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Date : Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time : 9:10 PM

You've got the chemicals to make me fall in love .


Yo . :D

Had no exams today . :)
Had lessons instead .
What a long day . :/

Heh .
After sch , followed Evelyn to mac to buy food for her dad .
Waited for Xinyi for awhile then walked to Evelyn's house .
And i found out that there is bus 506 at our sch bus stop .
WTF !
That bus stops near darling's and my house .
Thats the bus my brother takes home from sch everyday . -.-
And he's in the same sch as darling . :D
Heh .
Asshole man .
I've been taking 2 buses home everyday when i could just have taken one .
Screw . -.-

After passing Evelyn's dad his lunch , the 3 of us walked to kfc .
Darling came too . :)
Rosi , Yiting , Damien and Sun Woo also came to kfc . -.-
Soon , Kimmy got released from music and came to meet us . :D
Talked alot of bullshit . LOL .
After that took 506 , went to darling's house .
Napped while he went to change and bath .
Then took bus to parkway .
I went to tuition (50 mins late . LOL . ) and darling took bus to marina sq to meet his friends .
:)
Tuition was fun .
Actually , tuition is always fun .
Hee . :D

After tuition , came home , bathed and now i'm going to finish reading my novel .
' The Truth About Forever '
Its a nice book . :)
See ya . :D


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Date : Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Time : 7:27 PM

If i had no money honey would you love me love me love me .


Boo .
Currently feeling nauseous .
Ha .

Today ,
Had english paper 2 .
Okok bah . :/
I am having lesser and lesser confidence in my english already .
Used to be able to get A1s . Now , i'm not so sure .
I need an A1 for mass comm !
Shit .

After that had e maths paper 2 .
Quite okay . :)
Except that i forgot how to convert radians into degrees .
Thus couldn't do one whole question .
Was unable to do another question too .
Screww . :(
My A1 !!
D:

After tht had geography lesson till about 3 .
Went to parkway with Kimmy and darling .
Ate snow ice . :)
After that accompany darling to expo .
He went there to meet his friends to study .
He's still there , i think .
Blehs . :)
Then took bus to darling's house bus stop and walked home .
Went to 7-11 on the way home .

While walking home , my mom suddenly called me and told me i had dentist appointment at 6:30 TODAY instead of tmr .
Wtf .
Rushed home , put down my bag , and then took bus to dentist .
-.- .
Had cleaning / scaling first .
It was excruciating , i swear .
It felt like he was trying to pierce my gum or something , wtf .
After that had to attach some rubber band onto my braces to move my lower jaw forward or something .
Feels damn weird !
Cause there is some extra thing in my MOUTH .
Ugh !
Its so uncomfortable . :(

Kay , i'm going to eat dinner now . :)
Hee .
I hope that the stupid rubber band won't come out .
Ew .
-.- .

Byes .


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Date : Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Time : 7:54 PM

Temptation ;


Hello . :)
Just reached home lol .

Had ss exam today .
And yeah , screwed it up as expected .
After the exam , went parkway with Kimmy and Evelyn .
Then took bus to my house / Jer's house bus stop .
On the way to the bus stop opposite parkway , we got completely drenched .
Kimmy and i shared one umbrella .
We were laughing like complete morons while climbing up the over head bridge .
We almost fell down .
LOL . Who knew walking in the rain could be so fun ? ;3

It was still raining heavily at my house / Jer's house bus stop .
Thus we took a cab to Jer's condo to pick him up .
Then cabbed to parkway .
Jer paid . Thanks . Hee . :D
Then went to meet my mom to take money from her .
LOL !
Then went to mos burger .
Ate and talked crap with Kimmy and Evelyn that Jer shouldn't have heard .
LOLLL .

After that walked around parkway for a short time then took bus to clb .
Had clb oral exam . -.- .
Screwed it up too !
I totally couldn't read a single shit , i swear .
SCREW !

After that went to Jer's house .
:D
He told his brother i was teaching him biology .
How smart .
LOL .

At 7+ walked home with him .

And i'm going to eat dinner now .
So , BYE ! :D

You are dreaming next to me .
Afraid to close my eyes , cause I don't wanna miss a moment of you .
Don't want to dream , no .
No dream could be as perfect as you are .
Tell me what have I done to deserve something this perfect .


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Date : Monday, April 27, 2009
Time : 11:04 PM



I am absolutely not prepared for my ss exam tmr .
I totally give up studying for it already .
Going to sleep now .

Bye people .


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Date :
Time : 7:47 PM

Baby , you make me feel so alive .


English paper 1 was okay .
The situational writing was quite easy .
Had to write a speech on graduation ceremony .
:D Hee .
I wrote about 'sorrow' for my essay .
Ha .
That was crap .
Hope that i can pass .
:(

Got dismissed at about 10+ as i didn't have to take MT paper .
:) .
Went to Junction 8 with Kimmy .
Yeah , i know . So far . But , oh well . Its nice .
Ate pasta mania then went to mac to buy milkshake .
Then went to bishan library .
Was supposed to study but i ended up playing with my eyeliner and writing lyrics .
LOL !
Slacked like siao .
I'm sorry . :(

Then went to Jer's house .
He was supposed to teach me ss .
But we never got to it .
-.- .
Took his notes though . :D
And transfered some songs to my phone .
Hee .

Now eating dinner .
Then going to study ss .
Someone help me please . :(

Bye . :(


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Date : Sunday, April 26, 2009
Time : 8:50 PM

Who do you want to forget , who forgot you long ago ?


Gah .
Had a 3 hours crash course on SS just now .
By my parent's friend .
Which is apparrently Jer's brother's history teacher in school .
Ha ?

Anyways , learnt quite alot .
Learnt the skills , but i don't have any contextual knowledge .
I'm going to change that though .
Time to study ! :)

Hee . I love opening up my closet and picking out something that i've never worn before .
So satisfying . :3
Still have 2 shirts that i haven't worn yet .
One khaki coloured shirt i bought a few weeks ago at iluma and one grey & white off shoulder shirt which i bought ytd . :D
Wahaha .

On friday maybe going to Tampines One with mom .
Going to shop at Uniqlo . Whee . :3
Hope that stupid dress from topshop is still there . -.-
Ha .

And , time to start improving my vocabulary for the composition test tmr !
I need need need to score well for english .
& i still hold a grudge on the VP and any teachers that refused to give my batch pure literature .
Screwed up man , seriously .
I can excel in literature . While i totally SUCK at ss .
And since i've no other humanities subject , i have to take my pathetic combined humanities ( SS & Geography ) into my L1R5 .
-Punch-
I want literature . I need literature .
My god !
Nevermind , forget it . Its too late to do anything about that now .
-.- .
SCREW !

I'm afraid i'll have nothing to write about tomorrow .
Why can't they give the one word topic ( which is the only one i usually choose ) as ' Love ' ?
Thats so easy . I can get at least a 23/30 , i swear .
I've already wrote an essay 'bout love before , anyway .
If they give ' Temptation ' again , i'll totally screw them .
Seriously , that topic caused me to attain only 15/30 for my EOY last year .
Cause i wrote on a 'taboo' subject .
Majority of the people who chose that topic wrote about the same thing , thank you very much .
-.- .
Worse mark i've gotten for english in all my years of schooling .
Sheesh .

I need need need a good topic for tomorrow .
In secondary 2 , they gave Marriage for MYE , i think .
Give that again , please . :(
So easy . Oh my god .
Crap .
I'm gonna go brainstorm for random ideas now .

Bye .
:(


Your favourite passion .


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Date :
Time : 3:16 PM

You make stealing hearts look so easy ;



Those are last week's pictures too . :) .

Update later . Byeeee . ;3



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Date : Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time : 5:35 PM

When i'm yours ;


This was somewhere this week or last week .
Can't recall . Oh well , lets all say hello to Evelyn ! :D


My phone is retarded . All the pictures are extremely dark . Gosh .


For some reason , i think i look really young in this picture . Like some primary 5 or 6 kid .
Ew .





Excuse the eligible handwriting . This was what i was doing while listening to Mrs Fong go on and on about terrorism today .

Love those song lyrics . :)


Today was boring as i had to go to school .
I am seriously having no life now . School 6 days a week .
Have not went out , as in somewhere else besides tampines ( -.- ) , for god knows how many weeks .
I want new clothes . I want to go out .
Damn it . I so hate the O Levels .
Screw .

Anyway , school was boring .
Chemistry ended 10 minutes earlier .
:D . So had a 40 minutes lunch instead of a 30 minutes one .
Heh .
Had to do corrections for our chemistry and biology portfolio for about 2 hours .
I'd rather have lessons .


Ah , one day till MYEs !

Monday ; English Paper 1 . ( I'm so gonna screw this paper up . I'm so scared i can't write anything . I screwed up last year's EOYs . Wrote about Temptation & wrote 'bout stuff that were not supposed to be written about . What the hell . A lot of people wrote about the same thing okay . The topic was TEMPTATION for goodness sake . What do you expect?! Sheesh . )


Tuesday ; SS paper . ( Gonna screw this up even more ! Cause i absolutely SUCK at SS . Hope my geog will be able to salvage my humanities results . )

Wednesday ; English paper 2 & E Maths paper 2 . ( Not really worried about my maths . But not so sure 'bout my english . My english results have been deteriorating since sec3 . )


There is a break , and the examinations continue the following monday .
Ha . Totally sucks .

Gotta go and study about WONDERFUL globalisation now .
- happy dance - ! not . -.-
Kay , bye .



Tell me why am I the one your all belongs to . Why me?
Tell me why am I the one you wanna place in your heart . Why me ?
Tell me why do you love me .
Why is me you want ?
Before you came the days just passed , but now i'm soaking up each second .
Within me thousand suns rise , and I’m praying for them to never do disappear .


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Date : Friday, April 24, 2009
Time : 10:32 PM

Right here with me , close by my side .


Boo . :3
LOL .

Wednesday ;
Can't remember actually.
Lol .
Omg .
Hahs .
Oh oh , i only remembered going to the counselling room to wait for Kimmy .
Nothing else out of the ordinary happened .

Thursday ;
School was boring .
Except for MT lesson .
Was joking with Brandon , Heeren , SunWoo , Kimmy , Damien and Joel .
Laughed like mad !
In the morning had to go to the concourse for some stuff .
It went kinda well , actually .
At least i don't hate or dislike them already .
Lols .
Had chem practical .
It was extremely HOT !
Bunsen burner + no air circulation is so not a good match .
Had ss SBQ test .
Screwed it up , i think .
Lols .
Kimmy's music class got canceled .
Thus , we went to mac for lunch .
I ate icecream for lunch . Heh .
Then we walked around the neighbourhood as we had nothing better to do .
After that , decided to slack at the Eunos CC .
Sat there and talked about alot of things .
Lols .
Had a good heart to heart talk . :)
Then walked back to mac to meet Xinyi .
Then walked to the playground opposite mac .
Slacked there and took some pictures .
After that went tuition .
Lols .

Today ;
Went to sch .
Okok bah .
After sch had to chiong to chem lab to do the practicals that we missed for our portfolio .
I had to do a QA experiment .
Didn't know how to do at first .
YiTing , Syazana , ShuLing and i were struggling like hell .
Finished at about 1:45 .
Kimmy and i ran out of sch , ran into the first taxi we could get into .
Which was like , the moment i ran out of the sch gate .
LOL .
The taxi driver was damn funny .
Anyhow joke crap .
Rosi and Evelyn were alr at tm with the movie tickets , rushing us .
The moment the taxi stopped , Kimmy and i ran all the way to the cinema .
LOL .
Then went to watch 17 again ! Again . :D .
Was crapping alot during the movie .
Rosi threatened to stuff my hotdog into my mouth if i screamed when Zac Efron came out .
LOL !
Haha .
Then walked around trying to find sushi to buy .
After buying sushi , took bus to school .
It was only when we arrived at sch that we found out that night lesson was at 6 instead of 5 .
Wth .
We should still be at TM !
Asshole luh . D: .
Slacked at concourse .
Screamed at Joel for not calling me to tell me the change of timing .
LOL .
Then went for night lesson .
Ate sushi , then started writing lyrics .
I'm obsessed with Make Love - Big Bang again .
:D .
Hee .


Remember that one day ,
I held your hands and I kissed your lips , then I told you .
Our love was meant to be and always will forever .
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there .
I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind .
So can't you see, I need you right here with me, close by my side .
This time for sure, gonna let you know my love is straight from the heart .



Couldn't remember the whole song though .
Ha .
Then wrote some other lyrics too .
:) .
Time passed really fast and we were soon dismissed .
Kimmy and i wanted to drag Rosi to the DnT block to walk around in the dark since that place is rumoured to be haunted .
Blahs .
We were running around by the main gate like morons !
LOL ! She was clinging onto Edwin's bag while we spinned round and round trying to drag her away !
Hahas .
Went to KFC with Edwin , Joel , SunWoo , Rosi and Kimmy instead .
Laughed like mad .
Joel became emo for some reasons half way through the journey .
And stayed emo . Haven't seen him emo before , actually .
Never thought he was the kind that could emo .
He seems like a really fun & happy-go-lucky kinda guy .
Weird .
Played with Joel's iPhone while he and Edwin ate .
Me , SunWoo , Kimmy and Rosi were competing with each other .
As in some game on joel's phone .
LOL ! SunWoo keeps winning !
He plays dirty , i swear !
Ass .
Then Evelyn came to find us .
Went to mac , with Kimmy and Eve , to use the toilet .
When we got back there , they alr ate finished .
So , we left KFC and went our separate ways . :D
I took bus with Rosi , and Kimmy was walking the same direction as us .
Rosi and I were singing Make Love.
LOL !
Kimmy was staring at us like we were morons .
Idiot . D: .
Anyway , took bus home .
Bathed , then chatted on the phone with Jer . :D
Now i'm going to sleep . NIGHTS !



You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with .
And I know anywhere you are, that's where I will call home .
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go .
Two hearts always beating as one forever more .


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Date : Thursday, April 23, 2009
Time : 10:09 PM



Happy 16th birthday Joel Mathias !
:)


byeee . :D


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Date : Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Time : 10:45 PM



Cause you mean everything to me . :)


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Date :
Time : 5:59 PM

Hook up ;


Boooo . ;3 .
LOL .
Here to update .

Monday ,
Went to sch as usual .
Boring day .
Lol .
After sch had oral .
Horrible .
I was trembling and stuttering , especially during the reading .
Gah !
After that went to meet Kimmy , Xinyi and Rosi .
They were waiting for me at concourse .
Took bus with Rosi .
Went Jer's house .
-cough- sponge bob . LOL .
Used comp awhile and other stuff .
Walked with him to my condo at about 7+ .
On the way , went to 7-11 to buy snacks .
He bought kinder joy .
LOL . Stupid . He ate it in a super cute way .
Hahaha .
Forgot what time i reached home .
Ate , bath and did maths homework .
Then slept . :D .

Today ;
Sch was also boring .
Lol .
School is becoming more and more mundane , i swear .
Was released at 12:30 for CLB exam .
Had to meet Mr Goh at the office to collect the slip of paper to get out of sch .
Then Jeremy (Phua) and Shane were damn funny .
LOLS . Laughed like hell okay .
Ahaha .
Kimmy , Evelyn and i went to parkway for snow ice .
Then took bus to St Pats for CLB exam .
At first the teacher made us sit infront .
Then Kimmy, Evelyn and i ran to the back while the teachers were not looking .
LOL .
Then during paper 1 , some chai chee sec guy was sitting beside me .
Then he kept asking me , what to write ?
LOL . I was like pointing at the paper .
Then in the end he wrote so much more than me .
-.-
Mad . LOL .
I was checking my phone half way through the exam .
Then suddenly the guy behind me said , eh ! Teacher coming !
LOL . I got a shock okay .
Luckily that guy kind enough to tell me . -.-

Then during paper 2 , i went to the toilet .
LOL . Cause there was no freaking break in between the exams lor , wth .
Then at about , 4:30 liddat , the guy behind me said something .
Then Kimmy and i turned around to look at him .
Then the teacher took away our papers , plus the guy behind us's paper .
Whatthehell .
Then she say that we cheated , blablabla.
STUPID !
Only look behind leh .
-.- .
Nevermind .
Antonio was shouting , YES ! at every question asked by the teachers.
Joker sia . LOL .

After the exams , Kimmy and i started bickering about how one guy from chai chee does or doesn't look like some other people that we know .
We ended up laughing like shit while walking out of the sch .
LOOOL .

Okay . Thats all .
Bye ! ;3


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Date : Sunday, April 19, 2009
Time : 5:10 PM

Close by my side ;


Hello .
Heh .
-.- .

Woke up at 10+ .
Parents went to church without me , cause i took too long to get ready .
LOL .
Reached church at 11:30 .
One hour late for service . -.-
Heh .
Waited for parents to finish their service.
Went parkway for lunch .
Then came back home for tuition .

My tuition teacher said i look damn distracted and agitated .
She said usually i'm distracted but not this bad . And i'm never agitated .
Lols . -shrug-
Then i talked to her 'bout everything .
& she told me to be patient and not to get distracted by stupid and redundant things .
LOL .
We talked about many things .
She's a wonderful teacher . :)

After tuition something happened that totally pissed me off .
First i called Kimmy . Then she was watching a video .
Then i started spamming her blog like nobody's business .
LOL . :D .
Then she replied a little then went out for dinner .
-.- . Sian .
But felt better after that .
I love her tag board's emoticons .
Ha .

Kay , just got off the phone with her .
Was shouting into the phone .
LOL . Had a good time venting my annoyance and frustration .
Heh .

Ah whatever .
Not in such a good mood anyways .
Gonna go back to my stupid chem homework .
Bye .


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Date : Saturday, April 18, 2009
Time : 10:10 PM



Hah .
Was randomly blog surfing .
When i found something .
A blog .
A blog that i used to want to read , but am not interested now .
For some reason , i still read it .
And i'm glad i didn't read it at that time .
Or maybe if i did , it would have hurt less and saved me from that confusion .
But it would have made me regret even more .
Well , it doesn't matter now .
I didn't feel hurt , nor heartbroken .
I've moved on . I love someone else now . :)
Someone thats actually worth it .
Hah .
I just felt a surge of anger .
I just feel that you have absolutely no honesty nor dignity .
You could have told me earlier . You SHOULD have told me earlier .
You should never have done any of those things .
You shouldn't have done that to me , you shouldn't have done that to her .

I wish i never got to know you .
And yes , everything thats happening now is indirectly your fault .
Indirectly .
Shall not elaborate further since i do not want to spoil your reputation by bringing up the past ,
as i know that many people are reading my blog now .
Including someone that , no matter how much i despise that person , does not deserve to get hurt like this . Cause that person . Is innocent . And somehow , despite everything , i still have the heart to sympathize for that person .

Yawns . Anyway , nights . :D


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Date :
Time : 4:44 PM

Take it away ,


Went to watch 17 again ytd .
It was extremely nice .
I wanna watch again . :3
Before the movie started , Kimmy and Evelyn were like , " shit , Sara's gonna scream the minute Zac Efron comes out .. Shit .. Brace yourself .. "
LOL . MORONS .
There was one part where Zac stepped out of the car in a black leather jacket and shades .
Lotsa girls were like, ohmygod and started squealing .
I was staring at the screen and throwing popcorn at Kimmy .
LOL . And then she hit me . -.- .
It went on and on the whole movie .
:D
Then went to pizzahut for dinner , then geog night lesson .
Lols .

Today , woke up at 'bout 9 or 10 plus ?
Thanks to my dad and brother shouting at each other .
-.- .
Went to bedok inter to meet Xinyi for lunch .
Walked around like mad trying to find burger king .
Xinyi had a sudden craving for the burgers there .
But found out that burger king closed down alr .
LOL .
Then Xinyi dragged me to mac .
Ate and talked lotsa crap .
Xinyi told me something that almost gave me a heart attack .
But that thing didn't happen . If it did , thing would be very , VERY different this year .
-faint-
thankgodthatpersonknockedwtflol!

At about 1+ took bus back home .
Actually Hong Sheng was supposed to find us .
But he went to find his friend to smoke .
Tsk . Lols .

Reached home , nothing to do .
Read book & listened to music .

Now going to do my chem homework .
Have so many .
-dies-

Bye . :)


Oh , and Kimmy was going on and on about this hot guy that looks so perfect .
She claims he's a vampire .
LOL .
Moron . xD .


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Date : Friday, April 17, 2009
Time : 10:56 PM

To want nobody else ;


Changed blog link .
:D .



About the problem , not going to say much .
People say our testimonial fake , i don't want say much here .
We'll discuss that in school infront of the authorities , maturely .
No use saying things here .

Secondly , i shall make it clear ONCE MORE .
I did not scold the WHOLE 3A .
I was only blogging about those people that Mrs Fong said skipped all 6 of her remedials .

Thirdly , bout the 1vs1 , i was replying the SPAMMER . He/she ask me 1vs1 with him/her .
Unless you guys are admitting you guys are the spammers , then i guess that post shouldn't bother you .





Wont be bringing this topic up any longer .
From now onwards , i'm going to concentrate on my O Levels .
Will update about everything else tmr .
:) .
Cya .


Oh , any tags related to this will be deleted .
& the IP address will be banned .


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Date : Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Time : 11:28 PM



Anyone else is more important .
Especially some other annoying person .
Am i right ?
Yup . Fine , okay . Got it .
Understood .
Happy now ?

GOODNIGHT .


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Date :
Time : 11:19 PM



deleted the spams .
fucking waste of my fucking time .

and fucking disappointed now . not cause of the fucking spamming .
cause thats the way people like you guys behave anyway .
can't really expect much . :) .
and if you actually think we don't know who is the spammer , you're in for a big surprise .
i alr said don't test my patience .

disappointed cause of another thing .
only kimmy knows .
even she says she can feel the disappointment lah .
like wtf man .
don't have anything else to say to you .
i seriously have no idea whats with you these days .
my god .
screw life man .


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Date :
Time : 6:30 PM

Breathe slow ;


Boo . :) .
Sch was rather mundane .
Lols .
Learning another topic in bio alr .
Damn boring . Was just talking .
Lol .

Almost got raped by YiTing during english .
She was like , ya ya , go boy's house somemore . Later he do this to you .
Then she grab me and push me to the wall .
And pretending to do stupid stuff .
Asshole ! LOL .
Like i scared of you ! :P .

Speaking of english , i have 3 essays to complete by friday .
Plus 2 speeches .
Die . :) .
Hoho .

Had a rushed recess , then went to physics lab for Science Practical Assessment(SPA) practice .
Quite okay . Lol .
Only Damien got the accurate answer . -.- .

Had A maths test .
Quite easy .
A1 please . A1 please . D: .
Haven't gotten any A1s this term .
Wtf .
Last term all A1 . Kns .
Sucky term .

Chem was boring . Lols .
-.- .
Had physics remedial after sch .
Unfortunately , didn't learn anything .
Was busy talking .
D: .

Maths remedial was in 2E classroom .
Retarded .
Our classroom was being used for malay oral or something .
Lols . -.- .

After remedial, Kimmy went to class awhile .
Then Eve , xinyi and i were waiting at concourse .
YiTing was also there .
Then Joel damn stupid .
Wanted to pretend to hit YiTing .
Then i pretend to defend her by going in the middle of them and pushing him .
Then Joel was like , Wah , YiTing's girlfriend come defend liao . Les sia !
Then Xinyi go say . OI ! Why you call my nuer les ?
LOL . Then Joel go say , wah she your daughter ah ? so unlucky .
Then Xinyi whack him , i also whack him .
Then he retreated away .
Owned . ;3 .

After that went pasar malam with Eve , Kimmy and Xinyi .
Bought ramly burger . Really very nice .
:) .
Then went parkway to buy some stuff from the korean food store .
Lol .
Then went home .
:) .

Done with my day .
Boring day .
-Yawn-
There is geog test tmr .
Fuck man .
Needa go study now .
-.- .
Sigh.


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Date : Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time : 9:02 PM



sian.
no mood .
no mood .
NO MOOD LA .
-.- .
****ed up .

Believe me , its taking everything to just breathe .


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Date :
Time : 6:15 PM

Get with you , tonight .


Yo . ;3
Just back from clb .
Clb was seriously boring today .
Lols .
The funny people didn't come .
Blahs .
Had 4 new boys from chai chee sec or something .
Idk . Lols . They come in straight away tio scolding from the teacher in charge of clb in st pats .
Wtf lol .

Sch was okay .
In the morning watched the choir perform .
Probably wun get COP again this year .
Unlike some other cca . -cough-
:)

Bio was funny , as usual .
Was shouting crap luh .
Learning about how to prevent STDs and stuff .
And Kimmy was being an asshole .
LOL .

Recess was damn funny . Laughed like mad . Thanks to Elonah .
LMAO .
MT also .
She finally came.
And was SUPER retarded , i swear .
Talking about people jumping around in cinemas .
LOL .
Then giving stupid and random couple names .
Until become BEAR .
WTF LOL . BEAR .
From pig to zhu to baby to bee to dono what then bear .
We laughed like fuck la .
The 3 of us laugh for like , 1 hour straight until the teacher also give up on us .
LOL .
I swear , i haven't laughed so much for so long .
This week rocks man .
Hahas .

Then found out something from yiting during cme period .
Was fucking freaked out .
-.- .
Kimmy asked me if i was scared or disappointed .
Lols . I think neither .
-.- .

Then assembly period , just sit there talking shit .
And laughing like mad.
Haha.
I got slapped like , 4 - 5 times la wtf .
Hello ? I'm like just looking at the FAN . :) .
Nothing else . :D .
And then i started obsessing about STDs .
Lols . And Kimmy went on and on about herpes .
Asshole .

During geog found out ANOTHER thing .
About same thing , but different person .
WTF .
Can faint la . -.- .
My god .

After sch went to eat snow ice .
Then went clb late , as usual .
Was super sleepy during the lesson .
Boring boring boring .
Went up late for lesson after the break .
Cause me and Kimmy were talking and laughing .
Cause of the fucking cinema jumping and dancing .
LOL . I swear , i don't know whats wrong with Kimmy !
LOL . Moron . ;3 .
Bused home with Kimmy . She was STILL obsessing about the jumping .
Stop imagining that shit la .
LOL .

&& last night xinyi almost made me faint cause of one message .
I read it like 5 times laughing non-stop till my dad started staring at me with an incredulous expression . LOL .
He was like , who the hell are you smsing?!

Now going to bath and eat . ;3 .
Byeee .

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in , cause its cold outside .


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Date : Monday, April 13, 2009
Time : 9:22 PM



Yo . Not much time to update today .
Have to do work .
I'm such a good student . :) .
LOL .

Anyway , today had NAPHA test .
Bullshit okay .
But at least can get gold this year .
Lol . Idk what happened to my stomach muscle luh .
I strained it too much ytd or something .
Then couldn't do anything without my stomach hurting like crap .
Even sneezing hurts , i swear .
Then i got through everything but standing broad jump .
Cause when jump need stretch stomach muscles like fuck .
And Mr Yeo don't let me take the test another day .
So i jumped . And it was DAMN PAIN .
I was like , " FUCK LAH " , infront of Mr Yeo .
Wonderful right ? :)
Say that infront of discipline master .
But so what ? I can totally sue him for injuring me or something . -.- .
And my stomach hurts even more now .
Fuck la . Idk what happen . Seriously .
-dies-
Lols .

MT was retarded . Kimmy and i sat infront and did A maths while talking like mad . ;3 .
LOL . We haven't talked since like friday . -.- .
And we can't say everything through smses . Too lazy . :P .
Then behind us was Jun Yong .
He's damn retarded, i swear .
He went on and on about mothers dying . Wtf .
My stomach hurt like crap from laughing .
Asshole lah . LOL .
Don't know whats wrong with him !

The rest of the day was kinda mundane .
Mdm Rogayah was pissed with us .
Ponned english class ma . :/ .
Gah .
While walking to english , Evelyn and i were quizzing each other on .. stuff .
Then neither of us wanted to say . And she starting singing Dirty Little Secrets .
LOL . Wtf . Hello , she's the one with dirty little secrets , not me .
I'm so innocent . ;3 .
LOL .
Wahaha .

After sch went tech view eat . Lol .
Then while walking back to sch , starting talking alot of craps .
Thanks to Evelyn luh !
She bought some stupid book full of quotes and started reading sick ones out loud . -.- .
And then Kimmy was going on about premarital sex . And keep annoying me .
Lols . She went on about pre-stead sex . LOL .
Freak . There's no such thing la asshole .
Then outside our classroom while waiting for english remedial to be over ( we never pon hor . We don't need go for english remedial de . -.- Must write . If not some dogs read my blog then anyhow paotou . -'- ) , Kimmy , Evelyn and i started bullshiting again . Lols . Had no idea Desmond was such a common name that appears in our lives so many times . ( all thanks to EVELYN , actually . ;3 )

Lols . Chemistry remedial is fun now a days .
Just sit in library and do work .
Without Mdm Haliza . LOL .
14 of us get to do that . :D .
Fun fun . ;3 .
Victoria School's chem prelim paper was a torture , though .
Wtf man . Only Aaron had enough general knowledge to know the answer .

After chem remedial went to meet Jeremy to get my gossip girl . ;3 .
Then walked around void decks for awhile .
Till Jeremy had to go home to pass his grandfather house key .
Lols . Followed him to pass the key . Then decided to just go into his house .
Lazy to walk . His brother's 7 friends had alr left the house .
Thank god . -.- Didn't really want to see 7 sec1 boys running around .
Used comp and blablabla .
Then went home at around 7:30 .

While walking with Jer to my house , saw someone from BNSS i think .
Not sure who . But i think i know who .
Heh .
Whatever .

Okay , i really have to start studying for my geog test .
Bye ! :)


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Date : Sunday, April 12, 2009
Time : 6:30 PM



Oh yeah , and Happy Easter ! :) .


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Date :
Time : 5:51 PM



Oh , Kimmy F> shuai guys .
Tag her at her blog if interested .
LOL .
:D


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Date :
Time : 5:01 PM

So baby , never let go .


Hello . :) .
Here to update about ytd .

Met Rosi , Jeslyn and Na Ryung at tanah merah at 5 .
Was almost late . Had to cab there from my house .
Which is retarded . Cause tanah merah is damn near to my house . -.- .
Wasted $4 . :/ .
Took mrt to the expo to attend the service at City Harvest .
It was super crowded .
Lol .
Quite good bah .
One part of the play was scary . -.- .
Stupid .
The service ended at about 7:30 ?

After the service went to find Jeremy .
He was with his 2 friends , Cyrus and Zac . Lol .
Then after awhile went off to meet Rosi they all .
Then met Jer , Cyrus and Zac at the mrt platform while waiting for Rosi .
They decided to follow me , Rosi and the rest ( forgot who -.- ) to Changi Airport .
Then Rosi and the rest wanted to go eat . And i decided to follow the 3 boys to safra . :D .
Took mrt to tampines then bus .
The bus ride was damn hilarious .
They were super funny ( and xia suay ) .
LOL .
Lazy to say what happened here .

Met Brandon and YinJie at safra . Lols .
-.- .
Jer and i then watched Zac and Cyrus play pool while we talked .
His friends ( Zac and Cyrus ) are nice people . Wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be .
Haha .

At 10 , Jer and i left .
Took bus to tampines interchange .
Then took bus to tanah merah .
Didn't feel like taking mrt . Lol . :P
Nice long bus ride .
Then met my dad and he sent Jer home .
Reached home at about 11 .

And that concludes the day .
Well , not quite . But thats all i'm saying . -.- .
:D .

Anyway . It was a good day .
:) .
Best day this year .
:) .
LOL .

Today , i was super happy (according to evelyn) .
She says she hasn't seen me this happy for a long time .
Lols .
Wonder why . Heh .

Wore my dress to church then my dad's friends kept commenting .
Lol . They kept saying it has been a damn long time since they saw me wear a dress .
And that i looked nice blahablahablah . Lol . Embarrassing .
-.- .
Its just clothes for goodness sake . O:
Lols .

Bought 2 shoes just now .
White flats and black heels .
:)
I have no idea why Kimmy is so excited that i'm wearing dresses now.
-.- .

Even through the hard times .
We made it through just fine .
When it hurt we put in the work to show that I'm yours , and that you're mine .
That's how we got this far , let's never be apart .


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Date : Saturday, April 11, 2009
Time : 11:44 PM



Today is a wonderful day .
:) .
I'm tired . Post more tmr .
Nights ! :D


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Date :
Time : 3:22 PM

You and me all alone , boy .


Perfection .
Uniqlo ( See how fucking long the line is ? -.- . )


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Date :
Time : 2:23 PM

Pushing me away ;


Yo . Lols .
Went to Tampines One , the new mall at tampines , with Kimmy, Eve and Xinyi .
Very nice leh . Uniqlo was like super crowded .
Had to queue up outside the shop before it was even opened . -.- .
The clothes are damn nice .
I waaaaaaaaaaaaaant. D: .
Damn it damn it .
Lols .

Then went topshop and tried on dresses .
Walao . Damn nice lor the dresses .
-.- .
Freak . I want !
LOL .
Then went TM .
Kimmy bought her tragus earring thingy ..
And Xinyi bought her necklace from 77 street .

Then we went to eat lunch .
Kimmy was trying to put on the tragus ring .
Then keep bleeding and it couldn't go in . -.-
Retarded . Then she decided to put the stud back .
LOL . Moron sia !
Kimmy and Evelyn went off soon after that .
Xinyi and i went back to Tampines One to walk around and try dresses again .
Found so many nice dresses . Imma go back with my mom . $_$ .
Whoo . :D
Lmao .

Just now Xinyi and i saw one couple .
Walking around while kissing (-.-?) , then they go into the stairs .
LOL .
Wtf . Then me and Xinyi were staring after them laughing .
Wonder what they were doing inside . ;3 .
Me and Xinyi wanted to open the door of the stairs to disturb them .
LOL . But we didn't .
Cause we don't wanna see what they were doing .
Spoil my eyes ! xD .

Wahaha .
Then went home . :) .
Later going City Harvest with Rosi , Yiting and dono who .
For some Easter Day thing . Lmao .
Then maybe going out with Jeremy .
Lol .
Okay , blog later .
:) .


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Date : Friday, April 10, 2009
Time : 10:50 PM

ANNOUNCEMENT :


Mikey F> Buang, fat , despo girlfriend . :D
Add him in Msn
mingkang_94@hotmail.com
Faster add hor !
He will accept de ! :)


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Date :
Time : 8:19 PM

You know i love you better than she ever did ;


David Archuleta ! x3 !
That poster was in Iluma .

Hold on to me and remember , never let go .


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Date :
Time : 8:09 PM



Oh , and .
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY !
:D !


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Date :
Time : 7:53 PM

A fire without its flame ;


Yo . :D .
Today is a good day !
Haha ! :D !

Deleted the 2 posts from this morning .
:) . I'm not emo . :) .
Wahaha .

Today woke up really late .
Hahas .
Caught up with my sleep . :) .
Went taka with family .

Then decided to go Iluma , the new mall at Bugis .
My bro didn't want to go so my dad dropped my mom and i there . :D .
There's a really good chocolate cake in Iluma . ;X
Shopped like mad .
Haha .
Spent more than $400 ?
Bought a shiny black skinnies , a black bangles , a white, grey and black checkered shorts , black shirt/shorts thing (its like a one piece thing , shorts and ahirts connected. O: ) , a long white shirt , black singlet , red checkered dress and khaki coloured shirt .
LOL .
Yay ! :D .

Getting shoes either tmr or sunday .
Black flats . :D .
And black heels , i think .
Hoho . :) .

Met Kimmy there . :D
Was at the entrance of a bra shop .
Then someone tapped my shoulder . -.- .
I got a shock okay .
Talked for like , 1 min nia . D: .
Lols .
She spotted me cause i was one of the only people wearing red skinnies .
BLEH .

Then met Jeremy too .
:D .
He came to iluma with his friends .
Then i went up to the arcade to find him lol .
Hee . :D .

Thus , today is a wonderful day . :D .
Hehe . Super happy. :) .


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Date : Thursday, April 9, 2009
Time : 11:07 PM



Ahh . The music video of Little Dimples is so damn sweet .
My god . Damn nice . I was smiling through the whole video .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCIXcJNAOuw
:) .

And this song is nice .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8ZtFz8f5wM&feature=related .
:/ .


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Date :
Time : 10:23 PM

Boom boom ;


Wednesday ;

LOL mum , whats with that face? HAHA .

Lols . Don't they have smexaye legs ?
LOL .

Allow me to introduce Kimberly Ng . :D .


Yo mummaye ! x3 .



Thursday ;
This is my darling dajie / laoda / sister / pig Kimmy acting like a complete retard trying to stop me from whacking the hell outta her . ;3


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Date :
Time : 10:02 PM

Waiting for yesterday .


You know i love you better than she ever did .
This could be all you ever needed .
Hold on to me and just remember, never let go .


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Date :
Time : 9:37 PM

Baby , kiss me through the phone .


I hate the pain , but i love you .



Yawn .
I see history repeating itself .
Just that this time i'm not going to be the one getting hurt .
Its going to be her .
I hope you see what you're doing .
I hope you realise that what you're doing is wrong .
I hope is gets into your thick head that what you're doing will HURT HER EVENTUALLY .
I totally feel for her now .
Not knowing what is coming .
So innocent . She doesn't know that you're going to use her as your punching bag .
Your replacement .
Someone that you'll just chuck aside once you sort out your problems .
Do you know that sometimes , your actions will have a great impact on others' lifes ?
Do you even care ?
Are you that heartless ?
Is it because you have no heart and thus , you're unable to comprehend the magnitude of the pain when someone gets their heart broken ?
Not knowing that what you're going will cause hurt is one thing , but doing it time and time again while inflicting pain and hurt onto innocent people is despicable .
After you saw what you did to me , how could you still walk away , without guilt and do it to someone else ?
Whats wrong with you ?
I never knew you were like this . I don't think you were ever like this .
What has gotten into you ?
I know an asshole has hurt you , but it doesn't give you the right to go around hurting other people .
Just think about what you're doing .
If i'm wrong , and this is really the kind of person you are , then i really have nothing to say . ( seriously lan lan bo wei gong ) .
But if not , i suggest you change your ways right now .

Lols , -.- .
Okays , enough about that , :D .
I don't really want to bother about other people's lifes and their wrong doings , but this is seriously going too far . :/ .
Anyway , about today . :D .
Today was boring .
Had A maths test .
Everyone had different answers .
Wtf .
I hope i don't fail .

After sch went to Kimmy's music class for awhile .
Then Evelyn's house .
Then mac with Kimmy and Eve .
Then tuition .
Almost lost my wallet .
Had a fucking heart attack , okay . -.- .

Tmr is a holiday .
Wheeee . :) .
Can wake up late .
Hahas .



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Date : Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Time : 9:06 PM



Anyway , left out some part just now .

To those 3 girls ytd , you know who you are .
And i know you read my blog .
I know you guys are among those little puppies who read my blog everyday without fail , checking to see if your name will appear .
Then kpkb .
So far i haven't insulted you 3 on my blog , but i shall , starting NOW .

Eh , please la hor . Stare simi stare .
Buey song then just say la .
Kns . Point point point .
Me , Kimmy and Evelyn go on bus also want point ah .
Very fun siboh .
Point lan la .
Still want stare . Opposite the road liao still stare .
Knn . I know you guys think we very chio , but don't need keep stare right .
My mother give birth to me also not for you dogs to stare de hor please .
At first i don't give a fuck about you guys de hor .
You all want drag yourselves in , be my guest .
I don't mind having to torment 3 more pathetic little bitches .
Kns .
From now on you guys better watch out , i tell you .
Please la hor , you all my junior .
You think i let you step over me de uh ?
Just cause i in better class than you doesn't mean i quiet quiet de hor .
You want test me ?
You want test us ?
Wuji lai . :) .

Oh , btw , assholes .
You 3 can also go and read Kimmy's blog .
CLICK HERE . :)
She has a really nice post for you to read .
Don't humji liao la hor .
Want disiao , want kp , wuji lai kpkb to our face k.
Knnccb .
-'- .


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Date :
Time : 7:26 PM

Nothing else i can say ;


Yo yo .
Finally able to post . :) .

Monday ;
Sch was boring , whatever .
After sch went to parkway with Kimmy to meet my mum .
Cut my fringe . Lol .
Back to my old hair style . :) .
Then went to eat snow ice with Kimmy while my mum cut hair or whatever .
Then we went to find my mum again .
Bought a new phone .
Lol . N5800 . :).
Finally i have a touch screen phone . Lol . :D .
Went home , played with my phone . Blahs .
Forgot Nokia functions alr .
At least i'm used to the Nokia keyboard positions for smsing, finally . :) .

Tuesday ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI MUMMY !
May all your birthday wishes come true . :D .
You know you love me !
& hope you liked the book and necklace . :) .
Loves , x3 .

Nothing much happened in sch . Lols .
Mdm wong didn't come .
Listened to music during her lesson .
Kimmy sent me a JJ Lin song - Little Dimples .
Was listening to it for a very long time .
Till Kimmy regretted sending it to me . Lmao .
The rest of the day was dull .
Till assembly .
Had performances for Modern and Chinese dance .
Modern dance was damn nice , as usual . :) .
Chinese dance was sibei funny .
Everyone was laughing .
Especially laughing at someone .
3/4 of my class were like pointing . ;3 .
We wanted encore sia ! NOT .
LOL .

After sch went Kimmy's house .
She had to take money .
Lol .
Then waited for bus .
Something happened in the bus .
I swore to myself i wouldn't do it again .. Ah fuck .
Shall not elaborate , and shall not be told .

So don't bother asking . -.- .
Lols .
Then went to eat snow ice again .
Went for clb super late .
We went after break only .
Lols .
21st april is clb exam wtf .
Maybe not going , if we can go for adam khoo instead .
Stupid exam . Fucking waste of time . -.- .

The later part of the lesson , i was sitting with Kimmy
Then we were talk about Bobby , Bob and Bobster .
Then got one time , i can't remember what we were talking about though .
I said kinda loudly , OI dont screw him la !
Then the Bedok Green guy sitting behind us , named Edwin , was like , "WHOAWHOA. "
Lmaos . Retarded . He and his friend damn joker one sia .
Keep making the class laugh . Lmao .
Then me and Kimmy decided to be annoying .
Then we turned around and Kimmy asked , " your sch ah , bedok green hor ? got a guy name Bob ? "
Then he thought we actually knew someone named Bob .
Then he was like , " huh ? no ? "
LOL .
We damn bo liao . We keep asking him and his friend as if there really is a guy name Bob .
I bet they got annoyed . LOL .
The bus-ed home . ;3

Wednesday aka Today ;
First period was bio . Lols .
We're learning sexual reproduction now .
She was teaching us about STDs .
Then she was like , teenagers now a days always have unprotected sex as they watch it in movies and think it is romantic. Blahblahblah .
Then Rosi and I shouted someone's (shall not mention here . :) in case the person cry la , HOR? ) name .
Then Ms Lenny laughed and said , don't anyhow uh ! later she accuse you of slander .
Then i said , " she can't accuse anyth , cause its true ! "
Then Ms Lenny also laugh . :) .
Ha .

Have been listening to chinese songs lately .
I keep listening to 4 JJ Lin songs , bu shuo chu de wen rou and a few others that Jun and Kimmy sent to me .
Lols .
:/ .
Chinese songs are actually quite nice .

Anyway , i shall let my brother use my comp now . Cya . :) .


Although it has been many hours , many days .
I still want to say this to you .
I love you .


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Date : Sunday, April 5, 2009
Time : 8:32 PM

Shake it off , let it go .


Screw the non-emo phase .
I just can't .
-.- .

I'm blasting I'd Come For You by Nickelback over and over again .
D: .


Just one more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding .
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it .


I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground .
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now .
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out .
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that I'd come for you .
No one but you, yes I'd come for you , but only if you told me to .
And I'd fight for you .
I'd lie, it's true .
Give my life for you .
You know I'd always come for you .

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing .
My mind was closing, now I'm believing .
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in .
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will .
So if you're ever lost and find yourself all alone , i'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now, this I vow .



Siansiansian .
I'd give anything for a time machine .
ANYTHING .
Except , well , him .
:) .


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Date :
Time : 6:25 PM



Hehs .
Decided to post about my main clique in class ( "piggy group " ) . ;3
Actually , there is only 3 of them .
LOLS .
Its a long story .
Beginning with Kimmy and I's annoyance for zhu(s) and pig(s) .
LOL .
And ended with giving each other really dumb nicknames .

Kimmy aka Zhu Ba Jie - LOL . You know , the pig in the SunWuKong show . HAHA . Don't ask me why she wanted this nickname . LOL . I think i'll make her change to Pig . For some reasons . -cough- . Dont ask . :D BUT ITS NOT CAUSE SHE LOOKS LIKE ONE . Its cause of some asshole . :) .

Rosiana aka Babi - LOL . She chose this herself too ! Hahas ! For those who do not know , babi means pig in malay . :) Hoho .

Evelyn aka Piggy - I don't know who chose this for her . I think its me . LOL . She doesn't mind it , though . Blehs .


I shall NOT post my nickname . Cause i didn't choose it . And it sucks . Big time . -.- .
Those that know me well should know very well what it is . ;3 .
That stupid name makes me nauseous .




Anyway , i'm changing phone tmr , i think . :) .
To the latest nokia music touch screen phone. :D .
Yay . Haha .




Perfection is so overrated .
Perfection does not exsist in an imperfect world .


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Date :
Time : 5:28 PM



Now that you've moved on , how i had let you go , i'll never understand .


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Date :
Time : 4:53 PM



Sometimes , when i lie in bed at night , i get so mad . I just feel like throwing everything onto the ground . Cause its only at night , when i'm not talking to anyone , that i can really think properly . And , oh , it gets me so damn fucked up . Thanks man . Thanks for fucking my life up for me . Thanks for using me . Because of you , i made the wrong decision ( well , i can't really blame you for this , cause its my fault too ) . Because of you , i had let a chance slip away . Because of you , i lost him . Thanks okay . Thanks a whole lot , you asshole . Why the hell did you have to come into my life and bullshit all over it ? If you had thought twice before you made certain decisions , everything would have been different . If you had even considered that what you were going to say would have a great impact on another person's life , maybe , i wouldn't be POSTING THIS SHIT NOW . But because of your fucking SELFISHNESS and plain STUPIDITY , i am wasting my time ranting everything in my blog when all i want to do is throw you into the sea and watch you sink all the way down just like the fucking titanic ( since you think love is so wonderful , at least you'll be next to the ship that supposedly is one of the most well-known symbol for LOVE ) , where you belong . SCREW LAH . I hope you're happy now . I hope you're happy that you've fucked up my life . You've got everything you want . Your girl , your friends . What about me ? Do you think i'm some sort of tool that you can just toss aside ? Do you even KNOW how much damage you have done ? Do you even know how much i have fucking given up ? You should know , there is nothing you can do now that will EVER make me forgive you and will EVER make up for this . NOTHING . Except , maybe , a time machine . You've gotten yourself a permanent residence in my heart , the little part in the corner , full of hatred . I have never regreted falling for someone so much in my entire life . Who knew you'd end up to be such a heartless jerk ? I can say for sure , i didn't .

And since you have a knack for being so sure who my posts are for , you should know very well this is about you . Cause , well , according to you , you're " not stupid " ( even though i STRONGLY disagree ) and its " so obvious " . Oh , and if you're going to start spamming profanities in my blog , save yourself the trouble , cause i'm just going to fucking detele them .


Fuck you , seriously .


Oh , fuck love too ! :) .


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Date : Saturday, April 4, 2009
Time : 3:36 PM



ihatemyselfihatemyselfforlettingmychancewithyouslipawayyouhavenoideahowmuchiregretthatiknowitswaytoolatenowbutijustcantkeep
thisinsideanylongereverythinghasalreadychangedandiknowitsmyfaultishouldhavethoughtcarefullyaboutmydecisionlasttimebutididntbut
iwantyoutoknowthatiwillkeepholdingonthistime.

Screw .
That wasn't emo . It was just ranting .
So, sue me .
Heh .

People always say that everything happens for a reason .
Unfortunately , i can't seem to think of a reason .
Ha .
Screwscrewscrew .
I screwed my life up .
I screwed everything up .
:) .
-bangs head-


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Date :
Time : 2:49 PM



Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .
-.- .
Feel super fucked up now .
For no reason .
Lols .
Maybe pms .
I hate you . I hate myself .
:) .

I'd take your hand and walk through memory lane .


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Date :
Time : 1:32 PM



I've decided to become less emo .
Kimmy too . :D .

I've decided to get rid of any emotion that may interfer with my O Levels .
:/ .
Don't know how long it will take for me to get rid of them though .
Hahs .

Hoho . :) .
This week , i've alr stopped listening to lots of emo songs.
I've learnt to appreciate other songs . ;3 .
I'm gonna get Kimmy to send me some techno songs .

& she still owes me that chinese song .
We heard it at a shop .
She says its a JJLin (-.-) song .
Lols .
Whatever . ;3 .

& i wonder who is the dog that got into inter-house badminton .
A lot of ppl tell me got dog get inside , but never tell me who is the dog ? -.- .



Anyways , Kimmy , Eve and i are currently obessesed over the song S.E.X. by Nickelback .
LOLS .
Kimmy and I used to be obsessed over With Me by Sum41 .
Over that phase alr .
;3 .



S is for the simple need ;
E is for the ecstasy ;
X is just to mark the spot cause thats the one you really want .
Yes , sex is always the answer . Never a question , cause the answer's yes .
( S.E.X. - Nickelback )


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Date :
Time : 1:13 PM

Pictures ;


Monday ;



At the beach with Kimmy . :) .



Wednesday ;


Kimmy ZhuBaJie sister . ;3
Evelyn aka porky / piggy . LOL .
Kimmy's hair . Cool right . LOL . Evelyn helped her do it . My hair too layered . Cant do that . -.- .
Kimmy's NPCC junior . Cute sec1 . Seriously damn damn cute . Like some pri sch kid . LOL . Before buffet dinner . :3 .



Thursday ;

Yu Xiao did my hair for me in sch . Lols .

When i untied it , it looked as if i permed my hair . -.- .


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Date :
Time : 11:46 AM

Lonely mind ,


Boo .
Feeling better . :) .
Haha .
No more fever and headache .
But missed physics this morning .
-faints-
I was supposed to go to complete my physics portfolio as it was the last day .
But couldn't go .
D: .
Evelyn said Mr Lau will try to help though ..
Thank god . :/

Anyway , time to blog about yesterday ?
Heh .
Sch was stupid .
I was sleeping majority of the time there anyways .
-.- .
Hehs .

Went home straight away .
By 1:40 , i was alr on the bed sleeping .
-.- .
Slept all the way till 4+ .
When my mom came home and woke me up .
Lols .
My throat hurts .
Thanks to all the vomiting .
$#@!_) .
Kns .

Last night was nice .
I mean my dream was nice .
Kimmy will call me obsessed ( about vampires ) .
~.~ .
Hoho .

Okays , i'll blog later .
Cyas .


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Date : Friday, April 3, 2009
Time : 7:59 PM

Supposed that i miss you ;


The panadol is finally kicking in .
Headache is gone .
Fever is coming down .
-sigh-
This effect will only last for 4 hours though .
Darn .

Vomiting is so damn disgusting .
I can practically feel the acid in my mouth .
-shudders-

I still feel like vomiting .
Shit .
Being sick sucks .
): .
I'm going back to bed .
I feel bedridden .
Pathetic .
Bye .


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Date :
Time : 5:03 PM

Live your life ;


Just vomited .
Zz .
Feeling damn sick now .
& i've got fever too .
& headache .
& my throat hurts .
Greeeaaaaat .
-Dying-
Bye .


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Date : Thursday, April 2, 2009
Time : 8:45 PM



& can one kind soul out there teach me haber process for chem ?
-faints-
My worse topic is being tested tmr .
Fark .
Nights .


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Date :
Time : 8:21 PM

& held it to her throat .


Boo .
Here to blog about ytd .

In the morning , pranked teachers .
Hahas .
Rearranged the tables so that they were facing the back of the class .
Imagine the look of confusion and laughter on Mdm Wong , Mrs Fong and Ms Lenny's faces when each of them walked into the class .
Haha . :) .
Super funny .
:D .
Laughed like mad .

After recess , the plan was to change classroom with 4c .
However , some assholes refused to cooperate , thus the plan was foiled .
Spoilers .
( Act nerd nia la . As if Ms Faizah will teach with 3/4 of the whole fucking class missing right .
Plus , with 4C students inside ?
Even Aaron and Alvon cooperated lor . Sheesh . Whats wrong with some people ? )
My god .
But at least 4C got to prank Ms Faizah as she went to class early .
But 4C's POA teacher arrived late and did not see us .
Darn . D: .

Oh well . :/ .
& Kimmy almost got pranked by one of her sec5 friends .
LOLS . Noob luh kimmy . :D .

After sch , had netball inter-house trials .
For Solar Power upper secondary , only Kimmy , Sheila and i were present .
Thus , we did nothing. :D .
For 4 hours . B-o-r-i-n-g .
Slept for about 1 hour though . -.- .

Had many short dreams .
About 2 people .
1 of them was is Kimmy .
Wtf la . The first time i dreamt that she hit me .
Then i jerked , in real life .
Seriously . Wth man . Kena whacked in dream , real life also move .
2nd time , i dreamt that she tripped me .
I jerked again .
LOL . -.-
& , i shall not mention the other dreams .
Thats not for you random people to know . :P .

Went home , bath , changed .
Went out for buffet dinner with parents as it was their 27th year wedding anniversary .
:D .
Damn nice .
Went to this place called Oscars .
Their cesear salad and oysters were delicious . :3 . (ahem , xinyi . dont jealous . :D )
I love buffets . :D .

Went home , tried and failed to do my geog homework .
Was distracted . Heh .

Today was boring . -.- .
Nothing much happened .
Except that me and Kimmy were complaining the whole day ...
Retribution la .
Fuckzxcs .
Whatever man . :/ .


Now , imma go try to do my geography homework , AGAIN .
-sigh-
Cya , D: .


Time is going by, so much faster than I .
And I'm starting to regret not spending all those time with you .
Now I'm wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside .
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know, you're never gonna be alone .

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands .
Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you .
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know , you're never gonna be alone .


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Date : Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Time : 11:07 PM



Happy April Fools Day .

I'll update tmr .
No time today .

Anyway , happy 27th year anniversary to Mom and Dad .
Cool right ? My parents got married on April Fools Day . :) .
Hahas .
Nights .


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