happy third month dear. (:
finally third month. haha. :D
although we always fight non-stop,
i'll always love you. (:
we've been through a lot.
especially this month..
but we've made it through. (:
thanks for being there for me.
iloveyou lah. :D
300608. (:

ANDDD,
happy birthday ruixia! :D
wahaaha.
we've been friends for about 4 years ardy yeah? :D
friends forever. (:
now 15 liao hor. dont be so childish liao. :x
hope you can stead with *him after this o lvls yeah? :X
DONT KILL ME FOR WRITING THAT!
i wishing you good luck!
anw, jy for your exams. o.o
dont think too much about him.
HA! :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.
i needa study liao! TT.
too lazy.
monday is geog.
omfgzxzxzxz.
haven study.
today's geog lesson was a COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME.
i should've been sleeping lah.
at least can DREAM. ._.
i'm not bothered to study now.
i rather read my new gossip girl books. :X
shit.
shouldn't have bought them.
how to study now?
LOL. :D
I WANNA AUDI AUDI AUDI. ):
I CANT WAIT FOR EXAM OVER LAHHHH.
TT.
can go sentosa.
YAYY :D
blahs. TT.
shit exams. D:

ohohoh. I LOVE TH SONG TAKE A BOW, again. :D
rihanna is so cool in th video okays. :X
burn th guy's things. :D
don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not.
you're only sorry you got caught
lalala. :D
i love th lyrics also lah. :D
should've said no by taylor swift also. :D
You said that the past is the past.
You need one chance, it was a moment of weakness and you said yes.
You should've said no.
You should've gone home.
You should've thought twice before you let it all go.
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her would get back to me.
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind.
I shouldn't be asking myself why.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me.

nice rights? o.o
not nice your problem . :D

yay yay yay.
meeting des on 1st oct. :D
4 more days D:
& 3 more days to 3rd month. (:
ily lah. :D

okays. i'm gonna go read my books . :X
cya. :D

I'M GONNA POST A FEW OLD MAPLE PRIVATE SERVER SS. :D
i miss msps. D:


ALIENS. :D not mine wor. :X his. :P


aren't we cute? (: <3.

waa. angry sia. :X

pervert! :X

so cool rights? :D he gm lehh. D: see my dmg. xD. zakum handddd. :D

AGAINNN. xD

LOL. :X

OMFGZXZXZXZ.
i'm hungry. ):
stupid clb exam lah.
no time to eat sia. ._.
but the cyber wellness talk was damn funny!
and damn embarrassing, THANKS TO ROSI , KIMMY AND EVELYN!
idiots. ):

we were like. 15mins late for the clb exam.
HAHA. :D
the whole bus was full of bnss clb pupils too.
so we not scared. :X
kewen, junyong and jeremy damn siao sia in the exam.
make the tcher so pek chek until kewen got kicked out. HA.
then suddenly the tcher say, " after paper2 ah, bnss pupils ALL STAY BEHIND "
then we all " walaooo, cher we nvr do anything sia "
really ma . D:
then after exam, we all stand outside the class right.
then the tcher shout at us again " GET LOST LA . only these 3 boys need stay. YOU ALL GO NOW! I SAID GO NOW! "
walao. she kuku la. ._.
then shane ask me and kimmy wait for them but we went off first.
HAHA. :X
who want wait for them? idk them sia. o.o!
and exam was so STUPIDDD.
i forgot how to write life in chinese.
HAHAH. :D
and the paper2, KUKU LA.
we have 1hr for 30 mcq questions.
zz?
so lame rights?
i finished the whole thing in 15 mins.
then had to sit there and draw on my hand for the next 45 mins.
wtfs?! D:
so boring lah. ._.
then everyone was like sleeping or sighing.
so not fun.
the exam in classroom.
the hall more fun.
can CHEAT.
classroom how cheat sia. ):
but i didnt cheat.
ha.
damn stupid okay.
i knew how to read the question, dont know how read the options.
ZZZ?!
ANYWAYYYYS.
i'm going noww. :D
nothing to post liao. :X
oh oh, one more thing.
JOEL MATHIAS IS DAMN FUCKING GUAI LAN.
he thinks he damn big.
everything, you want die uh you want die uh?
kns. i dont want die leh. knn.
big fuck uh? everyday go gym work out big fuck?
cbk. ._.

okay, bye. :D

♥ ; iloveyou

i got this from rosi's blog.
me, kimmy, rosi and eve were playing it on msn on saturday night.
LOL. so funny okay. :D
we were laughing like mad.
played until almost 12.
so fun. :X

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.(optional)


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
push is to the limit by corbin bleu. LOL. xD.

2.How would you describe yourself?
who knows by avril lavigne. LOL! haha. yea. who knows? :X

3.What do you like in a guy
my baby by jesse mccartney. ha..? ._.

4.How do you feel today?
cry by rihanna. o.o okays. lets cry. (:

5.What is your life's purpose?
dance hall drug by boys like girls. LOL.

6.What is your motto?
boulevard of broken songs by greenday, oasis, travis and eminem

7.What do your friends think of you?
pumpin' up the party by miley cyrus. ._> ?

8.What do you think of your parents?
untitled by simple plan. LOL?!

9.What do you think about very often?
come back to me by vanessa hudgens. right.. ._.

10.What is 2 + 2?
should've said no by taylor swift.

11.What do you think of your best friend?
so yesterday by hilary duff. omg so bad :X

12.What do you think of the person you like?
hypnotized by plies ft. akon. WTF THIS SONG. HAHAHAH. sick song. ._.


13.What is your life story?
look me in the eyes by jonas brothers.

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
in too deep by sum21. right..... ._.

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
because you live by jesse mccartney. o.o. so nice. :X yea. because he lives, i live. (:

donee. :D.
muaahahahhaaa.
okays, i'm gonna go STUDYY. (:
cya. :D

xinyi tagged me to do it. ._.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.



7 ppl i tag: -evelyn, kim, rosi, jane chiobu and idk liao. dont care. :D

01. What have you been doing recently?
just came home.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope. :D of cos not. ._.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
lemme think.. i was asleep, dreaming about being at evelyn's hse. o.o dont ask why. ._.

04. When did you last cry?
last night.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
well.. used to.. until.. oh well. dont ask. :D

06. What do you want in your life right now?
for people to stop lying to me. especially someone. ._.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
unbrella.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
everything that is there now.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
esprit shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
do you seriously think i will type it here? o.o

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
who knows?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope. o.o i dont have any clothings that are not mine. well, except one. :X

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Camp rock. THERE ARE 4 MOVIES I WANNA WATCH. TT!

14. What are you proud of?
nothing much.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i'm using a spare phone. so currently, my oldest message is, o.o1.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
24 story love affair by faber drive

17.Do you have any nicknames?
duh.

18. What does your last received text message say?
ur stead nvr msg you meh?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12 plus plus plus.

20. Are you currently happy?
no, not really. i've been kinda miserable these days.

21. Who gives you best advice?
XINYI AND JANECHIOBU! :D

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no. ._.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
the person i wanted to talk to, fell asleep at about 10.15. ._. so i talked to NO ONE.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yea.. haiz.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
evelyn. :D

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nah.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
idk.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yup. just only. :D

29. What annoys you most in a person?
their attitude

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
i love someone.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
of cos not. ._.

32. What is the colour of your room?
white.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
lols. mayb.

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
YES. TOTALLY.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
ME?!

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
): ..

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
...

38. Do you have a life?
no. i dont. :D

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i like it.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
des, eve, classmates.

42. Last time you smiled?
a few mins ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
alot.. TT..

44. What are you listening right now?
to desmond's voice.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
duh.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open. ._.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
no.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
no.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeah. piano. o.o

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
not saying.

~ 50 MORE TO GO!!! ~

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
crying.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
i'm not happy about what just happened.

53. What song best describe your love life?
i believed by melissa smith

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yes.

55. Who always make you laugh?
desmond.....

56. Do you speak any other language other than English?
no.

57. favourite website(s)?
youtube. friendster.

58. What's your middle name?
dont have. o.o

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
doing this crap?

60. What do you think you are like?
a girl.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
desmond.

62. Where have you been today?
orchard, siglap, home.

63. What game do you play often?
audition . :D

64. Who are you missing right now?
desmond.

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
i will choose to die.

66. What are you doing right now?
THIS QUIZ LA. Z.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Haig Girls' School

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black, white and blue..

69. What emotion you like to show?
idk..

70. What is your life to you?
bullshit.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
cry.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
evelyn.

73. Who do you admire most?
idk..

74. Which month are you born in?
oct . :D

75. How are you feeling right now?
sad. hurt. and other emotions you dun need to know.

76. What is the time now?
10.59pm. :D

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
a good mummy.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
nothing. o.o nvr dyed.

79. Why are you doing this test?
cause i got tagged...?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
cry.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
idk. D:

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
girlfriends. :D

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
run to woodlands.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
xinyi, eve, rosi, kimmy and jane. :D

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
maybe.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
not saying.. D:

87. What is your goal for this year?
idk..

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
TT.. i wanna experience it.

89. What feeling do you love most?
love. TT..

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
guess so.

91.What feelings you hate the most?
hurt and disappointment.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. (:

93. Do you believe in God?
yes, of course.

94. Who cares for you most?
i dont know.. my family i guess....

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
STOP ASKING THIS KINDA QUESTIONS BEFORE I CRY.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
how i know.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
something in june that hurt 2 ppl at the same time.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
like dying..

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
FUCK YOU LA. ASK THIS QUESTION FOR WHAT. CB.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
LIKE SHIT, THANKS TO THAT QUESTION. goddamn.

BOO!
LOL. xD.
i'm so random. O.o
and i just realised i'm good at acting happy.
HA. :D
just wrote a compo.
not for school though.
just for myself. (:
only xinyi has read it. :D
doubt i'm letting anyone else read. o.o
its stupid. x.x
ha. :X
today had 2 tests!
physics and amaths.
FAILFAILFAIL. :D
wahaha.
got back chem revision test 4 today.
i cant believe i am one of the 15 ppl that passed! O:
25.5/40.
yeayea , not that great. x.x
but i still cant believe i passed.
i left like.. 2 pages empty.
couldn't concentrate on the paper.
was thinking of other things.
plus, the test was on tuesday.
the day i went to sickbay.
so yea. ._.
if i didnt have so much to think about, and had to go to the sickbay,
i probably would have scored better.
F.U.C.K.
i seriously need to score well for chem.
its my favourite and best science. ._.
bio sucks. so does physics.
i hate mr lau lesser now.
idk why. x.x
i dont really hate any tchers now.
i only hate students.
ha. (:


a few lines from 2 songs keep running in my head now.
one makes me feel uneasy.
the other makes me wanna cry..
._.

" You love me, you like her " - 7 things by Miley Cyrus

" Tell me whats it gonna be this time. Save it, i was just a fool to believe you were mine. Cannot imagine life without you by my side. And its killing my heart, cause i wish i knew why. Why would you do me this way, when i love you? I believe what you said, but love doesn't have a meaning when you hurt me so bad, just threw it all away. You knew i was scared to once more let you get that close to me, despite what you did, i believed. You said it was gonna be for real this time. You said you were gonna make it up to me and everything will be fine. " - I Believe by Melissa Smith

TT!
haiz.
this sucks la.
my life sucks. :D
i rather just die now sia.
._.
all the pain will be gone.
and i bet someone will be really happy.

god dammit. mother fucking bitch. i'm so damn fucking pissed now. idk wth is wrong with you sia.

AGH.
fuck this world la.
._.
i'm gonna stop blogging now.
before i get really vulgar.
bye guys. ._.

♥ ; iloveyou

If Thats Okay With You by Shayne Ward
click for the youtube link :D

I love the way that you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with u (If that's ok with you)

We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
cos imma make you feel so good thats how i see it happening
yeah, we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
cos baby I wanna step up and be with you (If that's ok with you)

* I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you)

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy , I know what I'm getting myself in
I wanna live with you (If that's ok with you)

* 2 time

If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
yeah yeah
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

* 2 time

If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
If that's ok with you

___________________________________


omfgs larh.
there are so many songs i wanna download. ):
but th webbie bo. ._.
booo. D:
TIME TO ASK EVELYN OR DES! :D
LOL. x.x
okays, time to GO AUDI! <3
cya. (:

nice right? TT.
i feel so emo when i hear this song. ):
anyway, back to do my maths homework and search for songs.
i'll update later if i have time! :D
cya. (:

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you got your head so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now
don't let me down,
please turn around.

omg! the holidays are over!
damn it.
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL.
i dont want the end of year exams!
omgomg.
i haven done any homework lehs. D:
i shouldnt have slacked so much..
):
HOW?!
i'm practically dying! TT.
all i wanna do is just go onto audi and play forever.

♥
Desmond,
Cause in your eyes, i see a love that burns eternally.
I'm never gonna say goodbye, cause i never wanna see you cry.
I swore to you my love would remain, and i'll swear it all over again.
And i'm never gonna treat you bad, cause i nvr wanna see you sad.
I swore to share your joy and your pain, and i'll swear it all over again.
♥

:X
lalala. (:
omgomg, i smell pasta!
i wanna eat! :X
lalala. :D
i finally feel hungry! (:
i could not eat the whole of yesterday..
blahs. D:
anwway, TIME TO SEARCH FOR MORE SONGS!
bye!

dammit i'm so pissed.

you said you were not gonna go home late.
but now is 10.20 and you're still not home yet.
you're at another girl's house.
its not the first time you went home later than you said you would.
the last time was just this wednesday.
you dont even care about how i feel.
you keep saying sorry.
whats the use of saying sorry if you dont even change.
you dont even care.
why are you always like this?
i have nothing to say anymore.
i'm just so disappointed.
i don't even feel like i can trust you.
i don't even feel like your girlfriend.
i guess there is nothing for me to say anymore.

goodbye guys.
back to emoing. -shrug-

/edit. iloveyou, imissyou.. why cant you just go home.. hais.

i'm doing this cause xinyi and eve tagged me. -shrug-

Name 20 people you can think of.
1. Xinyi
2. Desmond
3. Evelyn
4. Kimberly
5. Rosiana
6. Jane
7. Isaac
8. Yi Ting
9. Doreen
10. Jonathan
11. Melany
12. Jacq
13. Isabel
14. Weisheng
15. Damien
16. Shiqi
17. Aaron Sum
18. Joel Ang
19. Joel Mathias
20. Yue Keat

How did you meet 14? [ WeiSheng]
same class. :X

What would you do if you never met 1? [Xinyi]
idk.. there will be no one to talk to when i'm sad! no one to comfort me! TT.

What if 9 and 20 are fated? [Doreen] [Yue Keat]
HAHAHAHA. :D they're ex maple steads, no? o.o
omgomg, doreen dont kill me. TT.

Will 6 and 14 marry? [Jane] [Weisheng]
they dont know each other! haha!

Describe 3. [Evelyn]
horny. KIDDING. :x hehe. funny. (:

Is 8 attractive? [Yi Ting]
HAHA! my "sister" okay! chiobu! :D

Describe 7. [Isaac]
my di! :x LOL. idk leh. o.o! talkative in maple and audi, shy in rl and phone! hahaha! :X

Do you know 12's family members? [Jacq]
-shrug- nope.

What if 18 confesses that he or she likes you? [Joel Ang]
he got girlfriend la dey.

What languages does 15 speak? [Damien]
uh uh uh. english?

Who is going out with 9? [Doreen]
not sure i'm allowed to say. -shrug-

How old is 16? [Shiqi]
15.

When did you last speak with 13? [Isabel]
idk.. tuesday, in school?

Who's 2's favourite singer? [Desmond]
Jonas Brothers? Jesse McCartney? o.o got alot leh! :X

Would you date 4? [Kimberly]
i'm straight, thanks.

Would you date 2? [Desmond]
Already am! :x

Is 19 single? [Joel Mathias]
should be.

What's 10's last name? [Jonathan]
i dont know! that stupid erzi dont want tell me. ):

School of 3? [Evelyn]
bedok north secondary school. that sucks epicly.

Where does 6 live? [Jane]
Potong Pasir i think.

What do you think of 5? [Rosiana]
HORNY HONRY! pornstar!

Have you seen 2 naked? [Desmond]
i want! LOL. jk. (:
do you even have to ask? o_o

Choose 5 people to do this test.
1. Rosiana
2. Kimberly
3. Jane
4. i dont care
5. i dont care



_________________________________________

time to blog about today.
DESMOND AND XINYI CAME OVER. (:
so fun! :X
lols.
AND AND AND JUST TO CLEAR THINGS,
I DID NOT push or pull xinyi into the pool!
desmond did!
he pulled me too okay. ):
bully. D:
then then , we weren't even wearing swimming costume sia.
we were wearing like, normal clothes. ==.
we still went and swim.
HAHA. :D
then came out all wet!
then walk walk abit then go back to my hse.
:X
then xinyi wore my clothes.
des wore one of my pants. LOL. :X
then i talked on msn, des played my psp and xinyi used th other comp.
SHE WAS BUSY FLIRTING IN THE AUDI FORUM! :x
hehehe. :D
then after awhile went to bath.
then after that, watched tv with des while xinyi was still busy flirting. :X
then they went home.
sobs. TT.
i wish they could stay over sia. D:
now so sian!
audi also still having maintainance! D:
okays, i'm done posting!
bye guys!