Firstly , HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ! :D
I don't celebrate father's day , though . :O
Actually , my family doesn't .
Haha .

Secondly , to update about yesterday and the day before .

Friday , went over to darling's house in the morning .
Some stuff happened when he went to tuition . :/
We're fine now .
Although you hurt me really badly , i still love you . I guess i just have to try to forget about that . I mean , that was a really long time anyway . So yeah . :)

Saturday ;
Stayed at home for the first part of the day .
Went out for dinner with parents .
Went to Paragon for dinner .
Ate at Cova .
Blahs . 4 course dinner .
I couldn't even touch my main course luh !
-.- .
Was so damn full . Wanted to puke .
Went to Hogan . Bought 2 pairs of shoes .
So damn expensive , not gonna state the price . Just take note that the total cost was 4 digits .
-.- .
Blahblahblah . My mum wanted to buy a Prada bag .
And i wanted a Prada shoe . Pfft .
But had no time . ^%$#@! .
And i wanted a pair of Jimmy Choo heels but my mum wouldn't get them for me . ^&%$#@! .
Thousand plus anyway . Geez . D:
Why does it have to be so expensive ? :(
Anyway , my dad doesn't like Jimmy Choo . He said its an asian brand . -.- .

So , went home , called darling . Talked on the phone till 11 plus ?
Smsed all the way till 1:30am plus . :O
And everyone i smsed woke up later than me okay . Pfft .
Pigs . D:
:3

Today ;
Had church in the morning . Could barely crawl out of my bed .
Blahblah . Sometimes i find girls in my church kinda annoying .
For example , today while i was walking out the church with my parents , their friends and their friend's kids (their kids used to be my good friends when i was still in primary school) .
And like , one guy who i used to be closed to , as in when i was still in primary school , grew up alot luh . So like , so many girls were like flirting with him .
Its so lame . Hello . Church isn't a place for you to flirt right .
Nauseating la please ? -.- .
Pfft .

Anyway , went to Raffles City for lunch .
Bought 2 shorts from Top Shop . :)
Came home soon after that .
Cabbed to darling's house at around 3:30 .
Yeah yeah , i know his house is like , walking distance from mine but i'm lazy to walk under the scrorching hot sun .
Its hot you know ! Seriously .
Gahs .

Went into his room and he surprised me with a ring and a card .
I was extremely shocked .
I love you dear . :)
Thanks for everything .
He's bringing the ring back to Tampines One tmr for engraving . :D
Hee .

Dear , we've come so far since we first met . When i first caught sight of you in September during our CLB eoy exams you were just a random guy . I didn't forget you though . I remembered you as that " bedok green guy " . :X . And you suddenly appeared on my friendster and wished me Happy Birthday . At that time , we didn't know each other . We were just random friendster buddies . Haha . Soon after that , i met you in maple . You were my good friend's boyfriend at that time . Wasn't really bothered about you . It was only when i found out that you were "that guy" from clb and the SAME guy from friendster that you got my attention .

But still , i only spoke to you when you needed advice from me 'bout my twinneh . It was only in January that we got closer and became really good friends . You were like my best friend . The person i spoke to 24/7 . I started falling for you in the beginning of January .

I remember going to TPY hub every saturday to pick my brother up from MindChamps just so that i could get a glimpse of and exchange a few words with you . Mind you , tpy hub is very far okay . :X . I remember my brother being an asshole and teasing us . Hehe .

Things became kinda complicated in March . I'm sorry for being an asshole at that time . I really didn't mean to hurt you . I really wasn't sure of my feelings . When you told me you didn't want to contact me anymore , i didn't know what to do . I felt kinda lonely when i didn't have you to talk to whenever i wanted to . I missed having someone to make me laugh till my stomach hurt .
Even after you began talking to me again , things just weren't the same . After the March holidays , i needed you more than ever . But you seemed too distant . I guess i can't really blame you . I deserved it . I expected too much from you . I mean , i walked away from you , and so i can't really expect you to still be there waiting .

Well , at least things turned out well after awhile . :)
11th April 2009 is a special day that will never be forgotten .
I love you . :)