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Date : Sunday, January 31, 2010
Time : 7:21 PM Time's racing , please slow down . Hi , who knows where to buy jeans like this ? :D Love em . :> I love her clothes ! I need to find this place . ( Edit : OMFG . This is in California , if i'm not wrong . Holyshxt . California has the biggest Forever 21 in the world . 85000 sq feet ! There is one Forever 21 coming up , in New York . 90000 sq feet . ZOMG . ) |
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Time : 4:46 PM Do you hurt the way that i do ? HI , I'M SELLING SOME OF MY CLOTHES . BUY FROM ME , THANK YOU VERY MUCH . :D:D |
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Date : Saturday, January 30, 2010
Time : 2:43 PM Torn apart , never getting what you've been crying for . Hi , i need to shop . I need : a brown high waisted belt , ripped jeans , washed jeans shorts , black heels , white heels , studded heels , studded belt , studded bag , short and long printed tees , black clutch , sequined tank top , white high waisted shorts , white cardigan (short) , a pair of Doc Martens , black flats , more ear ring , bangles , necklaces , & rings , and aqua , lime green & baby blue nail polish . Feel free to buy any for me . I will ♥ u forever . Taylor Momsen is my current fashion icon . Yes , rocker chic . Bring on the studs and heels . :D :D |
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Time : 1:24 PM I'm hopeless , but hoping . Memories, they take her back . Every moment fades to black . Every kiss and every taste . She wishes time would ease the pain . |
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Date : Friday, January 29, 2010
Time : 11:15 PM Sing this lovesick melody ; When you hear this chorus , do you miss the way the world was spinning for us ? Do you hurt the way that i do ? After all this time , you leave me broken . The song is every word i left unspoken . When you hear this , boy . I'm hoping that you'll think of us . Baby , i told myself that i'll be fine , but its a lie . I don't wanna talk about it . Memories , oh , they cut like knives , deep inside . I'm falling , baby , catch me if you can . What's holding me back is the thought of time we never had . My world's hanging by 3 words that i can't bear to say . |
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Time : 1:21 AM Far away , Are we an item ? Boy , quit playing . We're just friends , what are you saying ? |
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Time : 12:33 AM Cold as you . Hiiii . American idol was nice . Joe Jonas ! ♥ ♥ Hahaha . Went to parkway with Matt around 12 . Stood in line at DBS bank for like more than 30 mins for him to get his cash . Wth . Then walked to POSB for him to bank in the cash . ._. Both queues were so freaking LONG . And we saw a freaky ahlian . Hahaha . We were supposed to go job hunting , but Matt set me up for another job interview at 3 so we had no time . After that , rushed home , and rushed to Aljunied MRT station to meet Matt again . Went for the job interview . The guy who interviewed me is only one year older than me , WTH . Left the place at about 5+ . MRT-ed to Bedok inter , and then home . Hmm , i wanna watch a movieeeeeeeeee ! Who's free ? :) OKAY GOODBYE ! ______________________________ I was 7 and you were 9 , i looked you like the stars that shined in the sky , the pretty lights . And our daddies used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love . And our mamas smiled , and rolled their eyes , and said , oh my my my . I was 16 when suddenly i wasn't that little girl you used to see , but your eyes still shined like pretty lights . When i'll be 87 , you'll be 89 . I'll still look at you like the stars that shined in the sky . Oh , my my my . |
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Date : Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Time : 2:05 PM Tell me what i've got to lose . Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP . Thank you TP ! :D :D Grats to Kimmy and Evelyn for getting into the JC of their choice . Good luck to Xinyi , hope your appeal gets accepted . Bye ! :D |
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Date : Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Time : 11:05 PM Party at a rich dude's house ; Hee hee . Ice skating is fun . :D Evelyn was an awesome teacher , and today was an awesome day . :> Simei ( 18 chefs ) > Kallang Leisure Park > Parkway . :) We went to parkway to visit Joel . Hahaha . Accompanied him for about an hour or so . We have a video of him eating like a retard . :D :D Be sure to catch it on facebook . HAHA . AHHH , I'm going to miss Evelyn once JC starts . Boo . :( Okay , i'm going . Byebye ! |
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Time : 12:34 AM You're everything that i want , but you don't want me . HI , today was extremely fun . Actually , fun is an understatement . Thanks guys , thanks for cheering me up . Love you guys . :) We were damn high . Had a "picnic" in my condo . Hahaha . Blasting music and dancing to them was definitely the best part . Loving the videos . :D Especially the Xinyi style dance . LOL ! DUDE , YOU'RE GONNA BECOME FAMOUS . LOL ! Tee hee . Going ice staking tmrw . :D :D Haha , okay nights . :) __ I'm having trouble to believe i was ever on your mind . It's getting harder just to breathe , cuz you left my heart on the battle lines . For you played the game , you called the shots , you get what you want , but its not enough . Well , i come to you with a breaken heart . So before i go , gotta let you know , you never did care enough for me anyway . |
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Date : Sunday, January 24, 2010
Time : 9:52 PM I can't eat , i can't sleep , i can't think at all . Honestly , it feels like i ain't living no more . I can honestly say you've been on my mind since i woke up today . I look at your photograph all the time , these memories come back to life , and i don't mind . I remember when we kissed , i still feel it on my lips . The time that you danced with me with no music playing . I remember the simple things , i remember till i cry . But the one thing i wish i'd forget , the memory i wanna forget , is goodbye . I woke up this morning and played our song , and through my tears i sang along . I picked up the phone and then put it down , cause i know i'm wasting my time . I remember you giving me your number when i met you , i remember you asking me if i could walk you home . I remember you saying to me you wanna be my boyfriend , it's funny how these things don't last for long . Now , funny how i don't know the way to carry on . Tell me , how am i supposed to get you off my mind ? When you know i really couldn't even if tried . And every time i hear the song that used to play when you called , i used to wanna sing along , but now i wanna die . I don't listen to the radio , i'm trying to forget you . It doesn't help because i see you all the time . This time was different , felt like i was just a victim , and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life . Now i'm in this condition and i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart . Did it happen when we first kissed ? 'Cuz its hurting me to let it go . Maybe cause we spent so much time and i know that its no more . I should have never let you hold me baby . I didn't give it to you on purpose , can't figure out how you stole my heart . I never could have seen this far , i never could have seen this coming . It seems like my world's falling apart . Why is everything so hard ? I don't think that i can deal with the things you said , it just won't go away . I used to think that i was strong , until the day it all went wrong . I think i need a miracle to make it through . I wish that i could bring you back , i wish that i could turn back time , 'cuz i can't let go , i just can't find my way . Without you i just can't find my way . Hi , all those are song lyrics . Goodbye . |
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Time : 6:49 PM What went wrong ? HIIAMVERYFUCKEDUPSOPLEASEDONOTTALKTOMEIWANTTODIE . Bye . |
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Date : Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Time : 7:37 PM Get up and dance . I like , I want . Please , thank you . :> Went out for buffet lunch with my mum @ Swisshotel . Then went over to 313 to shop . HEHE . Bought so many clothes . ♥ ♥ ♥ Bumped into Rachel . Hahahaha . Tee hee . Going to sentosa tmrw with HJ and Xinyi . :D Can't wait . :) Okay , byebye . :D P.S. Dave Faber is hot . ♥ |
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Date : Sunday, January 17, 2010
Time : 7:27 PM I'm tearing up inside , i'm on a rollercoaster ride . ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Tee hee . Webcam madness . :3 Bah , i'm so bored . Went to church today . Tiredz . Wake up so early . BLAH . Next week's gonna be a busy week . :> Monday - Cycling with Kimmy , Evelyn and Paul(?) . Tuesday - Visit Mr Chok with Justin . Wednesday - Buffet lunch & shopping with mum . CLOTHES . :> Thursday - Sentosa with HJ and Xinyi . :D Joel can't make it . Boo . ._. Friday - Meeting Shane . Idk where . LOL . Sighhh . I don't want JC to start . :( Then Evelyn will be gone . T.T I started practicing my guitar again . :> Wanna know why ? 'Cuz now my motivation is back . :D HEHE . You guys won't understand . :> But i still feel down , somehow . :/ Things will never be the same . Nevermind , DON'T THINK . Okay bye . :) ____________________________ Tell me what happened this time , made you come back again . I find i only see you when love deserts you . You think , baby , that i'm just so easy , you can come in and out of my life like you please ? But , baby , no . I stayed around for you but you're nowhere to be found . Now , once again , here you are . Seriously , give me a break . What do you want ? |
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Date : Thursday, January 14, 2010
Time : 10:29 PM According to you , Updated my playlist . I'm currently listening to Shots - LMFAO nonstop . LOL . I shall not upload it as it will seem annoying to most of you . HEHE . Byebye . :> |
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Time : 8:24 PM Dangerous , Boom . I've submitted my JAE application . Finally , don't have that shit bothering me anymore . I hope i'm able to get into Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP . :) I've already met the COP , so , we'll see . :D Ugh , it sucks when you fall ill . Especially losing your voice . Shit . I had to visit the doctor today . He gave me antibiotics . Ew . :/ Sigh , i'm getting really busy . My social calender is so packed . I so need to get a planner . I hate having to think and think really hard when someone asks when i'm free . And i hate accidentally making plans with 2 people for the same day . ._. Then i'll have to postpone or cancel one . Pfft . Okay , i needa shop . I need new clothes . :> Tee hee . Going to 313 with my mum soon , i hope . :O _______________________________ We used to have this figured out , we used to breathe without a doubt . The nights were clear , you were the first star i'd see . We used to have this under control , we never thought we used to know . At least there's you and at least there's me . Can we get this back to how we used to be ? |
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Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 4:56 PM At the bar , grinding hard with another ho . My 12 choices ( not in order . ) : Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP . Human Resource Management with Psychology @ SP . Music and Audio Technology @ SP . Interior Design @ SP . Media and Communication @ SP . Law and Management @ TP . Apparel Design and Merchandising @ TP . Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering @ NP . Interior Architecture and Design @ TP . Leisure and Resort Management @ TP . And 2 more to go .. SIGH . Stupid Mass Communication @ NP . :< I'm gonna try to appeal . ._. |
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Date : Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time : 9:53 PM We'll say our last goodbye . Please , i need mass communication . Thank you . |
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Date : Saturday, January 9, 2010
Time : 12:30 AM You don't like me , you just like the chase . SHIT . Results on monday . Boo . :'( Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house today . I likey . :> Dinner @ Bugis with Evelyn . Stress ! I can't believe that we have to wear our uniforms , dye back hair & tie up our hair to collect our results . Seriously ? We're not even Bedok North Secondary School students anymore . First , you gave us a shitass graduation ceremony . Then , no prom . Now , this ? What the hell ? We're not freaking BNSS students ! Shit bag . Okay . Goodnight lil people . |
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Date : Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time : 9:02 PM Here I am still holding on . Ugh , i'm so tired . Just reached home about an hour ago . Simei > 313 Somerset > Orchard Ion > Tampines . My shoes were KILLING me . Today was fun . Shopped like crazy . ^_^ Spent like $120 . LOL ! Omg , the 4 floor Forever21 was like HEAVEN . I have to drag my mum there . HAHA . Bought 2 dresses , 1 black high waist skirt & 1 pair of grey flats today . Whee . :3 Hee hee . However , i saw someone i really didn't want to , and didn't expect to see .. -.- . I almost fainted . Fuck . Went to Sushi Tei for dinner . Walao hj & i see couple fight until we want die alr ok ! And that is all for today . Don't wanna go into too much detail . ____________________________ Spent : 1st Jan ; Friday @ Marina Barrage . Picnic with Evelyn , Xinyi , HJ and Clarence . :DD 2nd Jan ; Saturday @ home & had buffet dinner at the Oriental Hotel . 3rd Jan ; Sunday @ Church & home . 4th Jan ; Monday @ Home & Parkway . 5th Jan ; Tuesday @ Tampines . Bought a shirt . Hee hee . :D I want to shop more ! Was supposed to go to Orchard with my mum on the 11th to shop , but the O Level results are out on that day at 2pm . So i've to be in school . Aw , darn . :( I can't go out shopping by myself alr . I'M BROKE . :( Can't wait for CNY . :> Hehe . Okay byebye !! ___________________ Even though i cry like crazy , even though it hurts so bad , i'm thankful for the time God gave me , even though we couldn't make it last . I'm learning how to live without you , even though i don't want to . |
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Date : Saturday, January 2, 2010
Time : 1:50 PM Please don't take her hand . Damn nice MV . :) I know its a korean song , but there are subtitles . |
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Date : Friday, January 1, 2010
Time : 1:41 AM Use me as you will , pull my strings just for a thrill . HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D Its finally 2010 . Lets hope for a great year ahead . This year has been rough for me . Extremely rough . It has been full of heart breaks , tears , broken friendships and lots more . However , in the midst of everything that has happened this year , i actually made quite a few new good friends and hopefully found out who my true friends are . :) I wouldn't say i do not regret anything , but i definitely would not want to have lived this year any other way . Truth to be told , i'm not exactly having a very good new year . Ever since i came back from Canada , everything has been screwed up . My heart is heavy and tears are threatening to flow any second . It has been this way for quite sometime . I don't really like posting my feelings onto my blog for everyone to see , but since i don't have a diary , this will have to do . Everything is confusing now . I don't really know what to do and how to feel . The last time i felt this horrible was about this time last year too , but somehow , this is 10x worse . Most of you won't get it . Its okay , you don't have to , and seriously don't wanna know . My life is screwed up to the max . Ah . Well , i guess everything happens for a reason , and there is no way we will be able to turn go back in time to undo our mistakes , catch ourselves before we fall for someone , or erase all the shit that we're regretting right now . So , now , its time to look ahead , and not back . So .... bring on 2010 . :) |