Ah , hello .
Time to update 'bout today and ignore kids .
-Breathes in deeply-
-Breathes out-

Okay . :)

Today , took bus to church with bro .
Parents went somewhere else for today .
Then went parkway with bro to eat subway & meet parents .
Collected phone .

Parents drove me to tanah merah mrt , picking darling up on the way there .
The both of us met Evelyn on the platform and journeyed to the expo for the Global Day Of Prayer gathering at expo hall 10 .
It was great . :)

After that , we took a cab to darling's mum's house , dropping Evelyn at her house on the way .
Met darling's mum , stepdad and step brother for the first time . Timothy was there too . Lols .
His mum and stepdad are very nice . Haha . Really friendly and funny . :D
-smiles-
Can't wait to see darling's baby photos . ;3
Meeting them again soon , i guess .
Hahs .
Had dinner at their house .
His mum is a good cook . LOL . :D
Talked for quite sometime , and then cabbed home with darling . :)
I love you . :D

Then some asshole came and piss me off . -.-

Ah well , today was a wonderful day .
:D
Hee .

Imma go continue my msn convo with Jie .
She's always here to cheer me up . Thanks jie .
Loves . :D
Nights all .

Its funny how people try to get sympathy from others . Telling others how much they are hurting , how their "other half" has hurt them , how sad they are . Telling others how they "do not know how they feel" , so on and so forth .
Fascinating , really . :)

Oh for goodness sake . I'm not mean , i'm not evil . I feel sorry for you if you're the kind of person that will not give a damn if some little girl is trying to steal your boyfriend . But just for the record , i ain't like you . I'm so sorry that your future boyfriend will be of no importance to you . But hey , you can't always assume people are like you .

You go around flirting with people . Oh , and don't try to defend yourself . Many people saw , many people gossiped . Are you that shameless ? Does you parents not love you ? ( Not trying to insult your parents . But studies have shown that when people are desperate for love , it usually means that their parents do not love them . ) Please , flirt all you want . Just don't include Jeremy in your list of boytoys . :D

Also , i have gone around asking friends and schoolmates 'bout love . Not really about love , but about when people become serious about it .
Oh and let me make this very clear , primary school was NEVER mentioned . Ah sure , in primary school , of course there will be attraction of one kind or another . After all , we're all human . But seriously . Love ? Most , not all , oh , but this "most" includes you , primary school kids don't know what they're saying . Yeah , sure , all of us have heard stories of childhood sweethearts and so on . Unfortunately , i don't think your life will become that much of a fairytale , yeah ? ;)

You have no idea how my friends laughed when they heard that a primary school girl was trying to compete with me for my boyfriend's heart , they thought it was completely ridicuous . I guess they just haven't met you . I don't know why some people love to act so darn mature when their way of thinking is still so simplistic . Sure , you can buy all the "teenage" clothes you want . You can flaunt them all you want , but so what ? You ain't gonna magically turn 15/16 . The way you type is so nauseating . Oh , sure , you type like you're oh-so-mature , but in reality , you're going to take your PSLE this year . By the way , just so you know , your grammar stinks . It is appalling . A-p-p-a-l-l-i-n-g . Go check the dictionary if you do not know what it means . You'll probably see your face right next to the word . :D

Flirting with guys so much older than you . Even guys that are like , 18 ! Excuse me while i LaughOutLoud . Geez . Please , for the love of mankind , stick to playing with barbie dolls , cause i bet you'll be able to make up a better happy ending for them then you can make for youself .

Bitch .


I'm so sick & tired .

Fuckyoumindyourowngoddamnbusiness .
FUCK YOU LA .
CAN YOU LIKE STOP COPYING PEOPLE .
YOU FUCKING BITCH .
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU .

GODDAMN .
FIND YOUR OWN BOYFRIEND LA .

ASSHOLE .

SONGS ALSO MUST COPY FROM HIM ?
FOR FUCK SAKE .
SONGS !

FUCK OFF .
GAWD .
DESPERATE SHIT .

Fucking SLUT .

Get your own fucking goddamn boyfriend and leave mine ALONE .

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU !

Hello people . ;) . Currently in kimmy's house . I'm using my handphone to blog now . Hehs .

Anyway , chemistry was so weird today . Half the class dropped to combined science . Actually not really half , more like .. 12/41 . Yup . ;3 . Heh . I didn't drop though . So the combined science people had to do some test/worksheet , when we pure science people had to continue with electrolysis . I'd much rather do the combined science paper . Hmm , actually , nah . Lols . I don't like regurgitating stuff that have to be memorised from the text book . I'm too lazy to memorise . Hah . Which is probably why i scored kinda badly for science .. O: . Luckily mdm haliza was kind enough to pull me up 1% so that i pass my chem . Hahas .

Anyways , the pure science students have to come back during 5th june for a science camp ! Hahaha . I'm serious . ;3 . Its gonna be kinda fun though , cause we're gonna be doing experiments late at night . Hee . Such a pity that the combined science people cant come . :( Evelyn and Xinyi both dropped to combined science so they ain't gonna be there ! Gahs .

There is even gonna be a movie break or something . Wonder what movie is gonna be screened . Probably sci fi ? -.- . Ew . Hehs .

Its a overnight camp by the way . Hahs . Mdm Haliza says that the girls will be sleeping in the AVA room , while the boys will be sleeping in the music room . Darn ! I want to sleep in the music room ! Stronger aircon . Haha . Kimmy and i are gonna be so lonely . We're the only 2 from our clique attending the camp . :( .


No idea what to bring for the camp though . It feels so weird bringing TEXTBOOKS for a camp . They named it chemphio or something of that sort . Weird right ? Lols . Chem , physics and bio ? Heh .

Kay kay , imma go now . ;3 .

Just added many of Kris Allen's studio version songs into my playlist .
Hee !
Cya .


Wtf , Adam Lambert was invited to join The Queens .
Ass lahs .
The news paper headline was , " Who Gets The Last Laugh Now ? " Or something of that sort .
My mom told me . Oh gawd , so damn pissed now okay .
Asshole . Kris Allen won right .
Accept it , bitches . :( .
And Adam Lambert sounds retarded compared to Kris Allen , tyvm .
;3 . Heh heh .
Actually i've nothing against Adam .
Its just that the media is being an ASSHOLE .
Bye !

Hello peeps . :)
Here to updateeee .

Yesterday ;
School was obviously boring .
I wanna go 4B for MT la , assholeee .
Elonah , Brandon etc there .
Heh .

Anyway , after school went to parkway with Kimmy .
We were blasting music in the bus .
Cause Kimmy asked me if i wanna play Little Dimples .
Then i say play lor .
So she played the song . I made her play it twice . ;3 .
She almost killed me . LOLS .
After playing With Me , i decided to blast using my phone .
Cause i wanted to blast Heartless .
Then 3 TKGS girls came in .
Then they stared at us .
Before they came in , i wanted to off the song cause i decided it was kinda inconsiderate .
Then those 3 girls gossiped about us right infront of our faces .
WTF . LOL .
The were walking 'bout us blasting music .
Then i purposely blasted the loudest song i could find in my phone .
Which was Boom Boom Pow , cause i currently have only 23 songs in my phone as my 8G memory card is corrupted and Nokia 5800 is being repaireddd .
Then i asked Kimmy to blast techno .
She blasted the loudest techno song she had in her phone .
:) .
Assholes . LOL .
Don't care luh . Let them think we're ahlians .
So what ? So annoying .
I'm not not not an ahlian okay .
Kimmy is the ahlian .
HARDCORE CHAO AHLIAN KIMMY . ( Are you honoured now ? Hahaha . )

Ate at Subway .
I love subway . So damn nice . :D
After that , walked around parkway for awhile then went home .
:) .


Today ;
School was kinda sorta fun .
During MT luh .
Haha .
First , Kimmy and I took a 20mins video of the chaotic class .
Extremely hilarious . ;3 .
Joel , Damien , Brandon , Kewen , Heeren , Evelyn , WeiChi and some others starred in it .
Wahaha .
Especially Joel , Kewen and Brandon !
Haha .
After Mr Scott Ng came into the class , Kimmy and i started to talk to Brandon and Melvin who were happened to be sitting behind us .
Actually , we were only talking to Brandon , but Melvin joined in around the end .
Was laughing till my stomach hurt !
Haha .
Retards , i swear . ;3 .
Heh hehs .

CME was fun too .
SunWoo sat with me .
Talked like mad . He was also seriously damn retarded okay !
Haha !
Got punished by Mdm Wong . :X .

After school went to parkway with Kimmy and Evelyn .
Darling met us at the snow ice shop .
Kimmy , Eve and i found out stuff 'bout some pathetic girl that we know .
You wan commit suicide ? Should have go and jump lah ! Haha .
LOSER .
Heh .

After that went clb .
Watched a really cliche and corny movie that would have been fine in ENGLISH .
But it was in chinese . I so wanted to gag .
;3 .
After that took bus home .
Talked to darling for awhile then walked up my condo .
:) .


Imma go eat now , tata !

PS : Xinyi does not have a boyf from Manjusri Sec for fuck sake . Bitch , stop spreading .

Hey bitch .
Watch the rumours you're spreading alright . Don't luan luan spread fake relationship rumours about xinyi okay . She is 101% single la hor . Do you understand ? I don't know what you have against her , on the other hand , i don't really care . I just know that you've been bullying her , insulting her and making her miserable like nobody's business . Ah well , you should very well know that i'll make it my business . If you think i'm just gonna sit here and watch you climb over her head , you had better think twice . Got it ? Enough is enough . Leave her alone . Don't walk here walk there and "gong jiao wei" okay . The things you are spreading are totally ridiculous . F- off .

Just realised that i currently get pissed off really easily now a days .
Screw . -.- .
Pissed now .
Byebyebyebye .

Ps : Kimmy is still a chao ah lian . -hides- .

Ehmagawd .
Kimmy is such a HARDCORE CHAO AHLIAN .
And she TOTALLY stole that line from me ! :( .

Pissed at my memory card now .
Byebye .

Hello .
Here to blog 'bout the KSEXY clique , cause thats what Xinyi and Kimmy has done .
:) .

Summary : All my 3 best friends excel in the english language , love music , though different genres and most importantly , love each other . :D

Xinyi ;
My wonderful mother and first best friend from this clique . Our mother-daughter relationship began on 020208 , according to her , and has been that way ever since . She really is like my mum . She gives me advice , care and love . :D She can be gentle and sweet at times , but is able to give me real hardcore reprimandings when i'm being a stubborn asshole . She is the one person i can tell everything to . She is always there for me whenever i need someone to talk to . She knows all my "dirty lil' secrets" . Fret not , i know hers too ! :D We love the same type of songs , thus and therefore , we're always sending songs to each other . ;3 She has been through her share of tough times , and mum , i'm sorry if there were times i was unable to be there for you . All in all , she's the person i seek advice and help from , and i love love love her . :D

Kimberly ;
My sister , beta , partner in crime , etc etc . You get the picture . Where ever i am , she'll be there too . She the loudest one among us . She enjoys being ecstatic and delusional . ;3 . She has a very pleasant demeanour and is always social . She's always there for me whenever i need a companion or someone to talk to . She's the person i go to whenever i need to vent or bitch 'bout someone . We agree 'bout almost everything . She's the one person that has yet to piss me off and the one person i've never bitched about this year . We have a common dislike for "pigs and zhus" . We're With Me song buddies . ;3 . Cause we both love the song " With Me " by Sum41 . We have been lovin' it since December or January , can't remember . ;3 In school , we get in trouble together most of the time . She backs me up whenever i need it and vice versa . Many people say that we're like real sisters . :) She's like the ( okay , i know this is totally cliche ) sister i never had and i love her very much . :D One more thing . She is a hardcore chao ahlian . Must watch out , eh ? ;3

Evelyn ;
The "E" of the clique . The one that the teachers adore . The goody goody girl (oh well , at least in school . ;3 ) . :D . She loves the weirdest things , such as one night stands , flirting and bikinis . But well , i love her all the same . ;3 . Like Xinyi , she has had some really rough patches and i'm so so so sorry i was in Canada at that time . She is always there to push me back into reality whenever i drift too far from it . She is always there when i am in need of a shoulder to cry on , literally . She has the most experience , in terms of relationships , and is usually the one with the most rational advice . She's a good friend and i love her . :D


♥

Yup , those are the wonderful people that make up the clique . The clique used to be KRSEX , unfortunately , somethings happened and its KSEXY now . Oh well , things happen for a reason don't they ? :/

So anyway , i'll also post 'bout the person that used to be the "R" in the group .

Rosiana ;
Used to be the most "motherly" of the group . I only got close to her in sec3 . She was there during my toughest time this year and was the only one that was able to supply me with UNBIASED advice and opinions . She was usually the one that loaned us money when we went to expensive places for meals . Although we aren't close anymore , i just wanna say that i appreciate your friendship , advice , jokes and neverending companionship . Memories are forever . Love you too . :) .


Kay , done with my post . Yeah , i've got other good friends , but i'm not gonna post 'bout them today . This is just for this particular group of friends . They're my closest friends anyway . :D
Don't know what i'd do without them .

Nights all . :) .

Hello .
Today had tuition .
Recaped many physics stuff .
I'm really behind time now .
Couldn't do most of Catholic High's paper .
Mug mug mug .

Just read more than half of The Midsummer Night's Dream by William Shakespreare , which is one of my literature books .
Interesting love story .
But too fictional for me to really enjoy .
Its full of fairies , love potions , unrequited love and many more .
Wahaha . Kinda fun to read though .
Gonna finish up the book tmr . :) .

ShihYao is a noob and claims that he will own me in bowling . Well , i have never played bowling before so obviously i'll lose .
As for skiing , i'll totally own you . & Xinyi . ;3 .

And i've got a retarded friend being retarded on msn now .
HAH .

Kay , cya all . ;3 .

Hello .
Went to ecp to cycle today .
Cycled from my house tunnel till parkway there .
Stopped there for awhile .
Showed my bro the rocks i used to slack at when i went to ecp in the beginning of the year .
Hahas .
Was looking out for the "MSC" ship . Didn't manage to find it though .
Maybe it finally moved ? O: .

Hahs .
Went to Oscars for buffet dinner .
Extremely full now .

Gonna go back to reading Teenage .
Byebye . :)

Hold you tight , maybe make a little magic in the moon night .
Don't wanna go too far , just take it slow .

Bored and sleepy .
Nothing to do .
Oh well . Nothing to blog 'bout either .
NIGHTS ! :D

Hello hello .

Ain't gonna update much .
Can't remember much . Kinda blur these few days .
Stressed .
Okay okay .


Tuesday , chem SPA .
Screwed it up . Whatever .


Wednesday .
First 2 periods had MT , which was taken over by Mdm Rogayah .
Brandon took my phone . Play play play .
Laughed like crazy .
Cause he kept shouting !
And everyone kept staring at us .
Hahaha .
Went TM after school .
The moment i arrived home , went to eat and bath .
After that , straight away jumped onto the bed and slept .
Woke up at 10 .
Watched American Idol .
KRIS ALLEN . x3
Then slept .

Thursday .
Mdm Haliza came into class with wonderful news 'bout American Idol .
Class went crazy for about 2 mins , shouting and screaming about the results .
KRIS KRIS ! :D
Messaged tons of people about the results .
Was uber high .

After school Kimmy had music .
Waited for it to end , mean while also waiting for Xinyi to finish her MT remedial .
After that , slacked in school till 6+ . Haven't slacked around in school since like , sec2 ?
Hah .
Went tuition till 8 .
Dad picked me up .
Did a draft for my compo . Was incomplete though .
Whatever .
Then went to watch the American Idol finale which ended at 12 .
Slept after that .


Today .
Nothing remotely interesting happened in school .
Except that the moment the bell rang to signal the end of school , Edwin suddenly ran to Damien and started whacking Damien's head with a bottle . LOL .
I didn't see what Damien did to Edwin before that .
Damien was laughing so damn hard although Edwin was hitting his head .
LOL . I kept teasing Damien tell he threatened to hit me with his calculator .
I grabbed it anyway .
And threw his notebook onto his stomach .
SUCKS TO BE YOU BOBBY . ;3


Walked over to Kimmy's house .
Then took bus to parkway to meet my mom .
Sent my phone for repair .
My memory card was corrupted .
They have to wipe out my whole damn memory card .
F- la .

Okay , whatever .
Took bus to Vivo City after that .
Ate Carls Jr .
Walked around , looked at clothes .
Spent around 15-30 mins per shop .
Spent about 45 mins in River Island .
Ehmagawd .
I want those clothes .
Trying to get my mom to go to Vivo tmr .
Wish me luck , kay ?
Went to Ben & Jerry's .
I'm getting hungry just thinking 'bout their icecream !

Hah .
Spent more than an hour in Page One looking for our literatue books , other books , magazines , bookmarks and random stuff .
I wanted to buy the Shakespear's Art Of Love book .
Super thick . Around $40 .
:( .
But didn't buy , not due to the lack of money , but cause i have absolutely no time to sit downand try to decipher Shakespear's sonnets .
I'll do that after my O Levels . :D


Soon after that , took bus 10 back home .
:) .
For no particular reason , i suddenly had an ominous feeling .
Felt extremely uncomfortable .
Had no idea how to eradicate it .

Then , during the bus ride , out of the corner of my eye , i saw an ambulance and a few paramedics pushing a stretcher , while trying to cover the body on it .
I got a shock .
-.- .


And then , a group of 4 DRUNK boys came onto the bus and sat directly infront of me .
They were so damn fucking noisy .
I was damn annoyed .
Bunch of idiots .


After i arrived home , felt fine again .
Except for the fact that i am absolutely exhausted .
Gah . Sleeping soon .


Currently listening to Kris Allen's song .
I'm obsessed . :D

wahaha . Yo . :3
I'm watching american idol now .
:) .
Using my other handphone to blog now .
Haha .
Anyway , kris allen ! x3 .
:D
Okay , advertisements over already .
Time to watch .
:)

Hello .
Just here to say that Kris Allen WON American Idol Season 8 .
Yeah , whooo . :D
Loves loves loves loves loves .

Update 'bout the week another time .
Byeeee . :D

Feels great to make up with a good friend .
:)
-Big smile-

Nights .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM . :)
Yeah , its my mum's birthday today .
:D

Today was fine .
Slacked a whole lot during PE as we had nothing to do .
Called Evelyn , " Nelly " throughout the whole PE lesson .
;3 .

During english had Mdm Rogayah's consent to take up pure literature as an extra subject .
:D

After english was recess .
Went down in a good mood .
Met Elonah , she told me something and i totally lost all my appetite .
Still ate recess though .
Hah .

Slacked outside general office for TWO whole hours waiting for Mdm Rogayah .
Missed maths , MT and half of physics .
Ms Faizah thought that Kimmy and i skipped lesson cause Mdm Rogayah went up to our class to look for us when we were outside the office .
Miscommunication , much ?
But anyway , the counsellor was talking to us so i'll get Ms Faizah to confirm with her that we weren't skipping lessons ! :)

After school , got back bio results .
Failed .
Overall , 49% .
Whatthef- .
Ms Lenny says that she is remarking our papers and will try to push those people who got 49% up to at least a pass .
Thank you very much . :D

Went Far East with Kimmy .
Walked walked walked . Talked talked talked .
And slapped each other alot .
For reasons that shall not be mentioned here , and never will be .
LOLS .
Went to Mogu Kitchen for lunch , then Borders to find "Dolly" magazine , june issue .
It wasn't out yet . So we browsed through other magazines and some horoscope books .
At about 5 , we walked to mac , bought Milo McFlurry and went home .

Slept throughout the one hour bus ride . :D
Almost missed my bus stop though .
Gah .

& that concludes my day . :)

Added a couple of secondhand serenade and other songs that i used to listen to last year .
They give me a sense of nostalgia .

Especially ,
Turn Around - Samantha Jade
Back Into You - Amber Davis
Something That I Already Know - The Backstreet Boys
Stay Close , Don't go & Take Me With You - Secondhand Serenade .

:)

I never knew i could hate someone this much , although i have hardly spoken to him/her .

Fuck You by Lily Allen is a nice song . Please listen to it . Listen to the chorus . I'd sing it to you if i had my way .
Oh , and please don't copy me and place that song on your blog .
Pathetic .

Just imported most of my old posts over here .
Took me 1 hour .
Cause my internet is screwed up and i kept importing wrongly .

Now my counter has a problem . I'm not sure if its only my computer or not .
Help me check if my counter's working and tag , thanks .
:/

Kay , i'm going to go cool down now .
Pissed pissed .
Bye .

Back from dinner . :D
Oh well . Didn't actually go for the buffet dinner today .
Postponed to next week , cause my parents were full .
Ate at a japanese restaurant at suntec instead .
:)

Grabbed a copy of teen vogue before coming home .
Gonna go read it now .

Bye . :D

Nice right ? :D
I drew those . :)

This is what you get when you place 3 girls , a lighter and a box of pop corn together . :D

Wearing this tonight to celebrate my mum's birthday .

:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM .
Her real birthday is on the 18th , though . :)

Well , cya .
Will update more later i guess .
Hee .

Heyo people . ;3
I'm gonna make this update snappy cause i have a physics mock exam tmr .
I know , pathetic right ? I mean , its just the week after midyears .
Argh . And we only had one day notice in advance .
Wonderful , eh ? :D
-.-

Tuesday ;
Starting from today , every first 2 periods of everyday will be dedicated to MT lessons .
Thus , i'm free during those period .
Hehs . ;3
But we have lessons with other teaches though .
:( I'd rather slack in 4B like last time .
A lot more fun . :D
Had Biology Science Practical Assessment ( SPA ) after school .
Screwed it up . :)
My graph was weird , and final answer was wrong , i think .
:(
After that , went to Evelyn's house .
Started playing stupid games on facebook and espin .
Espin is so darn funny .
LOL .
:D

Wednesday ;
Had 5 periods of english .
LOL . First 2 was cause of the MT periods .
Slacked all the way , especially since Mdm Rogayah was 45 mins late .
LOLS .
Took 2 videos . Extremely hilarious , i swear .
They are staring mainly Brandon , Damien , Joel and Heeren .
Heh . ;3
And Joel "proposed" to Kimmy .
She rejected him flat . Haha .
Noob luh Joel . :P

Got back my English paper .
Although it was considered "good" cause of our school's "wonderful" english standards , it was absolutely pathetic to me .
So yeah , totally disappointed . :/
Failed my Section 1 , paper 1 .
The marker claimed that my composition had nothing to do with "Sorrow" except for the ending .
Aww .

Got back my A maths results too .
Not that good luh .
70/100 . A2 .
Was expecting an A1 . :/
I lost about 15 marks thanks to my careless mistakes .
Minus , i wrote as plus .
And so on , so forth .
:(

Chem , failed .
LOLS .
Expected anyway . :X
19 people scored F9 in my class .
-claps-

After school , Kimmy and i went to the cafe at Tech View .
They got rid of most of their menu . Boring . :/
After that , went back to school to wait for Xinyi's MT remedial to end .
Walked over to mac for Xinyi to get her lunch while Kimmy and i bought Milo McFlurry .
Absolutely wonderful . ;3
Talked 'bout lotsa stuff .
Laughed like an asshole . LOLS .
Kimmy and Xinyi waited for 506 with me , then they went home .
Darling met me at the 7-11 bus stop near my house .
Walked me home , then he walked home too .
LOL .

Thursday ;
Technically , was supposed to have 5 periods of maths .
First 2 , cause of MT periods . Went to 3rd floor study area with Mdm Wong , Joel , Damien , Kimmy , Eve , and the rest of the people from 4E that are not taking MT o levels .
Did AMK sec's e maths paper .
Tougher than our sch's paper . Our sch's paper seriously no kick .
-.- .
After that , had real maths lesson .
Got back our E Maths marks .
Happy happy .
69/80 for paper 1 , 87/100 for paper 2 .
So had a 86% overall .
Yayyy . My wonderful A1 ! :D
Made quite a few careless mistakes too . :(
I want 90 . 90 90 90 . What a nice number ! :(

Okay , then had MT .
Went to the classroom my class used last year .
Slacked there with 4C , 4D and 4E people who weren't taking MT O levels .

Had physics SPA after school .
Was extremely confident after it ended .
It lasted till i started talking to Eve and Kimmy .
I forgot to find "a" and wrote the wrong conclusion .
Wrote directly proportional instead of linearly proportional .
FAIL . D: !

After that , waited for Kimmy's music lesson to be over with Xinyi .
We were whispering like mad cause they were having an exam . :X
Hah .
After that , went to mac .
LOL .
Then tuition . :D
Fun fun . ;3
Bought Gossip Girl Season 1 dvd for HMV .
Finally ! :D

Today ;
Had geog for 4 hours today .
-Faint-
First hour cause of MT period .
Second hour is the normal time table .
Third and forth cause of night lesson .
Awesome . -.-

Lols.
Had an interesting conversation during recess with Elonah .
And almost got whacked by Kimmy , Evelyn and Xinyi .
Heh .
Actually i DID get hit my Kimmy . Thanks ah . :(

Chem was confusing .
Nothing went into my head . Was thinking of lotsa other stuff .

Maths was .. Slacky . LOL .

After school , went to commerce room to find Mdm Rogayah for our sec4 literature paper .
She said she'll pass it to us on monday .
Oh well .

Took bus to TM .
Elonah happened to take the same bus as us .
LOL . ;3
Something really really funny happened while Elonah parted ways with Kimmy , Evelyn and i .
Shall not elaborate . It is totally wrong with a capital W .
LOL .

Walked around Tampines 1 .
Darling came to find us .
We went to Secret Recipe .
Only Evelyn and i ate .
We shared a meal .
;3
Lols .
Then some stuff happened . Blahs .
Darling went home first . Lols .
Kimmy , Evelyn and i walked around CS .
Kimmy bought pop corn . We shared it while walking back to TM .
Went to the top floor to slack outdoors . It was raining .
Sat under the shade . There were a few dozen students from other schools there .
4 guys were playing guitar there too .
Nice background music .
LOL .

We lighted up pop corn .
The smoke was choking though .
:)
Will post pictures tmr .

Walked around somemore .
Went to buy my mom her birthday present .
$30.30 . Expensive okay .
-.- .

Went back to school for geog night lessons .
:)
Did lotsa crap there .
Mrs Fong was hilarious .

Here is one part of Eve and i's conversation .

Me : " -sings- Why can't you just go away ?I hate your guts , i hate your face . Funny i still hear you say , i'm yours forever and a day . Oh yeah ? Then how come i just saw you stick your tongue right down her throat ? "
Eve : -stares- " The last person i stuck my tongue down was.... You should know who . "
Me : " An asshole ! "
Eve : " Yeah . "
Me : " Ehmagawd ! You stuck your tongue down an asshole ! "

LOLS . See Evelyn , told ya i would post this .
Heh heh . :D

Okay , nights all .
Will update more tmr .
Now time to revise physics !

American Idol Season 8 .

Top 2 :

Kris Allen & Adam Lambert .
:)

Thats all for now .
Gonna watch american idol now .
Katy Perry & Jordin Sparks are today's guest stars .
Remember to catch it , yeah ?

Cya. :D

I'm not one to bite my tongue .
Don't show me attitude , or i'll shove mine right back at you .

Update 'bout yesterday & today some other time .

Hello again , world ! :)


Hoho .
Just now went to Vivo City with darling . :D
Met him at about 10 at Tanah Merah mrt station .
Took mrt to Vivo .
Walked around while waiting for the cinema to open .
Oh my god , :( .
Vivo has wonderful clothes and shops .
River Island , Top Shop , Zara , Mango , Forever21 , Pull and Bear , Esprit , Club Marc and many many others .
River Island alone already had so many clothes , shoes and bags that i wanted .
Torture . Wanted to grab so many things . :(
Oh well .
After that , went to buy movie tickets for The Ramen Girl .
Walked over to Carls Jr . Shared a box of beefy cheese fries stuff . :P
Then , went to watch The Ramen Girl .
It was a nice show . I recommend ya'll to watch . :D

So anyway , after the show , walked around a little more .
Bumped into Evelyn ! ;3
Heh .
Walked around somemore then decided to go to Sushi Tei for lunch .
I ate ramen .
Hee . :P


Then , went to Bakerzin for desert . O:
Ate some icecream puff thing ..
Darling loved it .
LOLS . Unfortunately , i forgot what it is called .
Wonder if he remembers .
Heh . ;3


We then took bus 10 to katong mall , walked to parkway , and darling went to find his friends to go to chalet with them . :)
The couple behind us was showing us lotsa absolutely wonderful PDA ! =D
LOL !
After darling left , I went to find Kimmy at the marine parade library .
Sat there , talked thrash . ;3
At 'bout 6:10 , took bus home .
Came home , played with facebook , uploaded picts , ate , blahs .


Now i'm gonna go remove my eye shadow cause i'm itching to rub my eye and i can't do that
with my eye shadow on .
So , bye world . ;3

Hello world . :)

Firstly ,
HAPPY FIRST MONTH DEAR . ♥
Love you . :D
We'll last alright . :)

Hee . :D
Going out with darling soon .
Leaving in about 5 mins .
Wahah .
Update later .
Bye world . ;3

Finally changed to a decent playlist .
:)
The rest all so pathetic .
Song don't load , code not suitable , etc etc .
This is the best ! :)

Kay , so anyways , LISTEN , yeah ? :D
Knock yourself out .

Goodnight peeps . :D

Firstly ,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY . :)
Yeah , happy mother's day to my real mum , and Xinyi mummy . :D
Loves , yeah ?
Hee . :)

Secondly , to update 'bout yesterday .
:D
Woke up , showered , put on make up , etc .
Went to suntec with my bro to meet my mum and dad .
They went to watch Star Trek .
Heh .

Ate lunch at Tony Romas .
They have terrific ribs , i swear .
Went there last week too .
My brother is in love with that place , i guess .
He made my dad bring us there again this week . Haha .
Darling's jealous , cause he loves Tony Romas too .
:P Wahaha .

After that , dad dropped my mom and i off at Iluma .
Bought 2 eyeliners and one blue shimmery eye shadow from Backstage .
and bought another eye liner sharpener . Finally . -.- .
After that , walked over to Bugis Junction for my shopping spree . ;3 .
Spent about $400 to $500 on clothes and a pair of sandles .
LOL . :D .
Bought 2 dresses , 2 vests , one shirt , one white shawl & one black sandles .
Hee . :3

After walking around like crazy , we went to Iluma again .
This time , to eat . :B .
I had a chocolate cake , its really really good , you should try it . :D
My mom had a chocolate ice blended drink .
Ha . :)

After that , took mrt to orchard to meet my dad and bro for dinner .
Ate at a japanese restaurant .
Cold ramen is delicious . ;D

After that , went home .
Spent 'bout 10mins trying to remove eye liner .
Was super tired okay . So lazy to remove . -.-
After that packed some stuff and called darling .
Talked to him till about , 12 ?
Then went to sleep . :D


Today ,
Nothing much .
Wore my new blue dress & white shawl to church . :B .
Went Dome in parkway for lunch .
Then had tuition .
My tuition teacher is sucha wonderful tuition teacher . :)
But she was really disappointed with my physics results .
I'm sorry . :(

After that , went to ecp with my mom and bro .
They went running .
I jogged awhile , then went to the rocks to sit down .
After awhile , sprinted back to meet them as i was late .
Lost track of time ! It was damn relaxing , just sitting there . :)
In the end , walked home by myself .
Cause my bro wanted to run home . -.-
So he got my mom to run with him .
Didn't mind though .
Relaxing .
Was blasting Something by ETF into my ears .
Love that song .

Reached home , spent 'bout an hour finding a song .
Finally found it ! :D
I'm Just Here For The Music by Paula Abdul .
I'm just here for the music , i really didn't mean to turn you on .
Boy , you know i like the way you move it .
So if you wanna wait for me , i'm gonna need someone to take me home .
Can you feel it ? I wanna feel it .

:) .

Okay , i'm gonna go eat the pasta my mum cooked .
Cya ! :D

Kimmy looking like a noob . LOL ! Photographer : Me .
HEE . ;3

Hello , my darlings . That is me , my mother and my annoying little sister . LOL !

I thought you were meant for me .
My name should be on that screen .
Tell me , why is that chick playing my role ?

Baby , tell me . Who is she ?
I need to know her name and number .
Tell me , who does she hang out with when you're not together ?
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy , i just need you to hear me .
Roll the credits .

Tell me , how many of your friends you told all about it ?
They said you're working last friday night when i was calling .
Did you lie to all of them too ?
Or was i just the fool ?
( Roll the credits - Paula DeAnda . )

Wonderful song . :)

The mid year exams are officially OVER ! :D
Wahaha . :)

Thursday ;
E maths paper 1 was kinda simple . :)
Haha .
A1 A1 ! My A1 please ! D:
Finished my biology paper 1 in about 20 mins ?
Hah .
Was so damn bored in the stuffy and humid hall .
Started kicking Yiting's chair . :D
Vivian , Yiting and i were giggling through out the next 40 mins . ;3
Vivian asked me to give her my water bottle .
I smirked at her , drank my water , and let out a huge "ahhh" after each sip . :)
She was half laughing half rolling her eyes .
Hee .

The moment Mdm Nurmah , or whoever that teacher was , announced that the paper was over , lotsa 4A and 4B boys shouted and made cheering sounds . One table from 4D was destroyed .
HA ! Was laughing like mad . :D
Yiting and i were squealing and hugging each other .
Wahaha .
2 more exams to go in my secondary school life !
Prelims and the deadly O Levels .
After that , FREEDOM , sweet sweet freedom .
:D
Hee .

After the papers , Kimmy , Xinyi and i went to bugis . :)
First , we went to NYDC at Bugis Junction to eat .
Then , walked to Iluma .
Wahaha . Saw make up . :D
Damn nice okay . Dragging my mom there on saturday . :)
Then walked around , looked at the shop full of prom dresses and moaned about how we don't have prom .
I am in the WORSE school , i swear .
First , no literature . Now , no prom .
Hell hole .

ANYWAY , walked around Iluma .
Decided to go to Bugis Street .
Walked around there , didn't see any nice clothes .
All the same . T-shirts and skinnies . Not designer somemore .
Sheesh . So boring luh . One shop sell , all shop sell .
At least far east has more variaty .
Hah .
Didn't find anything nice , so walked back to Bugis Junction .
First , top shop , obviously .
Then went to 77th street .
Met Jordan , Aaron , Gerald Lim , Zhang Yu and a few other guys from my sch there .
At first i didn't recognise them , until Xinyi told me .
I was like , HUH ?
LOL !

Then walked to the 3rd floor .
Wonderful clothes there .
I was practically drooling . ;3
Nice clothes , nice shoes , nice bags .
Oh my god ! :D
Can't wait for saturday .
Shopping spree .. Hee . :X
Took a long time walking around Bugis Junction .
Wanted so many things !
Heh .

Eventually , got bored .
Walked back to Iluma to slack and talk . :)
First , went to look at rings at Couple Lab .
Damn nice okay .
We decided to make a new set of friendship rings .
Since Kimmy and Evelyn , being smart asses (hehe) , lost their rings .
:(
Anyway , the rings at Couple Lab are much nicer .
:B

After that , went to the toilet , camwhored in there . :D
Will post pictures later . :)
Then took bus 197 from the Bugis Street bus stop ( :/ ) , to parkway .
Had tuition , then went home . :)


Today ;
Had normal lessons today .
Extremely dull . :(
Being a secondary 4 student sucks hard .
Argh .

Got back some results .

Bio MCQ : PATHETIC . 25/40 . Wtf ?
Ss SEQ : Passed ! A miracle ! :D
Geography : Passed too ! Another miracle . Heh . ;3
Physics : Failed . I cannot believe it . Only 5 people in my class passed . I was so confident that i would at least PASS . But no , i failed . :( So so so many careless mistakes . SCREW SI units , seriously .

Mdm haliza said that our class did horribly for chem .
Aww . :(
But Mdm Wong was happy with our class . :D
32 students attained a distinction for e maths !
Pray hard that i'm one of them .
:(

Anyway , was supposed to meet darling after school .
But had geog remedial .
Oh well .
So went to mac after school and then geog .
After remedial , Kimmy and i went to katong mall lan shop to play audi .
LOL .
After not touching audi for like , 5 months ? I sucked . Badly .
:X
CC-4 was still fine .
Club dance was horrible .
Totally forgot about couple dance .
LOL .
I was stunned there . Forgot how to press .
Suddenly so confused , so many keys .
Then i finally woke up and played properly .
Haha .
Bet my partner was annoyed . ;3
And i kept forgetting to click the buttont to give him dens .
Oops . :X
Heh .

Kimmy and i were surrounded by noisy , dota obsessed , vulger , boys .
So annoying .
Keep shouting , " cb cb cb cb " .
Annoying . Kimmy and i wanted to shout at them , " LJ LA ! ".
But since we're such good girls , we didn't.
Stayed there for TWO HOURS .
Wasted my $4 . :( .
Hahs .
We bumped into WeeKeong , Wei Jie , and a few other people there .
They were playing pool i think .
I was like damn retarded , saying , HI WEE KEONG !!
and waving like an asshole . LOL

After that , went to eat snow ice .
Its been a long time since we ate it .
More than one week liao . LOL .
Kimmy and i were super high and kept laughing and making fun of ah lians all the way there .
We were mimicking them .
Then Kimmy suddenly said , i dare you to speak in chinese the whole way . ( random girl )
Then i said , i'll talk in hokkien ! Set ?
She said , you can talk ? You talk luh !
Then i muttered alot of hokkien vulgarities .
LOL .
Then i said , having a nice conversation with me ? Wanna do it again ?
LOL .
After eating and discussing certain stuff , took bus home .

Called my mom to tell her about my physics .
My dad eavesdropped and started shouting at me .
Whatthef- .
He says he wants to take away my phone .
If he tries , i'll just grab my phone , charger and money , walk out of my house and walk over to darling's . :)

Yup , wonderful plan .
Heh .
If he dares to cancel my shopping trip , i swear , i'll scream .
-.-

Okayy , i'm going to get junk food to eat .
I want .. I want starbucks mocha !
:(

& Kimmy sent me a wonderful song today .
Scabies by Lafee .


Friends forever you and I .
We trust each other with our lives .
All the way through thick and thin from day one until the end .
You're like a sister to me .
We fit each other to a tee .
And everytime when things got rough , I was there to pick you up .
And then you went ahead an took my man .
I can't believe you did .
I just can't understand .
You even have the nerve to ask hey, girl, whats up ?
You know what ? I'm gonna fuck you up!

You were my one and only man but you had to go inside her pants .
Why can't you just go away ?
I hate you guts, I hate your face .
Funny, I still hear you say , I'm yours forever and a day .
Oh yeah? Then how come I just saw you stick your tongue right down her throat ?
You had to go ahead and bone my best friend .
I can't believe you did .
I just can't understand .
You even have the nerve to ask hey, girl, whats up ?
You know what ? I'm gonna fuck you up!

I wish you would have scabies .
I wish you had a nail right through your head .
The way you tried to play me , you deserve no other way .
I wish you would have scabies .
I wish your dirty ass would rot in hell .
The way you tried to play me I am gonna make you pay .
I wish you would have scabies .

Finally ! A proper update ! :)
Tmr is biology paper 1 & e maths paper 1 .
Last 2 papers ! Thank god ! :D
Already studied most of bio last night as i had paper 2 today . :)

Monday ;
Geography paper .
Screwed it up , as expected . Hah .
:(
Physics papers were not that great , not that bad either .
Hoho .

Thanks to the wonderful Swine Flu also known as H1N1 influenza , my papers finished ONE HOUR later !
Thank you pig flu ( I enjoy calling it pig flu . Hate pigs for reasons that shall not be mentioned here . :) ) !
Stupid . :(

After my papers went to darling's house .
Was supposed to study , i think .
Never got to it . ( Speaking of that , i have got to finish up my biology SPA worksheet . )
Went home at 'bout 7 plus . :)
Tried to cram for chemistry .
But , gave up and slept at 10:30 .
HAH !

Tuesday ;
Chemistry paper 1 & 2 .
Ain't gonna elaborate much , just take note that i am so gonna get kicked out of the Science Scholar Programme . :(
I'll probably get placed into the Foundation group or something . -.- .
Oh well , at least no more Victoria School papers .
Don't really mind doing them , actually .
More tough question to practice for the O Levels .
Ew , the worse examination EVER . :(

There was a 2 and a half hour break in between the papers .
Went to Kimmy's house .
Was supposed to study , but never got to it , as usual .
We were busy using our phone's WiFi to read this Anti-AhLian blog .
Those ahlians trying to defend themselves on that blog were so pathetic , Kimmy , Evelyn and i couldn't help laughing like assholes .
Whats with the twitting , biatches ?
Ha ! Shall elaborate on that in the next post or something ? :)

Going back into school was a hustle .
Had to fill up admin forms and take temperature .
Wonderful Pig flu , wonderful . :)

Got my new EZ Link card .
They used our primary school photo !
Screw%$#@! . :(

After chem paper 1 was over , took bus 506 home .
Made a pit stop at 7-11 on the way home . :)
Spent like $16 there .
:(
Went home , studied bio . :D

Today ;
Biology paper 2 .
I didn't study genetic engineering & sexual reproduction last night , and guess which 2 questions came out for section C's optional questions ?
Those 2 of course ! :D
Screw .
And i completely forgotten the eye muscles at the last minute .
Oh my god i hate myself . -.-

Additional maths .
Quite easy . :)
I'm satisfied with my A maths . :D

After the papers , went to parkway .
Met my mom , went to Reds Hairdressing to trim my fringe .
Our usual hairdresser , Alan , cut it so short . -faint-
Hah . -.- .
After we went to food court .
Darling came to find my mom and i . :D
Soon , my mom went to buy stuff .
Darling and i walked around parkway .
Eventually settling down at the frozen yogurt shop .
Sat there and slacked till about 4:30 , which was when my mom called me .
Darling helped mom carry her shopping stuff sia . :P
Heh heh . :D
Took cab home with darling and mom . Lol .
Walked down my condo and a 1/4 of the way to his house , then went home .
:D .

& , i'm currently obsessing over Jesse McCartney's latest song .
Thank you Evelyn for the song . ;3

That thing you got behind you is amazing .

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately

I'm lifting up my voice to say
You're the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
You're banging like a speakerbox
Turn around; the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

For some reason , love these kind of songs now .
Nice beat , nice voice ( Jesse McCartney is the only celebrity i like more than Zac Efron ) , nice everything . :D

Bathed , studied biology a little .
Now going to eat then do my bio SPA worksheet for my portfolio ! :)

Byee .

yo . Using my handphone to post now . Lol . Cant use the computer anyways . Dying , i swear . Tmr is bio and a maths exam . Haven't even study a maths . Now staring at the sexual reproduction in human notes . Seriously, are you kidding me ? No way am i gonna be able to memorize all these . :( and i still have my a maths formulas .. Okay , nevermind . Screw . I'm just going to memorize information about aids and start with my a maths . Lazy to learn how to label . If it comes out tmr , i will so totally scream . ↲
Bye peeps !

NOTICE :

I don't really have time to update as its the exam period and i have to study .
Will be updating on thursday i guess .
Good luck to those having exams now . :)

Till then , take care . :D

Boo . :D

Wahaha .
In a good mood now .
Just ate noodles . Lol .
Before that talked to darling for about 3 hours .
Hee . :D
Somewhere in the middle of the 3 hours ,
darling , Timothy ( his brother ) , Aaron ( my brother ) and i talked on the phone together .
LOL . Super funny . Was laughing like mad . :X
Our brothers used to be good friends around last year .
Hah . We trying to make them good friends again . ;3
Last time when they used to be good friends my brother always goes to darling's house .
Now whenever my brother goes , i'll be a good older sister and follow him ! =D
My parents should be proud of my dedication to my brother . ;3

Hee . :D
Anywayyy , gonna get ready to sleep now .
NIGHTS ! :D

Boom . :D

I am so completely, absolutely, totally bored .
Exams suck big time .
Ugh .
Having geography and physics paper 1 & 2 on monday .
Kinda confident for my physics .
Afraid of geography , though .
:(
Shit , i hate human geography and ss .
Development ? I don't care !
I'd rather do maths or something .
Ew .

Little primary school kids are getting more and more annoying as days pass .
I used to hate primary sch kids last year .
I stopped disliking them at the beginning of this year.
But they're getting on my nerves now .
Not only on my nerves , but my friends' too .
Tiresome 11/12 year olds .
Especially those that can't act their age . Some are super childish ( not in a cute way , i swear . )
Or artificially matured .
Like seriously , just cause you dress or talk like a 16 or 17 year old doesn't make you one .
I see many kids prancing around in clothes that don't suit them at all .
Hello ? Wannabe , much ?
Acting like this makes them seem extremely immature , ( although they think they look oh-so-wonderful ) considering the fact that they have such simplistic thinking .
Like Evelyn says , " Go back to your barbie dolls ! "
Yeah seriously , its getting more and more irritating .
For goodness sake , stop those nonsense .
-Roll eyes-


Next thing ,
Perfection is something defined by oneself . Perfection does not exist in an imperfect world . Imperfection is something that we have lived along side all these years and many have mistaken it for perfection .
You say that those who don't believe in perfect are useless . You say that perfection is the reason why we are living . Are you sure ? Are we living for perfection ? Be it 10 years , 100 years or even a millennium , no one will ever be able to achieve perfection . No matter how many plastic surgeries you go through or how much knowledge you have , you'll never be perfect . And you're wrong . We don't live for perfection . We live to perfect our mistakes , to improve ourselves . To learn and to grow . Learning from our mistakes isn't to try to become perfect . It is to prevent the same hurt or disappointment from being inflicted on yourself or others again . We don't love a person because he/she is perfect . We love a person for his/her imperfections . There are many reasons for living . We live to love , to help others . We all live for our own reasons . Our life path is chosen by ourselves . Not by perfection or for perfection .
You live for perfection . You live to try to grasp onto something so impossible and unattainable . Its like a cow trying to fly , if you get what i mean . Try being realistic yeah ?

Define perfection .
Are you able to ? What is perfection to you ? Flawless skin ? A breathtaking smile ?
Someone that will never lie to you , or cheat on you ?
Yeah , there are such things . They just ain't perfection .

So think again , before you go around proclaiming perfection .