to it . Oh , i hate love .

Tell me you're not leaving .

2009-12-01T15:05:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyy .
I'm extremely bored . :/
I've been rotting at home for 2 days ( including today ) alr . D:
Everyone is working . ._.
At least going to watch New Moon with HJ and Joel on thursday ! :D

I love the show , i swear . :D
Lols .
Wahaha .
Just painted my nails again . :)
Okay whatever , i've nothing to post , like seriously .
Nothing interesting has happened recently .
So , byebye . :D

I don't wanna be left behind .
I've been so blind to all that i have broken .
Can we put this back together ?
No more empty promises , they don't exist .
Just me out in the open .
I know this will take time .
Can you give me one last chance to make it right ?

I don't wanna fight this kind of war .

2009-11-28T12:25:00.004+08:00

Yo .
I watched NEW MOON ytd . :D
AWESOME MOVIE !
You guys should totally catch it !
Edward was LUV . :D

Watched it with Evelyn and Xinyi .
After the movie , we went for dinner at 18chefs . :)
Wahaha .
They had nice ice cream . :O

Okay , shall not elaborate alr .
Nothing to blog about .
Bored . ;/

Hah .
No mood again .
Pssh .
Okay goodbye .

__________________________________________

Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off .
Won't somebody , anybody , please just turn the lights on .
I won't take one step .
I can't see what's coming next .
Cause losing you is like somebody just turned all the light off .
I can't see at all .
Cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off .

Used to see my world in colour , boy .
When you left me , i'ts like my world turned grey .
Turn my winter into summer , boy .
Why won't you help me turn night to day .
I can't eat , i can't sleep , i can't think at all .
Honestly , it feels like i ain't living no more .
Can't say no more , can't see no more .

But i got you stuck on my mind .

2009-11-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

YO !
Today was fun ! :D

Xinyi and HJ came over at an ungodly hour . ._.
8AM ! Omg .
And i actually had to touch dead , uncooked chicken .
Eww . :(
That was so disgusting . Pssh .

After marinating the chicken , we chionged like , what ? 8 Episodes of Gossip Girl .
LOL .

AND I GOT HJ ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRL ! <3
HAHAHA .

In between the Gossip Girl marathon , we also went down to 7-11 to buy cup noodles . :X
Haha .
Evelyn came over just about the time we went down .

At about 3:45 ? We went downstairs to slack by the pool .
Met Paesson there . Hahaha .
He went to the gym , then to swim .
LOL .
Hmm , there was also a group of annoying small kids .
Secondary 1 if i'm not wrong .
Ugh . ._.
So noisy . Tsk .

Anyway , whatever .
We slacked there and played like idiots .
I was emo for awhile though .
Then i cheered up . ^_^V
I will refrain from listening to Mary's Song - Taylor Swift , With Me - Sum41 and a few other songs for now . Zz .

At about 5:30 we went upstairs to wait for Joel and XJ .
They were taking so damn long , and Xinyi was just about to die from hunger , or so she claims .
When the guys came , we went upstairs to collect the bbq stuff and went back downstairs to bbq ! :D
I didn't cook at all . :X
Xinyi and XJ cooked most of the food .
:3

HJ and i didn't cook ! :D
Joel was busy spreading honey over practically , EVERYTHING ?
Moron !
Evelyn started the fire for us . :X
Hee hee .

Ate , slacked and crapped for a few hours .
Then XJ started throwing marshmellows at everyone . ._.
Then Evelyn crept behind Joel and stuffed ice down the back of his shirt .
LOL .
He jumped okay .
HAHA .
Then Evelyn came back with ice + water and poured it onto his head . Twice .
And since i was sitting beside him , on the same bench , I GOT WATER ON ME TOO .
ASS !
Then he got up , at first i thought he was gonna get revenge . On Evelyn .
So i just sat there and pushed buttons on his psp .
Suddenly , i felt water on my head .
WHAT AN ASSHOLE !
Evelyn poured water on him , then he pour on me .
How is that fair ?!
Then i got my revenge , and he got damn wet . ^^V
LOL .
Ran around like assholes .
LOL .
And anyhow splashed water everywhere .
LOL .

We played truth or dare after everyone settled down .
What happened in the game will not be stated . :)

Then , we went up to my house , dumped all the bbq stuff in my kitchen and all of us used to toilet .
Then we went down again . This time , to the pool .
& since the guard was there , we couldn't dunk each other in .
Thus , we decided to continue our game of truth or dare .
HJ had to go off half way , to XJ sent her home , and came back .
While he was gone , Joel , Evelyn , Xinyi and I all got soaked .
Zz .
I shall not state what we did for the game . :)

At about 10:30 , we went back up to my house .
Xinyi , Evelyn and Joel bathed , and then crapped around a little , then they went home .
Haha .
Fun , but tiring day . ^_^V

Lazy to post pictures here .
They can be found on facebook .
BYE ! :D

What if i need you , baby ?
Would you even try to save me ?

I keep forgetting to forget about you .

2009-11-24T19:46:00.003+08:00

Haven't posted any pictures for quite some time .

So , yeah , here .

Whatever .

Esplanade Roof Garden . :)

Hi mum . -Waves-

See the blonde highlights ? :D

From New York to L.A. , getting high , rock and rolling .
Get a room , thrashing it up till its 10 in the morning .
Girls in stripper heels , boys rolling in Maserati's .
What they need in this world is some love .
There's a thin line between the wild time and a flat-line , baby , tonight .
It's a struggle , gotta rumble tryin' to find it .

Get a room , thrashing it up till 10 in the morning .

2009-11-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hello . :)
Went to bedok inter today .
Bought the bbq stuff with HJ and Xinyi .
:D
Then they came over to my place to watch gossip girl .
Chionged 4 episodes , then they had to go .
Gonna continue on Wednesday .
Woots .
:)

Sigh . Extremely no mood .
Recently , lotsa shit have happened to me .
Don't know what to do .
I don't even know how i'm feeling .
._.
Screw everything .

______________________________________________

I saw a picture of you , hanging in an empty hall way .
I heard a voice that i knew , and i couldn't walk away .
It took me back to the end of everything .
I tasted all the tears again .
Outside the rain's falling down , there's not a drop that hits me .
Scream at the sky , but no sound is leaving my lips .
It's like i can't even feel after the way you touched me .
I'm not asleep , but i'm not awake after the way you loved me .

I can't turn this around , i keep running into walls that i can't break down .
I said , i just wander around with my eyes wide shut because of you , i'm a sleepwalker .

Let me out of this dream .

Every where that i go , i see another memory .
And all the places we used to know , they're always there to haunt me .
I walk around and i feel so lost and lonely .
You're everything that i want , but you don't want me .

Pretend i'm okay with it all , act like there's nothing wrong .

2009-11-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

Hello people .
Many things have happened this few days .
And many of which i am not gonna post about .

So anyway .
Nothing much to say , just that we went to Heeren's house for a party on Thursday .
Quite fun , and funny .
Hah . :)

All everything else that happened after the party will not be stated here .

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Hmm . Have been really busy these days .
I'm damn tired .
Physically and mentally .
:/
Some should know why , i guess .

Okay whatever .
Gonna stop talking crap now .
Byebye . :)

Is it over yet ?
Can i open my eyes ?
Is this as hard as it gets ?
Is this how it feels like to really cry ?

Caught up in a kiss , best friends with benefits .

2009-11-17T17:50:00.006+08:00

Hello hello .
I have SO MUCH to update .
Last night was fucking AWESOMEEEEEEEEE ! :D

Wahaha .
Yesterday was crazy for me .
Woke up at 6:30 .
Went for CLB listening compre .

After that , walked over to Joel's house void deck .
Passed him my uniform and shoes to keep in his house for the time being .
Slacked there with him and Evelyn till Evelyn had to head home .
We made confetti with Eve's entry proof . HAHA .
Then , Joel and i walked around awhile and went to Hui Juan's house playground to wait for her and Xuan Jin .
HJ came first , then XJ .
Walked over to Ubi for lunch .
The place we ate was retarded , seriously .
The floor so oily . LOL .
After that took bus to bedok inter .
Realised i left my Ezlink in Joel's house . -.-
So had to pay with coins .

HJ's spectacles shop was closed , so we took MRT to Tanjong Pagar .
HJ was bringing Joel and XJ for some job interview thingy .
After that , walked around a lil and then headed back to bedok by MRT .
Joel and i waited at the bus interchange while XJ and HJ went to collect her spects as it was raining very heavily .
In the end , her spects weren't ready . -.-
LOL .

So , took bus back to Joel's house .
Got back my ezlink and stuff .
Walked to bus stop to take bus .
Joel called me and told me to wait there for him and XJ as they were also going to parkway .
But in the end , i took a cab home as i was kinda running late and Paesson was waiting . Lol .
Went home , bathed and packed all my stuff in record time .
Its true ! You can ask my bro . :3
Ran out of my house and met Paesson while walking out of our condo .
Took bus with him to parkway as he was gonna repair his phone there , and i needed to change bus there .
He waited with me for my bus , and then kinda bumped into Joel and XJ while on the bus .
LOL!
Damn funny .

Took bus all the way to school , walked to another bus stop , and got into the bus for 2 freaking bus stops as i was lazy to walk to Evelyn's house . :3
Charged my phone at her house and then we headed for Na Ryung's condo .
Stood at the bus stop for like , 10 mins cause of the rain -.- .
Then we decided to just walk in the rain .

CLASS BBQ TIME :
We started the fire , in the rain .
LOL .
But it wasn't that heavy anymore .
Joel brought Vodka , sprite and some sparkling juice .
He brought very little vodka though .
So , Heeren , Darren and i both had 2 cups each while the rest took sips . o_o
Damien was a moron and thought it was water and gulped down like , one or two mouth full of pure vodka -.- .
Genius .

Evelyn took some of my drink too .
Darren drank the most .
That crazy idiot ! LOL .
He kept grabbing Heeren and my cup trying to gulp down our drink . -.-
I gave him a some by stuffing the damn cup into his mouth or pouring the drink inside .
LOL !
Sun Woo was mad too .
He downed one whole cup at one go .
Rosi was screaming at him cuz it was her cup .
HAHA .

After that , we were all scarfing down chips cause we drank on an empty stomach . ._.
LOL .
I hardly ate .
I ate like , one sausage , a few bites out of Darren's food .
Thats about all .
LOL .
I think the chips filled me up . xD

Suddenly , the guys started throwing water bombs all over the place.
WTF LOL .
I didn't really get wet though .
Soon after , the girls all went to the edge of the pool to take "pictures" .
And threw Yi Ting in .
LOL .
Soon all the boys came and threw each other in .
Darren got pushed in with his phone .
And it got spoilt .
HAHAHAHAH .
Dudeeeeee , you suck ! HAHA .

Evelyn and i managed to escape back to the bbq pit . :X
I quickly went to keep my phone as i knew something bad was gonna happen .
And guess what ?
The moment i walked up , Damien ran to me , whole body wet and hugged me .
AND I GOT DAMN FUCKING WET TOO .
I was screaming like crazy . ASSHOLE !
And then , i walked further up , and Darren grabbed me , together with Matin , and flung me into the pool .
ASSHOLES . TOTAL ASSHOLES !
I got back up and started murdering Darren .
LOL .
The party was crazy .
Almost everyone got dunked into the pool .
I was pushed in 3 freaking times .
._.

Aaron's dunk was the most epic .
LOL .
Joel was pro .
LOL !

The party kinda settled down a lil after that as the guards came . -.-
Soon after , Darren and Rosi came back with bottles of breezer . :D
LOL .
Darren dragged me to get somemore .
Evelyn came along too .
We bought one bottle each and drankkkkk .
LOL .
The one Darren bought was disgustingggggg !
D:
Mine was the best :3 .
After i was done with my bottle , Joel cut lemon for me to suck .
My face was getting red . D:
And ppl kept saying i was drunk .
I WAS SOBER OKAY ! D:
Darren was the drunk one .
He was DAMN drunk .
EPIC DUDE .
LOL .

Evelyn and i went to change and left soon after as Paesson came to get me .
I didn't wanna go home half drunk-ish by myself -.- .
It was convenient as Paesson is like my neighbour . o.o
Like literally . We live in the same condo , and he lives directly opposite me .
So i can like , look into his house . HAHAHA .
Evelyn was afraid she would be unable to get home if she stayed too late so she left early too .
She took a cab and Paesson and i took bus home . :)
Reached home at 10+ haha .

Slept at about 12 ?

DONE . :D

The bbq was damn FUN . :D
Best ever .
We so so SO need to have another one ! :DD
WOOTS .
Can't wait for Heeren's party ! ^_^V

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Today :
Woke up , bathed and etc etc .
Went to parkway with my bro .
Met Joel , HJ and XJ there .
We walked to ecp and dropped my brother off at his class bbq .

Then , the 4 of us went to cycle ! :D
We cycled to some hawker center and ate our lunch there .
:)
Cycled to bedok jetty which was like 5 mins away o_o .
Didn't stop there as it was too hot .
Continued cycling with little breaks in between .
Laughed like MAD .
XJ kept showing off and threatening to bang into HJ and i .
We kept screaming .
Especially HJ . Hahahaha .
So sweeeeeeeeeeeet . :3
LOL !

Leading the way , Joel and i cycled over a huge patch of grass and to one rock .
XJ and HJ came soon after .
There were LOTS of red ants .
The 4 of us started running and cycling back . LOL !
It was DAMN CRAZY . Laughed and screamed like mad .
Noobs ! LOL .
After that we cycled all the way to Camelot camp .
LOL .
Our damn retarded sec2 camp .
We were reminiscing about the past , and XJ made Joel and i realise that we should kill him . ._.
LOL .

It was damn crazy okay ! We cycled all the way till the ENDDDDD !
:D
And then we cycled back , half dead .
LOL .
And super dehydrated .
Hee hee .

We were cycling for about 3 hours okay .
Damn tiring .
We returned our bikes and walked back up to the bus stop , and played with water like small kids !
As in , we were splashing water on each others' feet .
LOL .
We shared a cab and returned home .

SHAG .
Super sunburnt and TIRED !
Decided to not go out anymore for today .
So here i am , blogging . :D
And imma do the typing that i owe my dad now ..
So .. CYA ! :D

Am i obsessed with you ?
I do my best not to want you , but i do all the time , i do all the time .
I just had to call you up and say hello .
I know its 3AM , and i saw you awhile ago .
But i still have this aching need to hear your voice , to know you're there .
I don't seem to have any choice .
I'm so sorry , i just had to wake you up .
I feel so lonely by myself .
Is this the way it feels when you're in love ?
Or is this something else ?

Feelings that you don't wanna fight ;

2009-11-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

YO !
:D

Back from Ervin's house .
Nothing much to update about today .
Just went to Ion .
Bought mascara , nail polish and flip flops . :D
Going on tuesday or wednesday with my mum for a shopping spree . :D
Hee hee .

Monday will be a very busy day . :/
Clb paper in the morning , meeting joel , then meeting hj they all , then have class bbq !
Ah !

Okay , i shall go now .
BYE ! :D

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I'm no one special , just another wide eyed girl , who's desperately in love with you .
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall , superstar .
You played in bars , you play guitar .
I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are .

You know the words , so sing along for me , baby .

2009-11-13T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hello . :D
Just came home . Went downstairs by myself just now .
Needed some time alone .
Haha .

Anyway , today was my chem MCQ .
WAHAHAHAAHAHHA .
TIME TO SLACK MY LIFE AWAYY . :D
Gonna dye my hair next week . :)
Not sure what colour to dye though . :/
Brown ? My hair's alr naturally brown so dying it brown again seems kinda stupid ..
Dying it blonde is out of the question . Dying it black is a total no-no .

Guess i'll be dying it a different shade of brown ..
I want Miley Cyrus' & Leighton Meester's hair colour ! :D

Doing lotsa stuff next week . :)
CAN'T WAIT FOR XINYI TO COME BACK ! D:
I MISS YOU ! :D

So , yeah anyway .
Going to ion tmrw , maybe .
Wanna get my shades from River Island ! >:(
Going to Ervin's house for dinner .
Hmm , gotta buy flip flops too .
So i needa go ion ! D:

Okay , done posting for now . :)
Waiting for that stupid noob to put in abm files into his audi folder !
Byebye ! :D

Another night , another dream wasted on you .

I'm sucha hot mess with you .

2009-11-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

I'm a mess when it comes to you .
I've got no inhibitions , what so ever , its true .
I'm not the kind of girl who runs around like this , caught up in a kiss , best friends with benefits , no .

With you , i never knew , loving you could be so fun .
Its true , i was such a good good girl before you came along .

But you're so racy , you're my favourite guy .
So unruly , so uncivilized .
Cupid got me right between my eyes .
You know you got bit for bad , doing things that you never did .

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Boom . :D
Just came back from swimming .
Kinda sleepy .
I'm gonna die .
Have been washing my hair twice day , thanks to swimming , for the past few days .
My hair's gonna be ... o__o .
T_T

Woots , can't wait for next week .
Gonna dye my hair ! :D
Bwahaha . :D

Anyway , lets update ..
Hmm .

I had my physics MCQ ytd .
It was pretty simple ..
Haha .

After that , went slack awhile then home . :D

Today , went out at 10+ .
Passed Matt back his mp3 .
Went library , and then went school to find Xinyi and HJ . :)
Clarence came awhile later , and Xinyi and HJ went for their exam .
I went home . :)
Practiced guitar for awhile , then talked on the phone .
After that , watched gossip girl and went down to swim with bro . :D

So , okay . Nothing much to post alr . :)
Maybe i'll update again later .
Now , time to go facebook and spam lyrics . ^_^V

Hold me in your arms .

2009-11-09T14:31:00.002+08:00

Yo . :D
Here to blog .
Bah , playing guitar is hard . D:
My fingers HURT ! x_x
Sigh , can't wait to be able to play those songs i wanna learn . :)
With Me by Sum41 is the FIRST song i wanna learn . :)

Okay , whatever . Nothing to post alr .
Gonna get back to my msn conversations . ^_^V
Bye .

Is it all that easy to just put aside your feelings ?

2009-11-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

Thought I couldn't live without you , its gonna hurt when it heals too .
It will all get better in time .
Even though I really love you , i'm gonna smile cause I deserve to .
It will all get better in time .

I hope ..

Our world , stuck in black and white .

2009-11-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello . I'm so bored .
I've been feeling super moodless since , a few days ago .
Like , totally no mood luh .
Just dragging myself about .
I don't feel like myself lately .
Well , i'm usually fine with i'm surrounded by my classmates and friends . <3
But when i'm at home , i just trudge around aimlessly .
Not knowing what to do , and what would actually cheer me up .
Just feels like there's nothing missing , you know ?
Feeling so empty and miserable .
I always feel like i'm on the verge of tears , but i just don't cry , and i don't have a reason to either .
I just numb myself by distracting myself with various activities such as reading magazines & books , spamming lyrics on facebook and studying ( Wtf right ? But it doesn't actually work ) .

Also , my mood changes extremely quick now .
Minor things may get me to flare up extremely quickly .
Seriously , i have no idea why .
So please , if you've nothing nice to say , don't even bring it up , cause i may very well scream at you if you don't tow the line .
:/

Oh well , goodbye people . :)

I'm about to leave you powerless ;

2009-11-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hello ! :D
Finally able to use my comp as all major papers are over , babehhhhhhh ! :D

Left with CLB & triple sciences MCQ . D:
Okay , anyway , imma update 'bout 'O' Levels !

So , hmm . Here goes .

26 Oct ; English paper 1 & 2 .
Reached school at 12 + . Met Xinyi and HJ and went over to find Joel and Shawn .
Slacked and discussed some situational writing stuff , which btw , was of no use for the exam . ._.
Evelyn and came soon after .
At 1+ went for the exam .

Paper 1 was shit . The situational writing , i mean . No one knew what the format was . Confusing , much ? ._.

27 Oct ; E maths paper 1 .
Reached school around the same time .
Went over to teach Joel maths .
Shawn came to practice too .
So .. Talked crap + maths for 1 hour plus , then went up for exam .
Easy . :)

28 Oct ; E maths paper 2 .
Met Xinyi at 12 + .
Did maths , listened to music and joked around .
Joel came soon after and slept . -.- ! PIG .
Evelyn came at about 1 + ? Idk .
Slacked somemore and went up for paper .
Easy paper too . :)

29 Oct ; A Maths paper 1 .
Met Xinyi at 12+ .
Studied till exam time .
Paper was shit , seriously .
Everyone came out of the hall pissed .
Nevermind , moderation . <3 .

30 Oct ; A Maths Paper 2 .
Met Xinyi at 12 + again .
However , we went to the library instead as the concourse was filled with noisy people . ._.
Xinyi went down to eat lunch , while i went to study with Aaron .
Hmm . Spent more time talking about church gossip than studying actually . LOL .
Then , Xinyi came up to study with us . :)
At 2+ went for exam .
It was better than paper 1 .. But still , this year's A Maths paper was CRAZY .
Hopefully they'll moderate lots and maybe i'll be able to get my A1 . :/
Those lucky bitches who took their A Maths exam in 2007 & 2008 ought to be extremely thankful !

2 Nov ; Social Studies & Chemistry paper 2 .
Reached school at about 7:15am .
Was half asleep , tyvm .
._.
Went for exam soon after .
Practically the whole hall chanted , " YES ! " when we saw that both Globalization & Bonding Singapore came out for SEQ .
Thank you very much , MOE ! :D

After the paper , went to mac with Xinyi and Evelyn for brunch . :D
And then we headed to the playground to mug , mug & mug chemistry ! :D
At 1+ , headed back to school for the chemistry paper .
The pure chem students had to take our exam at a different venue . :O
So we went to the classroom . :)
The paper was unbelievably EASY .
Extremely easy . LOL .
We were all squealing and high five-ing the moment the paper was over .
Hee hee . I smell an A1 . <3 . :D

4 Nov ; Physics paper 2 & Geography .
Reached school at about 7:15am again .
Was hald dead again . ._.
&& , the pure physics students had to go over to another classroom again .
The paper was .. Doable . Not easy , not hard .
However , alot easier than prelim ! :D
Hopefully an A too ? Have to score well for MCQ !

Went to mac again . With Evelyn and Xinyi again .
This time though , we took to food to Evelyn's house to eat & mugged geog at the same time .
Xinyi was busy reading magazines and slacking off as she had no geog . D:
Evelyn's dad sent us back to school .
Joel M was an idiot ! D:
Haha .
Went for exam at 1+ .
Woots , there was NO map reading .
Mrs Fong kept saying that there might be . I was so scared ! :l
Anyway , the vegetation question wasn't combined with rivers , so i was safe !
Sad to say , those people who studied for rivers were unlucky . Vegetation came out for one of the questions . :/
So , anyway , the paper was fairly okay ..
Managed to finish the whole paper , without rushing for the FIRST time . LOL .
:D

6 Nov ; Biology exam .
Woots , TODAY ! :D
Reached sch at 12+ .
Crapped with Darren , Edwin , Joel , Alvon and Ms Lenny for quite sometime .
Then Darren , Joel and Ms Lenny went for lunch , leaving me with Alvon & Edwin .
Soon after , Evelyn came .
Studied a little , but talked more .
Oops . :X
More classmates came , and the 2 guys + Ms Lenny came back .
Talked more crap with them .
Went for exam at 2+ .
The whole hall was empty . Only 4E students were inside . :D
It was so pathetic . LOL .
A dozen teachers in the hall invigilating ONE class as only our class takes pure bio .
Hee hee .
After the paper , our whole class shouted , WHOOOOO .
We were all so high as it was our last major paper .
THE O'S ARE ALMOST OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR THE PAST 2 YEARSSSSSSS !
:D
Hahahaha .
Evelyn and i went to 18 chefs after that .
I had ice cream , while she ate her dinner . :X

Done .

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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . :D
-HIGH-
Can't believe the O's are almost over .
6 MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS MANNNNNNNN !
<33 !
Can't wait ! :D
I've got SO many stuff to do .
Chalets , parties , SHOPPING ! :D
Plus , get my hair done !
Dye + highlight . ^_^V
Maybe getting extensions . :3

Straight hair is out , curls are IN !
SAY HELLO TO CURLING IRONS ! :D
Hee . Gotta get a manicure too . :O

& shopping . Major shopping spree .
Like , seriously .
I can go on and on and on about the stuff i want , but it would probably go on FOREVER and bore ya'll like crap , so nah . :3

But , 2 words , baby , 2 words .
ORCHARD ION . :D

Hee . Okay , i'm going crazy . Better stop typing . :X
Oh , and after much consideration , i'm sticking with blogger .
Not switching to OnSugar . Still prefer blogger . :)

Okay , BYEEEE ! :D

If you asked me if i love him , i'd lie .

2009-10-29T22:33:00.001+08:00

Hello , omg , i can finally use the comp .
How ironic right ? The day before A Maths Paper 2 .

Anyway , just here to say i won't be posting till the end of the 'O' Levels . :)

Cya people .
Good luck and all the best to everyone else having the O's ! :D

This scene's so hypnotic .

2009-10-09T23:04:00.005+08:00

I want my longer fringe again ! D:
No time to update . Goodnight . :)

6th month on sunday , luv . :)

When you strike a match , you're bound to feel the flame .

2009-10-03T23:45:00.003+08:00

Hello . Heh .
I didn't update about graduation ceremony , i know .
Sorry 'bout that .
Didn't have time . :(

Anyway , got my computer back ! :D
Like , finally , right ?
:)
Stupid virus . ._.
I can't use Bittorrent anymore . :(
Cause seeding is really dangerous and will inevitable cause virus to enter your computer whether or not you have firewall .
DAMN .
Gonna have to get my gossip girl from Bi . ^^V

Gossip Girl season 3 is so good . :)
Can't wait to watch episode 4 on Tuesday ! :D
OMG . :3

LEIGHTON MEESTER ROCKS . :D
Remember that , people . :)
Can't wait for her album to come out .
I will definitely buy it . :D
Hehe !

Bam .
3 more weeks to the 'O' Levels .
Gosh ! Totally not prepared . :(
I'm only kinda prepared for both maths .
As for sciences , chemistry just needs a little more practice .
For physics , just have to go memorize all the definitions and several other stuff needed to remember to explain my answers clearly . :)
Well , as for bio , i'm just aiming to get maybe a B3 or B4 . Just have a put more effort into it , and i can probably scrape a B3 . Hopefully . After all , its only memory work . :)

Me loves Chemistry ! ^^V .

Uh , and i HAVE TO get at least a B3 for my humans ! Gonna work hard ! :D
Mug mug mug . Study study study .
NERD !
That , shall be my own personal nickname till the 16th of November . :)

I am going to finish A & E maths 2005 & 2006 'O' Level papers tomorrow . :)
Hmm , about 8 hours . :)
Gonna do E Maths first though , test on monday !

Okay , enough of blabbering about my study plans .
I shall go take action !
But first , i need my sleep . :3

Goodnight world . :D
Leighton Meester rocks ! :D

I'm not the only one who makes mistakes .
Just think of all the ones you made .

You think you know me so well ;

2009-09-26T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hello . Yes , i am aware that my blog is dead . D:
I will update about graduation ceremony tomorrow . :)

Anyway , i am officially free from Bedok North Secondary ! :D
I have been waiting for this day since i stepped into the school .
However , this doesn't seem significant in any way .
Screw the 'O' Levels . ._.

Oh , Ms Ho promised us Prom Night , with one requirement .
Our batch has to do better than the previous batch for the 'O' Level and 'N' Level examination .
:D !

Hopefully it'll happen . :)
Woots . Good luck fellow schoolmates ! :D

Laugh while you can .
Yeah , live it up . Read my lips , the joke is on you .
I've figured it out , you're all about walking tall on the people you knock down .
I'm gonna wipe that smile off your know-it-all face .

Always .

2009-09-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

I might not always get to spend my time with you , and i might not always do all that i’m supposed to do .
We have some bad days , but it don’t change that i always have and always will , i’ll always love you , boy .

See the look you got on your face and it’s killing me to know that i am making you feel that way .
Somehow I’ve gotta make it okay .
Believe me , i dream you every night , and I miss you every day .