Sometimes , when i lie in bed at night , i get so mad . I just feel like throwing everything onto the ground . Cause its only at night , when i'm not talking to anyone , that i can really think properly . And , oh , it gets me so damn fucked up . Thanks man . Thanks for fucking my life up for me . Thanks for using me . Because of you , i made the wrong decision ( well , i can't really blame you for this , cause its my fault too ) . Because of you , i had let a chance slip away . Because of you , i lost him . Thanks okay . Thanks a whole lot , you asshole . Why the hell did you have to come into my life and bullshit all over it ? If you had thought twice before you made certain decisions , everything would have been different . If you had even considered that what you were going to say would have a great impact on another person's life , maybe , i wouldn't be POSTING THIS SHIT NOW . But because of your fucking SELFISHNESS and plain STUPIDITY , i am wasting my time ranting everything in my blog when all i want to do is throw you into the sea and watch you sink all the way down just like the fucking titanic ( since you think love is so wonderful , at least you'll be next to the ship that supposedly is one of the most well-known symbol for LOVE ) , where you belong . SCREW LAH . I hope you're happy now . I hope you're happy that you've fucked up my life . You've got everything you want . Your girl , your friends . What about me ? Do you think i'm some sort of tool that you can just toss aside ? Do you even KNOW how much damage you have done ? Do you even know how much i have fucking given up ? You should know , there is nothing you can do now that will EVER make me forgive you and will EVER make up for this . NOTHING . Except , maybe , a time machine . You've gotten yourself a permanent residence in my heart , the little part in the corner , full of hatred . I have never regreted falling for someone so much in my entire life . Who knew you'd end up to be such a heartless jerk ? I can say for sure , i didn't .

And since you have a knack for being so sure who my posts are for , you should know very well this is about you . Cause , well , according to you , you're " not stupid " ( even though i STRONGLY disagree ) and its " so obvious " . Oh , and if you're going to start spamming profanities in my blog , save yourself the trouble , cause i'm just going to fucking detele them .


Fuck you , seriously .


Oh , fuck love too ! :) .