I cry myself to sleep . Its my lullaby .
I wanna scream . It makes me feel alive .
Is it enough to love ? Is it enough to breath ?
Rip my heart out and leave it there to bleed .
Is it enough to die ? Somebody save my life .
I'm going crazy but i know you're worth it .
Sometimes i stay up thinking .
Where do i belong forever ?
In whose arms ?
Its the first time i have ever felt this lonely .
I wish someone could cure this pain .
I wish that it would just go away .
All the pain , all the thoughts lead back to you .
Back and forth inside my head .
I can't handle this confusion .
Take me away .
Even if i told you , you wouldn't understand .
No one understands .
When i turn the lights out , when i close my eyes , reality overcomes me .
I'm living a lie .
I know i wanna runaway .
If only i could runaway .