Yo .
I watched NEW MOON ytd . :D
AWESOME MOVIE !
You guys should totally catch it !
Edward was LUV . :D

Watched it with Evelyn and Xinyi .
After the movie , we went for dinner at 18chefs . :)
Wahaha .
They had nice ice cream . :O

Okay , shall not elaborate alr .
Nothing to blog about .
Bored . ;/

Hah .
No mood again .
Pssh .
Okay goodbye .

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Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off .
Won't somebody , anybody , please just turn the lights on .
I won't take one step .
I can't see what's coming next .
Cause losing you is like somebody just turned all the light off .
I can't see at all .
Cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off .

Used to see my world in colour , boy .
When you left me , i'ts like my world turned grey .
Turn my winter into summer , boy .
Why won't you help me turn night to day .
I can't eat , i can't sleep , i can't think at all .
Honestly , it feels like i ain't living no more .
Can't say no more , can't see no more .

YO !
Today was fun ! :D

Xinyi and HJ came over at an ungodly hour . ._.
8AM ! Omg .
And i actually had to touch dead , uncooked chicken .
Eww . :(
That was so disgusting . Pssh .

After marinating the chicken , we chionged like , what ? 8 Episodes of Gossip Girl .
LOL .

AND I GOT HJ ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRL ! <3
HAHAHA .

In between the Gossip Girl marathon , we also went down to 7-11 to buy cup noodles . :X
Haha .
Evelyn came over just about the time we went down .

At about 3:45 ? We went downstairs to slack by the pool .
Met Paesson there . Hahaha .
He went to the gym , then to swim .
LOL .
Hmm , there was also a group of annoying small kids .
Secondary 1 if i'm not wrong .
Ugh . ._.
So noisy . Tsk .

Anyway , whatever .
We slacked there and played like idiots .
I was emo for awhile though .
Then i cheered up . ^_^V
I will refrain from listening to Mary's Song - Taylor Swift , With Me - Sum41 and a few other songs for now . Zz .

At about 5:30 we went upstairs to wait for Joel and XJ .
They were taking so damn long , and Xinyi was just about to die from hunger , or so she claims .
When the guys came , we went upstairs to collect the bbq stuff and went back downstairs to bbq ! :D
I didn't cook at all . :X
Xinyi and XJ cooked most of the food .
:3

HJ and i didn't cook ! :D
Joel was busy spreading honey over practically , EVERYTHING ?
Moron !
Evelyn started the fire for us . :X
Hee hee .

Ate , slacked and crapped for a few hours .
Then XJ started throwing marshmellows at everyone . ._.
Then Evelyn crept behind Joel and stuffed ice down the back of his shirt .
LOL .
He jumped okay .
HAHA .
Then Evelyn came back with ice + water and poured it onto his head . Twice .
And since i was sitting beside him , on the same bench , I GOT WATER ON ME TOO .
ASS !
Then he got up , at first i thought he was gonna get revenge . On Evelyn .
So i just sat there and pushed buttons on his psp .
Suddenly , i felt water on my head .
WHAT AN ASSHOLE !
Evelyn poured water on him , then he pour on me .
How is that fair ?!
Then i got my revenge , and he got damn wet . ^^V
LOL .
Ran around like assholes .
LOL .
And anyhow splashed water everywhere .
LOL .

We played truth or dare after everyone settled down .
What happened in the game will not be stated . :)

Then , we went up to my house , dumped all the bbq stuff in my kitchen and all of us used to toilet .
Then we went down again . This time , to the pool .
& since the guard was there , we couldn't dunk each other in .
Thus , we decided to continue our game of truth or dare .
HJ had to go off half way , to XJ sent her home , and came back .
While he was gone , Joel , Evelyn , Xinyi and I all got soaked .
Zz .
I shall not state what we did for the game . :)

At about 10:30 , we went back up to my house .
Xinyi , Evelyn and Joel bathed , and then crapped around a little , then they went home .
Haha .
Fun , but tiring day . ^_^V

Lazy to post pictures here .
They can be found on facebook .
BYE ! :D

Hello . :)
Went to bedok inter today .
Bought the bbq stuff with HJ and Xinyi .
:D
Then they came over to my place to watch gossip girl .
Chionged 4 episodes , then they had to go .
Gonna continue on Wednesday .
Woots .
:)

Sigh . Extremely no mood .
Recently , lotsa shit have happened to me .
Don't know what to do .
I don't even know how i'm feeling .
._.
Screw everything .

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I saw a picture of you , hanging in an empty hall way .
I heard a voice that i knew , and i couldn't walk away .
It took me back to the end of everything .
I tasted all the tears again .
Outside the rain's falling down , there's not a drop that hits me .
Scream at the sky , but no sound is leaving my lips .
It's like i can't even feel after the way you touched me .
I'm not asleep , but i'm not awake after the way you loved me .

I can't turn this around , i keep running into walls that i can't break down .
I said , i just wander around with my eyes wide shut because of you , i'm a sleepwalker .

Let me out of this dream .

Every where that i go , i see another memory .
And all the places we used to know , they're always there to haunt me .
I walk around and i feel so lost and lonely .
You're everything that i want , but you don't want me .

Hello people .
Many things have happened this few days .
And many of which i am not gonna post about .

So anyway .
Nothing much to say , just that we went to Heeren's house for a party on Thursday .
Quite fun , and funny .
Hah . :)

All everything else that happened after the party will not be stated here .

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Hmm . Have been really busy these days .
I'm damn tired .
Physically and mentally .
:/
Some should know why , i guess .

Okay whatever .
Gonna stop talking crap now .
Byebye . :)

Hello hello .
I have SO MUCH to update .
Last night was fucking AWESOMEEEEEEEEE ! :D

Wahaha .
Yesterday was crazy for me .
Woke up at 6:30 .
Went for CLB listening compre .

After that , walked over to Joel's house void deck .
Passed him my uniform and shoes to keep in his house for the time being .
Slacked there with him and Evelyn till Evelyn had to head home .
We made confetti with Eve's entry proof . HAHA .
Then , Joel and i walked around awhile and went to Hui Juan's house playground to wait for her and Xuan Jin .
HJ came first , then XJ .
Walked over to Ubi for lunch .
The place we ate was retarded , seriously .
The floor so oily . LOL .
After that took bus to bedok inter .
Realised i left my Ezlink in Joel's house . -.-
So had to pay with coins .

HJ's spectacles shop was closed , so we took MRT to Tanjong Pagar .
HJ was bringing Joel and XJ for some job interview thingy .
After that , walked around a lil and then headed back to bedok by MRT .
Joel and i waited at the bus interchange while XJ and HJ went to collect her spects as it was raining very heavily .
In the end , her spects weren't ready . -.-
LOL .

So , took bus back to Joel's house .
Got back my ezlink and stuff .
Walked to bus stop to take bus .
Joel called me and told me to wait there for him and XJ as they were also going to parkway .
But in the end , i took a cab home as i was kinda running late and Paesson was waiting . Lol .
Went home , bathed and packed all my stuff in record time .
Its true ! You can ask my bro . :3
Ran out of my house and met Paesson while walking out of our condo .
Took bus with him to parkway as he was gonna repair his phone there , and i needed to change bus there .
He waited with me for my bus , and then kinda bumped into Joel and XJ while on the bus .
LOL!
Damn funny .

Took bus all the way to school , walked to another bus stop , and got into the bus for 2 freaking bus stops as i was lazy to walk to Evelyn's house . :3
Charged my phone at her house and then we headed for Na Ryung's condo .
Stood at the bus stop for like , 10 mins cause of the rain -.- .
Then we decided to just walk in the rain .

CLASS BBQ TIME :
We started the fire , in the rain .
LOL .
But it wasn't that heavy anymore .
Joel brought Vodka , sprite and some sparkling juice .
He brought very little vodka though .
So , Heeren , Darren and i both had 2 cups each while the rest took sips . o_o
Damien was a moron and thought it was water and gulped down like , one or two mouth full of pure vodka -.- .
Genius .

Evelyn took some of my drink too .
Darren drank the most .
That crazy idiot ! LOL .
He kept grabbing Heeren and my cup trying to gulp down our drink . -.-
I gave him a some by stuffing the damn cup into his mouth or pouring the drink inside .
LOL !
Sun Woo was mad too .
He downed one whole cup at one go .
Rosi was screaming at him cuz it was her cup .
HAHA .

After that , we were all scarfing down chips cause we drank on an empty stomach . ._.
LOL .
I hardly ate .
I ate like , one sausage , a few bites out of Darren's food .
Thats about all .
LOL .
I think the chips filled me up . xD

Suddenly , the guys started throwing water bombs all over the place.
WTF LOL .
I didn't really get wet though .
Soon after , the girls all went to the edge of the pool to take "pictures" .
And threw Yi Ting in .
LOL .
Soon all the boys came and threw each other in .
Darren got pushed in with his phone .
And it got spoilt .
HAHAHAHAH .
Dudeeeeee , you suck ! HAHA .

Evelyn and i managed to escape back to the bbq pit . :X
I quickly went to keep my phone as i knew something bad was gonna happen .
And guess what ?
The moment i walked up , Damien ran to me , whole body wet and hugged me .
AND I GOT DAMN FUCKING WET TOO .
I was screaming like crazy . ASSHOLE !
And then , i walked further up , and Darren grabbed me , together with Matin , and flung me into the pool .
ASSHOLES . TOTAL ASSHOLES !
I got back up and started murdering Darren .
LOL .
The party was crazy .
Almost everyone got dunked into the pool .
I was pushed in 3 freaking times .
._.

Aaron's dunk was the most epic .
LOL .
Joel was pro .
LOL !

The party kinda settled down a lil after that as the guards came . -.-
Soon after , Darren and Rosi came back with bottles of breezer . :D
LOL .
Darren dragged me to get somemore .
Evelyn came along too .
We bought one bottle each and drankkkkk .
LOL .
The one Darren bought was disgustingggggg !
D:
Mine was the best :3 .
After i was done with my bottle , Joel cut lemon for me to suck .
My face was getting red . D:
And ppl kept saying i was drunk .
I WAS SOBER OKAY ! D:
Darren was the drunk one .
He was DAMN drunk .
EPIC DUDE .
LOL .

Evelyn and i went to change and left soon after as Paesson came to get me .
I didn't wanna go home half drunk-ish by myself -.- .
It was convenient as Paesson is like my neighbour . o.o
Like literally . We live in the same condo , and he lives directly opposite me .
So i can like , look into his house . HAHAHA .
Evelyn was afraid she would be unable to get home if she stayed too late so she left early too .
She took a cab and Paesson and i took bus home . :)
Reached home at 10+ haha .

Slept at about 12 ?

DONE . :D

The bbq was damn FUN . :D
Best ever .
We so so SO need to have another one ! :DD
WOOTS .
Can't wait for Heeren's party ! ^_^V

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Today :
Woke up , bathed and etc etc .
Went to parkway with my bro .
Met Joel , HJ and XJ there .
We walked to ecp and dropped my brother off at his class bbq .

Then , the 4 of us went to cycle ! :D
We cycled to some hawker center and ate our lunch there .
:)
Cycled to bedok jetty which was like 5 mins away o_o .
Didn't stop there as it was too hot .
Continued cycling with little breaks in between .
Laughed like MAD .
XJ kept showing off and threatening to bang into HJ and i .
We kept screaming .
Especially HJ . Hahahaha .
So sweeeeeeeeeeeet . :3
LOL !

Leading the way , Joel and i cycled over a huge patch of grass and to one rock .
XJ and HJ came soon after .
There were LOTS of red ants .
The 4 of us started running and cycling back . LOL !
It was DAMN CRAZY . Laughed and screamed like mad .
Noobs ! LOL .
After that we cycled all the way to Camelot camp .
LOL .
Our damn retarded sec2 camp .
We were reminiscing about the past , and XJ made Joel and i realise that we should kill him . ._.
LOL .

It was damn crazy okay ! We cycled all the way till the ENDDDDD !
:D
And then we cycled back , half dead .
LOL .
And super dehydrated .
Hee hee .

We were cycling for about 3 hours okay .
Damn tiring .
We returned our bikes and walked back up to the bus stop , and played with water like small kids !
As in , we were splashing water on each others' feet .
LOL .
We shared a cab and returned home .

SHAG .
Super sunburnt and TIRED !
Decided to not go out anymore for today .
So here i am , blogging . :D
And imma do the typing that i owe my dad now ..
So .. CYA ! :D

YO !
:D

Back from Ervin's house .
Nothing much to update about today .
Just went to Ion .
Bought mascara , nail polish and flip flops . :D
Going on tuesday or wednesday with my mum for a shopping spree . :D
Hee hee .

Monday will be a very busy day . :/
Clb paper in the morning , meeting joel , then meeting hj they all , then have class bbq !
Ah !

Okay , i shall go now .
BYE ! :D

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I'm no one special , just another wide eyed girl , who's desperately in love with you .
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall , superstar .
You played in bars , you play guitar .
I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are .

Hello . :D
Just came home . Went downstairs by myself just now .
Needed some time alone .
Haha .

Anyway , today was my chem MCQ .
WAHAHAHAAHAHHA .
TIME TO SLACK MY LIFE AWAYY . :D
Gonna dye my hair next week . :)
Not sure what colour to dye though . :/
Brown ? My hair's alr naturally brown so dying it brown again seems kinda stupid ..
Dying it blonde is out of the question . Dying it black is a total no-no .

Guess i'll be dying it a different shade of brown ..
I want Miley Cyrus' & Leighton Meester's hair colour ! :D

Doing lotsa stuff next week . :)
CAN'T WAIT FOR XINYI TO COME BACK ! D:
I MISS YOU ! :D

So , yeah anyway .
Going to ion tmrw , maybe .
Wanna get my shades from River Island ! >:(
Going to Ervin's house for dinner .
Hmm , gotta buy flip flops too .
So i needa go ion ! D:

Okay , done posting for now . :)
Waiting for that stupid noob to put in abm files into his audi folder !
Byebye ! :D

I'm a mess when it comes to you .
I've got no inhibitions , what so ever , its true .
I'm not the kind of girl who runs around like this , caught up in a kiss , best friends with benefits , no .

With you , i never knew , loving you could be so fun .
Its true , i was such a good good girl before you came along .

But you're so racy , you're my favourite guy .
So unruly , so uncivilized .
Cupid got me right between my eyes .
You know you got bit for bad , doing things that you never did .



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Boom . :D
Just came back from swimming .
Kinda sleepy .
I'm gonna die .
Have been washing my hair twice day , thanks to swimming , for the past few days .
My hair's gonna be ... o__o .
T_T

Woots , can't wait for next week .
Gonna dye my hair ! :D
Bwahaha . :D

Anyway , lets update ..
Hmm .

I had my physics MCQ ytd .
It was pretty simple ..
Haha .

After that , went slack awhile then home . :D


Today , went out at 10+ .
Passed Matt back his mp3 .
Went library , and then went school to find Xinyi and HJ . :)
Clarence came awhile later , and Xinyi and HJ went for their exam .
I went home . :)
Practiced guitar for awhile , then talked on the phone .
After that , watched gossip girl and went down to swim with bro . :D


So , okay . Nothing much to post alr . :)
Maybe i'll update again later .
Now , time to go facebook and spam lyrics . ^_^V

Yo . :D
Here to blog .
Bah , playing guitar is hard . D:
My fingers HURT ! x_x
Sigh , can't wait to be able to play those songs i wanna learn . :)
With Me by Sum41 is the FIRST song i wanna learn . :)

Okay , whatever . Nothing to post alr .
Gonna get back to my msn conversations . ^_^V
Bye .

Thought I couldn't live without you , its gonna hurt when it heals too .
It will all get better in time .
Even though I really love you , i'm gonna smile cause I deserve to .
It will all get better in time .

I hope ..

Hello . I'm so bored .
I've been feeling super moodless since , a few days ago .
Like , totally no mood luh .
Just dragging myself about .
I don't feel like myself lately .
Well , i'm usually fine with i'm surrounded by my classmates and friends . <3
But when i'm at home , i just trudge around aimlessly .
Not knowing what to do , and what would actually cheer me up .
Just feels like there's nothing missing , you know ?
Feeling so empty and miserable .
I always feel like i'm on the verge of tears , but i just don't cry , and i don't have a reason to either .
I just numb myself by distracting myself with various activities such as reading magazines & books , spamming lyrics on facebook and studying ( Wtf right ? But it doesn't actually work ) .

Also , my mood changes extremely quick now .
Minor things may get me to flare up extremely quickly .
Seriously , i have no idea why .
So please , if you've nothing nice to say , don't even bring it up , cause i may very well scream at you if you don't tow the line .
:/

Oh well , goodbye people . :)

Hello ! :D
Finally able to use my comp as all major papers are over , babehhhhhhh ! :D

Left with CLB & triple sciences MCQ . D:
Okay , anyway , imma update 'bout 'O' Levels !

So , hmm . Here goes .

26 Oct ; English paper 1 & 2 .
Reached school at 12 + . Met Xinyi and HJ and went over to find Joel and Shawn .
Slacked and discussed some situational writing stuff , which btw , was of no use for the exam . ._.
Evelyn and came soon after .
At 1+ went for the exam .

Paper 1 was shit . The situational writing , i mean . No one knew what the format was . Confusing , much ? ._.

27 Oct ; E maths paper 1 .
Reached school around the same time .
Went over to teach Joel maths .
Shawn came to practice too .
So .. Talked crap + maths for 1 hour plus , then went up for exam .
Easy . :)

28 Oct ; E maths paper 2 .
Met Xinyi at 12 + .
Did maths , listened to music and joked around .
Joel came soon after and slept . -.- ! PIG .
Evelyn came at about 1 + ? Idk .
Slacked somemore and went up for paper .
Easy paper too . :)

29 Oct ; A Maths paper 1 .
Met Xinyi at 12+ .
Studied till exam time .
Paper was shit , seriously .
Everyone came out of the hall pissed .
Nevermind , moderation . <3 .

30 Oct ; A Maths Paper 2 .
Met Xinyi at 12 + again .
However , we went to the library instead as the concourse was filled with noisy people . ._.
Xinyi went down to eat lunch , while i went to study with Aaron .
Hmm . Spent more time talking about church gossip than studying actually . LOL .
Then , Xinyi came up to study with us . :)
At 2+ went for exam .
It was better than paper 1 .. But still , this year's A Maths paper was CRAZY .
Hopefully they'll moderate lots and maybe i'll be able to get my A1 . :/
Those lucky bitches who took their A Maths exam in 2007 & 2008 ought to be extremely thankful !

2 Nov ; Social Studies & Chemistry paper 2 .
Reached school at about 7:15am .
Was half asleep , tyvm .
._.
Went for exam soon after .
Practically the whole hall chanted , " YES ! " when we saw that both Globalization & Bonding Singapore came out for SEQ .
Thank you very much , MOE ! :D

After the paper , went to mac with Xinyi and Evelyn for brunch . :D
And then we headed to the playground to mug , mug & mug chemistry ! :D
At 1+ , headed back to school for the chemistry paper .
The pure chem students had to take our exam at a different venue . :O
So we went to the classroom . :)
The paper was unbelievably EASY .
Extremely easy . LOL .
We were all squealing and high five-ing the moment the paper was over .
Hee hee . I smell an A1 . <3 . :D

4 Nov ; Physics paper 2 & Geography .
Reached school at about 7:15am again .
Was hald dead again . ._.
&& , the pure physics students had to go over to another classroom again .
The paper was .. Doable . Not easy , not hard .
However , alot easier than prelim ! :D
Hopefully an A too ? Have to score well for MCQ !

Went to mac again . With Evelyn and Xinyi again .
This time though , we took to food to Evelyn's house to eat & mugged geog at the same time .
Xinyi was busy reading magazines and slacking off as she had no geog . D:
Evelyn's dad sent us back to school .
Joel M was an idiot ! D:
Haha .
Went for exam at 1+ .
Woots , there was NO map reading .
Mrs Fong kept saying that there might be . I was so scared ! :l
Anyway , the vegetation question wasn't combined with rivers , so i was safe !
Sad to say , those people who studied for rivers were unlucky . Vegetation came out for one of the questions . :/
So , anyway , the paper was fairly okay ..
Managed to finish the whole paper , without rushing for the FIRST time . LOL .
:D

6 Nov ; Biology exam .
Woots , TODAY ! :D
Reached sch at 12+ .
Crapped with Darren , Edwin , Joel , Alvon and Ms Lenny for quite sometime .
Then Darren , Joel and Ms Lenny went for lunch , leaving me with Alvon & Edwin .
Soon after , Evelyn came .
Studied a little , but talked more .
Oops . :X
More classmates came , and the 2 guys + Ms Lenny came back .
Talked more crap with them .
Went for exam at 2+ .
The whole hall was empty . Only 4E students were inside . :D
It was so pathetic . LOL .
A dozen teachers in the hall invigilating ONE class as only our class takes pure bio .
Hee hee .
After the paper , our whole class shouted , WHOOOOO .
We were all so high as it was our last major paper .
THE O'S ARE ALMOST OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR THE PAST 2 YEARSSSSSSS !
:D
Hahahaha .
Evelyn and i went to 18 chefs after that .
I had ice cream , while she ate her dinner . :X

Done .


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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . :D
-HIGH-
Can't believe the O's are almost over .
6 MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS MANNNNNNNN !
<33 !
Can't wait ! :D
I've got SO many stuff to do .
Chalets , parties , SHOPPING ! :D
Plus , get my hair done !
Dye + highlight . ^_^V
Maybe getting extensions . :3

Straight hair is out , curls are IN !
SAY HELLO TO CURLING IRONS ! :D
Hee . Gotta get a manicure too . :O


& shopping . Major shopping spree .
Like , seriously .
I can go on and on and on about the stuff i want , but it would probably go on FOREVER and bore ya'll like crap , so nah . :3

But , 2 words , baby , 2 words .
ORCHARD ION . :D

Hee . Okay , i'm going crazy . Better stop typing . :X
Oh , and after much consideration , i'm sticking with blogger .
Not switching to OnSugar . Still prefer blogger . :)

Okay , BYEEEE ! :D