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Date : Sunday, February 28, 2010
Time : 11:10 PM

I still believe in happy endings , but this isn't where i wanna spend mine .


You think that i'm so dramatic , just imagining again . You come to her defense , insisting that she's innocent . Well , excuse me for wanting to be the one and only lock that fits your key . Oh , you believe there's nothing up her sleeve , but baby , well just wait and see .

You say that love is blind , well i say open up your eyes . She's a mastermind , she'd cheat and lie to get you to love her . Who's the victim if it doesn't make a difference ? Now , i'll be gone one way or another .

Take a minute to see it from my side of things , don't you think you would feel the same ? Like you still gotta play for the victory in a game you won yesterday . I shouldn't have to fight for something that's already mine , but her pursue of you has undermined my peace of mind .

But it's no use crying to you . You're who her plan has done the damage to . What's done is done , i should just hold my tongue , but someone has got me outdone .


If only i knew this song like many months ago . 'Cuz it's kinda how i felt then .
THANKS FOR THE SONG KIMMY . LOL . :>

Byebye . ;-)


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Date : Friday, February 26, 2010
Time : 11:13 PM

I can be cruel , just like you .


Awesomeness .
Didi Benami , Lily Scott , Aaron Kelly & Tim Urban are still in American Idol ! :D
I love Tim Urban by the way . Yes , i really do . :)

LOL .
HOTNESS TO THE MAX ! ♥♥

HAHAHA .
Alpha was great , made a dozen of new friends . :)
Wahaha , okay goodbye ! :D


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Date : Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Time : 9:57 PM

Wrap you around me .


Hi . Finally found a decent song by Lady Gaga .
I like . It's on my music player . Go check it out or something . Hah .

Anyway , Valentine's Day was a great movie , but kinda cliche .
Happy endings all around . Blah .
But whatever . Ashton Kutcher and Taylor Lautner ! ♥♥
Hot hot hot . HOT .

Tee hee . Bought yet another shirt from Forever 21 just now . Hehehe .

OKAY BYE ! :>


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Date :
Time : 1:13 AM

Watch me walk it out .


I'm the blame , should've went away , but yet i stayed . With a part time lover .
See , somedays you will love me , then you don't , then you do , then you won't , then you're here , then you're gone . I'm alone .
Now you got me stressing out on the phone , but its the last time , i'm moving on .
I'm throwing on my Louboutins .


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Date :
Time : 12:57 AM

No matter what , you're always number one .



My friends say i'm a fool to think that you're the one for me . I guess i'm just a sucker for love .
'Cuz honestly , the truth is that you know i'm never leaving .

My heart is blind , but i don't care . 'Cuz when i'm with you , everything else disappears .
And everytime i hold you near , i never wanna let you go .


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Date :
Time : 12:53 AM

Say that you love me .







Sexy . I like .


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Date : Monday, February 22, 2010
Time : 11:18 PM

The tragic ending .


Watched So You Think You Can Dance just awhile ago .
They chose the top 20 and made them perform .
There was no elimination .

This year's batch of top 20 is totally awesome !
Same to American Idol's top 24 .
A-W-E-S-O-M-E .
Didi Benami and Aaron Kelly ! :D:D:D

Can't wait for the next few shows . :D

ANYWAY , going shopping with HJ tomorrow .
Wheeee . :3
And i'm FINALLY gonna watch Valentine's Day .

P.S . The show I Hate Valentine's Day is awesome too . LOL .

OKAY BYE . :>


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Date : Friday, February 19, 2010
Time : 10:59 PM

Sometimes it's harder to learn to let go .


Hi . :)

Today , met Ger @ Plaza Sing .
Walked to 313 .
We spent a long time in Forever 21 . LOL .
We tried clothes on like every level . Hahaha .
I bought a shirt . :>

Then we took mrt to Ion .
Walked around a little , and then walked to Far East .
Walked around and then we went outside to slack awhile , while she smoked .
Her friend came after awhile .
Sat outside Far East and talked crap .
Funny things happened . :P
I shall not type it out , if not Ger might kill me .
HEHEHE .

Met Joel for dinner and then went to borders for awhile , while he went back to work .
Then went home . :)

Hehe bye . :D


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Date : Thursday, February 18, 2010
Time : 7:39 PM

Don't wait , the chance will pass you by .


Hi , got my retainers today .
And yes , it sucks .
They're so uncomfortable . Worse than wearing braces , seriously .
T.T
They are transparent though , so it looks like i don't have anything in my mouth . :O

I have to wear them for 1 year . :( Sigh , it seems like such a long time . But 2009 passed by as fast as fire in a dry field ..

_

2009 was full of drama , drama and MORE drama . 2009 felt like i was living in a season of Gossip Girl . All the drama , backstabbing , betrayal , lies and what not .
When 2010 began , i thought they would all be just a faraway memory . Guess what ? They aren't .

Ready or not ?
Welcome to season 2 .


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Date :
Time : 1:10 AM

Here comes the emptiness ;


All i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you .
Baby , 'cuz , all i ever wanted was you .


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Date : Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Time : 5:29 PM

Heartbreak warfare .


Hiiiii . :D
Time to update . :>

Yesterday , went to Uncle Jimmy's house @ Mandarin Gardens .
With my family and Ervin's family .
Then the group went to Aunty Jane's house . Also at Mandarin Gardens .
Janice , Jarred , my bro , Ervin and i watched Avatar .
Their tv is damn high-tech .
Damn cool ok .

Before the show was half over , we had to go .
Blah .
Went to orchard for dinner . :)

Today , went to Gab's houseeeee .
He has changed so much in like , 1 year . :O
He can play the bass guitar really well .
Michael plays the drums reall well too .
Haha .

So anyway , had lunch there and went upstairs to play cards .
Yay yay yay . They may be coming to Whistler with us this year . :D:D !!
Wahaha . I hope they do . It'll be so much fun . :)
Plus , they've skied before , so yeah . Tee hee !
:>
This year , we won't be going with Matt . So if they don't come i'll be so bored . :(
Every year there will be friends along with us .
2006 - Matt's family .
2007 - Janice and Jarred's family .
2008 & 2009 - Matt's family .

This year , hopefully Gab's family .
:)

Okayyyyy , i'm going now .
Byez ~ :>


Nothing's alright and nothing's okay when you live in a memory .


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Date : Monday, February 15, 2010
Time : 1:38 AM

Emotional overdose .


Just a breakdown of the heart .
I'm lost for words that won't mean a thing .
The tragic ending .
A farewell to a friendship that meant nothing at all .
You let her in , you let her win .
Is there anything else to break or mend a bond as strong as ours ?


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Date :
Time : 12:06 AM

Secret valentine .


Hi , um , happy Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year .

Yup , i'm 5 minutes late .
Haha , i don't care . I didn't have time to post it before this , so yeah . :X

Anyway , today was ....... No comments .
Same old same old .

But it was good though , i found out more information about Temasek poly from my cousin as he is a lecturer there . :D

Blah , nothing much to post about today . :)
So , goodnight ?? Haha .

_____


Everything's cool . It's all gonna be okay .
Maybe i'll even laugh about it someday , but not today , no .
Cause i don't feel so good , i'm tangled up inside , my heart is on my sleeve .
Tomorrow is a mystery to me .
And it might be wonderful . It might be magical . It might be everything i've waited for , a miracle .

Letting you go , and making me feel so cold .
And i've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt , but that makes it worse .
See , i'm a wreck inside . My tongue is tied and my whole body feels so weak .
The future may be all i really need .

Oh , but even if i fall in love again with someone new , it could never be the way i loved you .


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Date : Saturday, February 13, 2010
Time : 1:06 AM



Hi . Shopped like crazy today . :D:D
Forever21 , Zara , Pull and Bear , River Island . :D
Don't ask me how much i spent . Tee hee .

Goodbye . :)

_____

Now i hear you saying that you still adore me , but if you think i'd ever get with you again then you can just love me , love me , feed the flame . I'm not falling for that game , boys like you never change .


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Date : Thursday, February 11, 2010
Time : 9:41 PM

You never know a good thing till its gone .


HELLO .
Aw , crap , damn , SHIT .
Didn't get to watch Kris Allen's concert last night .
T.T

Okay anyway , HJ and i met Evelyn at Ikea .
EVELYN WAS LATE . Ahem .
We had meatballs for lunch . :3
Walked around Ikea for awhile and then went to the mac near BNSS .
Aw , have not gone to that area in like , ages .
We were sitting there talking crap , just like 1 year ago .
Just that Evelyn was in her MJC uniform and HJ and i in our own clothes .
Weird , but yeah . :/

Today , I REMOVED MY BRACES ! :D
I KNOW RIGHT , LIKE FINALLY .
Hee hee .
Feels kinda weird but whatever .

Met kimmy at parkway .
HI KIMMY , I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER . :D:D
Slacked at mac for like hours talking crap and laughing like crazy just like 1 year ago . :)

I seriously miss those early sec4 days where we would just slack and waste hours talking complete bullshit and laughing till our stomachs hurt . :(
Boo .


We only got 86400 seconds in the day to turn it all around , or we throw it all away .
Gotta tell them how we love them while we got the chance to say .
Gotta live like we're dying .


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Date : Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Time : 11:59 PM

I don't get you .


I should know that you're no good for me .
Cause you're hot then you're cold .
You're yes then you're no .
You're in then you're out .
You're up then you're down .

Someone call the doctor .
Got a case of a love bipolar .
Stuck on a rollercoaster , can't get off this ride .


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Date :
Time : 8:26 PM

If anyone can make me fall in love , you can .


Hi , i deleted last night's post .
Simply because i didn't feel comfortable with everyone knowing how i feel and all .

So yeah . :)


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Date : Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Time : 7:36 PM

Young love was such dumb love , call it what you want , it was love .


I'm so happy . :B
I finally got the heels i wanted .
^.^

So much happier this few days . Contacted old friends and made new ones . :)
Hahaha .

So anyway , i type out a really long About Me on facebook . It was so fun . :) I didn't want to stop , but yeah , i reached the word limit . So , awww . :(

But anyway , there's one thing i just wanna quote from it . " I do not like Lady Gaga and i think she is just Madonna Number 2 . "
It's true . Seriously . She isn't sexy , she wears underwears as pants , and she's just completely retarded .
Urgh .

Okay so , i was bored and i made a MySpace page . It's so cool . :B
Hee hee .

Byebye . :)


______


You're my true love , my whole heart , please don't throw that away .


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Date : Saturday, February 6, 2010
Time : 1:18 AM

You're a shallow , bimbo , bitch .


I only have one thing to say .

Sluts will always be sluts . Bitches will always be bitches . Whores will always be whores .
You will always be all 3 . :)



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Also , i'd like to that all my friends who were there for me yesterday .

Hui Juan , Kimmy , Rosiana , Joel , Ger , Matthew , Paesson , Jonathan Nyan , Jonathan Erzi , Clarence , Shihyao , maomao , cy2 , Ben bff , Evelyn , Sherilyn , Sheng Wei , Vivian , Yi Ting and all the rest of you . Sorry if i forgot to mention your name !

It is good to know that i actually have so many other actual friends . It's okay , i'll take this as a learning experience . This shows how heartless people can be . :) All my friends were right about you . I never should have gotten close to you 2 years ago . Despite all the shit i heard about you , i still did . Nevermind , i will learn from my mistakes .

It is true , we did bitch about you . We said you weren't a true friend . Would a true friend do this ? Of course not . You knew how much this would affect me . Oh , and if you're gonna defend yourself to say you didn't know , that also proves how you're such a pathetic friend . Everyone else could tell . So , are what we bitched about you untrue ? You can answer it yourself , eh ? :)
All you can do is go around claiming that you have not done anything wrong . Saying that i've bitch about you . This is so much worse , and so wrong on so many levels . It is no wonder that so many people has lost respect for you , and that so many people hate you , even before this . I sided you , when people dissed you , i told them things they said weren't true . I shouldn't have .

I treated you like a sister , my parents spent money on you and brought you for a buffet dinner . And the buffet dinner was not cheap . It's not some sakae sushi buffet dinner . Its a freaking 5-star hotel restaurant . I gave you so many clothes , i paid for you countless of times . Is this how you thank me ? I lent you so much money . So this is what you build friendship on ? Money ?

And please , it's not as if you have never bitched about me . I have heard things from people . So don't sit there and act all smug just because you know that i've bitched about you too . Also , the fact that i bitched about you doesn't make what you did right .

Not to mention , you lied to my fucking face . Cyrus ? What the hell ? Seriously . You promised me you would never contact Jer . This is how you treat your promises and friends , eh ?

And you still can tell people that you've not done anything wrong . Seriously ? You have just lost so many friends , and respect from people around you . Don't look at me . I didn't tell them any shit story . In fact , all they did was look at your relationship status change , and they were already disgusted .

I cut contact with your ex-es , although they were my good friends cause i knew that was what a friend was supposed to do . Everyone knows that . I even had to say it to YOUR FACE that i was uncomfortable with you talking to him . I don't wanna insult your intelligence and common sense , but yeah . Seriously . If you said you knew it was wrong , and still went ahead and do it , then that obviously makes you a bad friend , and therefore , whatever i said about you , was well , true . If you said you didn't know it was wrong , then i will bring you back to common sense and your intelligence .

All in all , thanks for showing us your true colour . And even though you insulted and bitched about *another of our friend (name shall not me mentioned) countless of times about how she stole _______'s ex boyfriend and all , you did it too . Talk about contradiction . :)

You're such a disappointment , and i'm disgusted .

Goodbye .

P.S . I want my $50 back . :) I know you owe me alot more , but i'm not gonna sit down to negotiate and debate about the exact amount , so $50 will do .

Oh , and this will be my first and last post about this matter . I know you're probably gonna post one extremely long post defending yourself and insulting me , and i just wanna let you know , i'm not gonna retaliate . :) I'm not gonna waste my time having a cyber war with you .


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Date : Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Time : 11:35 PM

You want me , so you're messed up too .


I CANNOT WAIT TO GO TO L.A. !

P.S. Simon Cowell is so cute ! Hehe .


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Date : Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Time : 12:10 AM

Stealing hearts .


Hello .
Went to Sentosa with Hui Juan , Xuan Jin and Joel today .
It was fun . :>

Luge ride was fun , but kinda tiring ? HJ bumped into the corner . LOL NOOB .
At the beach , HJ and i got soaked , thanks to XJ and Joel .
And i didn't manage to pull Joel in . :/
PFFT .
After that HJ and XJ went to play with water , i think . While i went to accompany the lonely nooooob .

Then we showered and decided to go back to Vivo as it was alr 4 .
However , we ended up at Resort World instead .
It wasn't really opened , but it looks damn nice .
Can't wait for the official opening . :D:D

On the way back to Vivo , there was some annoying sentosa employee that pissed us off .
XJ and Joel were damn funny though . LOL .
OH , and OTW to sentosa they were so freaking xia suay la please .
Hahaha . Everyone was STARING at them .
HJ and i were like freaking trying to hide our faces . Haha .

Camped @ Food Republic for quite some time .
XJ was playing maple , WTF ?
Joel and i were crapping on twitter , as he couldn't talk .
GET WELL SOON NOOB !

Went to Forever21 for awhile , to check the prices of their bags .
$50 , not bad ah ! :D
Needa save up and get my clothes & bags & shoes . Zomg .

Took bus 10 home , it took me about 1 and a half hour .
Wtf .
The traffic was so bad , and i was so bored .
Hah .

Okay , all in all , today was a fun day . :)
Pictures will be posted in facebook another time .

Bye .


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