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Date : Thursday, December 31, 2009
Time : 6:05 PM I can live without you , but without you i'll be miserable . Happy New Years Eve ! :) Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks yesterday with Xinyi , Hui Juan and Clarence . Totally boring , better not watch it . I didn't even watch the first one . LOL . Hahhhhh , okay whatever . Got to go . Byebye . :) |
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Date : Monday, December 28, 2009
Time : 3:56 PM You're my true love , please don't throw that away . I can't do this anymore because all i can think about is you . I need to get away . Now . |
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Date : Friday, December 25, 2009
Time : 4:17 PM This love is crazy . |
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Time : 2:11 PM Someone special . MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :) Hmm , not in a christmas-y mood though . :/ Sigh . Should i go or should i not go to Joel's place for his xmas party thing ? Lazy . x_x Okay , byebye . |
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Date : Thursday, December 24, 2009
Time : 8:34 PM I'm what you used to get your mind off someone else . I'm back . :( So just don't lead me on if you're not gonna stay around . 'Cuz i don't wanna be the one if you're on the rebound . |
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Date : Sunday, December 20, 2009
Time : 3:26 PM Its time for me to let it go . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH . So stressed . Hais . I don't wanna go back to sg . :/ Really really really don't wanna go back . I just wanna stay here in canada , and in denial . Lol . I DON'T WANNA GO BACK . I DON'T WANNA GO BACK . I wanna die . -.- I just wanna stay away from everyone . Everything's so easy here . I know once i go back , the drama continues . I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SINGAPORE . I don't want to miss you . I don't want to love you . i don't want to want you . OKAY BYE !!!!!!! |
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Date : Saturday, December 19, 2009
Time : 7:34 AM Vanilla twilight . The stars lean down to kiss you , and I awake , and miss you . Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere . I'll dose off safe and soundly , but I'll miss your arms around me . I'd send a postcard to you , dear , cause I wish you were here . I watch the night turn light blue but its not the same without you cause it takes two to whisper quietly . The silence isn't so bad , till I look at my hands and feel sad , because the space between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly . I'll find repose in new ways . Though I haven't slept in two days , cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone . But drenched in vanilla twilight , I'll sit in the front porch all night . Waist deep in thought because when i think of you , I don't feel so alone . As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight . I'll think of you tonight . When violet eyes get brighter , and heavy wings grow lighter , I'll taste the sky and feel alive again and I'll forget the world I knew . But i swear I won't forget you . Oh , if my voice could reach back through the past , I'd whisper in your ear , oh , darling , I wish you were here . |
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Date : Friday, December 18, 2009
Time : 1:34 PM Mixed up . How come everything turns out leaving me with more doubts ? I feel like i'm upside down and I don't wanna be here . I go right , should have gone left . And I say things I should have not said . Look at me in this big mess , I don't wanna be here . Everything I do is making me more confused . Oh , it used to be easy , all I had to be was me , now i'm mixed up . Everywhere I go , is some where that I don't know . Oh , I hope that i'm dreaming cause i'm sick of this feeling . I'm mixed up . Somebody help me . To hold me , to tell me everything's gonna be okay . 'Cuz today it feels like i won't make it through the darkness . Don't know how to get out of this . I'm so mixed up . Can somebody help me ? |
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Time : 9:57 AM He could be the one . Hello ! :D Here to update . :) I'm extremely bored . I've been rotting in the apartment the whole day . Hahaha . Going skiing tmrw . Yays . :) Gah , i can't believe i have to leave canada so soon . :/ By this time next week , i'll be back in Singapore . Damn it ! I don't wanna go back . I DON'T WANNA SWEAT ! -.- And i'm so not looking forward to the 18 hours plane ride . Hais . Okay , i've nothing to blog about anymore . Tata . :D |
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Date : Monday, December 14, 2009
Time : 1:44 PM Right now , he's probably buying her some fruity little drink 'cuz she can't shoot a whiskey . Yo . Sorry for not updating . I've been busy skiing and stuff . :) Yesterday was fun though . Skied with Matt . He dragged me to some super steep blue run . Stupid idiot . But i survived , and i'm happy . Hahahahaha . We had to ski there as we wanted to go to the glacier creek for lunch . They have awesome wraps . :D And it was definitely more fun with no adults . :3 Went to the Lost Lake today with Matt , his parents , my parents , their 2 friends and my bro . :D It was just like year 2006 . Wahaha . Just that this year , there was no powder , but at least the lake was frozen unlike in 2006 . So , we played on the lake instead . Pulling and dragging each other on the ice . Hahaha . :) Okay , done with the updating . I'm tired , and i've to ski tmrw . So goodnight . :D I guess its gonna have to hurt . I guess i'm gonna have to cry , and let go of some things i love to get to the other side . I guess its gonna break me down , like falling when you're trying to fly . Its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye . |
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Date : Thursday, December 10, 2009
Time : 1:43 PM You were everything that i wanted . HEYO PEOPLE . :D Today was totally slacky , and kinda boring . Didn't ski today . So i woke up , and got onto my comp till 12+ ( Canadian time ) , went to the village place for lunch and grocery shopping with parents . Met Matt and bro at 3pm , crapped for awhile and then went to buy stuff again . They skied back to Whistler . Went to can-ski to do some adjustments to my ski boots with my dad . Came back , changed and headed down to the arcade to find Matt and bro . They were playing some car game . And it was damn hot there . Me : Omg , its so f***ing hot here . Matt : Take off your top layer ? Me : Its the only layer i'm wearing , idiot . Matt : -Stares at me with unbelievable eyes- You're not wearing anything else ? Me : -Rolls eyes- No ? Matt : Then you should totally take it off ! -Smirk- Aaron : -ROFLMAO- And then Matt's car explodes . HAHA SUCKER . TALK CRAP SOMEMORE . :D Spent the whole time talking crap . Matt and i were having an extremely long debate on what is considered as a REAL FIRST KISS . Obviously i won , cause i make sooo much more sense . :P HAH ! His definition of first kiss : Bumping into the girl and accidentally slamming her onto the wall , and then "accidentally" kissing her . The catch is , she thinks its an accident . IT WASN'T REAL . SUCKERRRRRRRRRRR ! Matt and my bro were like asking me non-stop why i was only wearing one layer . ( It was flea btw , which was why it was damn hot ) HELLLOOOOOOOO . ITS DAMN HOT IN THE ARCADE . DUH , OF COURSE THATS WHY I ONLY WORE ONE EFFING LAYER . Sat by the TV in the arcade pushing and shoving each other while watching random shows . Managed to push Matt off the damn sofa . My bro was busy sitting on some donkey ride ( meant for 4-6 years old btw ) , while watching tv . -.- . Blah . Canada is so fun . Don't wanna go back to Singapore , damn it . Ew . :( Plus Matt's not taking the plane back with us , so it'll be boring , AGAIN . -___- It sucks that he migrated to Melbourne last year . No more retarded sleepoverz ! ( Well , its retarded mostly cuz my bro and Matt will be doing crap non-stop . ) Hahahaha . Okay i shall go now . I am bored , and sleepy . Have skiing tmrw ! Nights ya'll . :3 Its 10pm here , btw . Weird , much ? I just wanna scream and lose control . Throw my hands up and let it go . Forget about everything and run away , yeah . I just wanna fall and lose myself . Laughing so hard it hurts like hell . Forget 'bout everything and run away . |
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Date : Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Time : 1:49 PM You were fake , i was great , nothing personal . BOO ! :D Currently in CANADA . :3 Hee hee . Extremely cold here , but i like it ! So don't wanna go back to Singapore's humidity & oven-like temperature . -.- Ew . And i definitely don't wanna sit on the damn plane for the 18hours trip back . Damn it . Nevermind , i've still got about 2 weeks here . Woots . :D It is so pathetic . I leave Canada on the 22th and i reach Singapore on the 24th . I don't get how that makes sense either . Pssh . But whatever . Arrived in Whistler from Vancouver on Sunday . :D The trip up was really short this time . Only 1 & a half hour . The last 3 years were 2 and a half hours . LOL . Hmm , lets see . What to update about . ( Canada time / date / day ) : Friday & Saturday : SHOPPING ! :D My mum and i bought 3 pairs of boots . Wahahaha ! 1 pair of thigh-high boots , 1 pair of 1-inch heel boots , 1 pair of 3-inch heel ankle boots . ^_^V I <3 the thigh-high boots , tyvm . LOL . Bought a new jacket too . xD I've been jetlagging like hell ! The 16 hours time difference is really hard to get used to . Its about like , 9:55pm (Tuesday) now . Bleh . Okay anyway , Sunday was boring . Travelled up to Whistler and bought my ski boots . Monday was fun . Skiing ! :D At first , it was boring . I was skiing with my parents , Marc and my dad's friend . 'Cuz we only went up and down the olympic run like 10000000000 times . -.- And the stupid chair lifts was so damn freaking extremely totally SLOW . My toes were frozen . Couldn't even FEEL IT . At 3pm we went down to wait for my bro and Matthew . Marc showed us how to go to the base of Blackcomb mountain from the base of Whistler mountain . Actually , he showed us how to SKI there , instead of us having to freaking haul our freaking skis all the way back here . Cause we stay at the base of Blackcomb , not Whister ! We took the Excalibur Gondola . While we were half way to Blackcomb , Matt suddenly said " This was the gondola that collapsed last year ! " Crazy person ! So random . But yeah , that gondola collapsed last year , and it was all over the freaking news . So many people were like spam calling my dad from Singapore to ask if we were in the gondola . o_o . My bro and Matt were like standing a few meters from the place where it collapsed . But i wasn't there . Damnnn . Heh . :3 Anyway , we got off the gondola and skied down . Matt , my bro and i decided to ski somemore , so we went up the magic chair , WHICH WAS ANOTHER FREAKING SLOW CHAIR . It takes us 7mins to get up , and 30seconds to get down . Like literally , 30seconds . Cause we sped like crazyyyyyy . We did a few runs then went back . It was damn funnnnn . :D Today , skied with my parents and Marc today . Fell down twice . -.- . First time was cause i was chasing after Matt and my bro , on the way to Whistler , and didn't look where i was going . The next thing i knew i was going straight down this stupid steep slope . And then i fell . -.- PFFT . I rolled down half the slope , and then had to hike back up to get my skis . -.- . Hah . At least its better than Matt's fall yesterday . I was literally laughing my ass off when he told me about it . He like , flew down 2/3 of some steep slope . Cause he accidentally went on a jump . Dufus . :3 Today wasn't as boring . :) But i fell down one more time though . I was going at an extremely high speed , and suddenly Marc STOPPED . I was like , WTF . Then i tried to stop , but of course i failed , and BOOM . I fell . Pfft . So anyway , met Matt and my bro at 3pm again . Went back to the Magic chair to ski . My bro was retarded . Matt and him were going down at a reeeeaaaaally high speed . My bro overtook Matt , skied right infront of him , AND FREAKING SLOWED DOWN . They almost banged into each other . Genius , my bro is a freaking genius . LOL . Moronz . :D After like 5 runs , we went back , showered and headed to the arcadeeee ! Crapped around there for about an hour , then my bro and i went back to our room , and Matt to his . My dad's over at his room now , probably talking to his parents and all their friends . Maybe i shall head over there now . I'm boreddddddd . Or maybe not , i'm lazy to walk there too . Probably going there for dinner tmrw . I miss his mum's cookinggggggg ! Wahahahahaha . Finally ! Okay , i shall go off now . Byebye ! :D |
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Date : Thursday, December 3, 2009
Time : 6:55 PM See You In The Dark . Maybe if you were someone else , we wouldn't have to be like this . I wonder how you feel about me now , or was it just a friendly kiss ? Hello . I am bored . Goodbye . :) |
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Time : 5:02 PM Now that you're close i feel like coming undone . Hello . :D Back from dentist & watching New Moon with Joel and HJ . :D The movie was wonderful , as usual . But the people in the damn cinema weren't . Some people seriously need to go for social etiquette lessons . Like wtf la . Some people are actually trying to WATCH the freaking movie . " OMG he so muscular . " " OMG . Jacob cut his hair ! " -'- . Never see muscular guy before ah . -.- Never see people cut hair before ah . WTF . Can wait till after the movie then tell your friends about all those shit anot . Others even worse . Shout and scream . Keep your comments to yourself pls . ._. Why waste your fucking money to buy movie tickets if you're just gonna sit there and kpkb about the movie , SO DAMN LOUDLY . Go home sleep please ! -.- Omfg . Sheesh , okay . Enough about those step lians and bengs from the cinema . All either small kids , or damn fat bitches . Wtf . -.- K whatever . After the movie , Joel and HJ accompanied me to the dentist . Taking off my braces the next visit . FINALLLLYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D But , after the braces are off , HELLO RETAINERS . Damn . Mmm , shared cab with them and came home . :D So anyway , i'm leaving for canada at 8am tomorrow morning ! :D Whee . I can't wait to go ! :) Finally , i can go there and forget everything , all the problems i'm facing , and just have FUN for the first freaking time this year . This year has been extremely screwed up . MAJORLY screwed . Thanks to the 'O's and some other people and things . -.- . Lols . Ah well , at least the year is over . And i'm so glad i don't have to go back to BNSS as a student , EVER AGAIN . Good riddance . Especially since there are so many screwed up people there . I don't have to see them EVER AGAIN . ;) Okay , goodbye lil people . :D Right guy , wrong time . Right time , wrong guy . What's the use ? Why even try ? What's the rush ? Get caught up , and then its over . Now i'm crushed , and i'm crying and there's no shoulder . It plays out so different in my dreams . Things ain't always what they seem , and thats why i don't get all excited when somebody brings me flowers . Ain't gon' be sitting by my phone more than an hour . Hurts but i still run to it . Oh , i hate love . |
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Date : Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Time : 3:05 PM Tell me you're not leaving . Heyyyyy . I'm extremely bored . :/ I've been rotting at home for 2 days ( including today ) alr . D: Everyone is working . ._. At least going to watch New Moon with HJ and Joel on thursday ! :D I love the show , i swear . :D Lols . Wahaha . Just painted my nails again . :) Okay whatever , i've nothing to post , like seriously . Nothing interesting has happened recently . So , byebye . :D I don't wanna be left behind . I've been so blind to all that i have broken . Can we put this back together ? No more empty promises , they don't exist . Just me out in the open . I know this will take time . Can you give me one last chance to make it right ? |