As promised , that post is gone .

Whatever .
Moving on .

Ytd , had no clb.
Went Esplanade with Xinyi and Kimmy .
Bused there .
Slacked there for awhile .
Then walked to suntec .
Ate pasta mania .
Then walked to marina sq .
Walk around marina sq .
Fucking bag so heavy .
Ugh .

Took bus 14 home .
A really long ride .
But quite nice to just sit there , listening to music and thinking.
Went home .
Then some asshole fucking pissed me off .
Did A maths homework .
Then walked out of my house again .

Sat down there for one hour to think and listen to music in peace .
Wasn't as cold as monday .
I wish it was . :/
The coldness was damn nice lahs .
Can't wait for december .
Can go Canada again .
It feels so wonderful to ski .
Gliding down the pale white hill .
Feeling the extremely cold wind blowing at your face .
No worries at all .
How completely perfect .
:/



Today , felt abit better .
Elonah didn't come to sch .
-.-
Lol .
Blah .
Had retarded A maths test .
Cannot get A1 .
Comfirm .
Sianed manzxc .
Was 25mins late for remedial .
Had to sit on the floor .
-.-
Shit la .
Bloody report book .
Fuck .
Lousy results .
Today had no time to go downstairs .
Nevermind .
I'll go on .. sat .
Tmr and friday gt things on at night .
Blahs .

This is the last week of sch .
Doesn't feel like it .
O lvls are coming .
Oh shit ..
Every day , every second ..
Its getting closer .
I wish time can just slow down and stop .

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow , a month from now or a year from now .
I just want everything to freeze this way .
Its not perfect .
But i guess its the best i can ask for .

Things can change and alter completely in just a few minutes .
By just a few words and a bad decision .
I've seen things change so rapidly .
Too rapidly .
I don't want anymore change .
I'm tired of having surprises .
Tired of having to accept every change and every decision someone else makes .
Its so frustrating to not have a definite answer .

As for me ,
i know i've made the right choice . The right decision .
I won't regret it .
If anything goes wrong , i'll treat it as a learning experience .
I'm tired of regretting everything i do .
Procrastination is one of my bad habits .
Making up excuses , trying to lie to myself .
Pretending to contemplate when i alr know the answer .
Its done .
I won't change my mind .


These few days have been tough for me .
I'll make it through . Somehow .
:/