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17 , 25 October 1993 .
Temasek Polytechnic ;
Hospitality and Tourism Management .
Ed Westwick .

At least there's you , and at least there's me . Can we get this back to how it used to be ?

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Here comes the start of every sleepless night , the first of every tear i'm gonna cry . Here comes the pain . Here comes me wishing things would never change and he right here in my arms tonight , but here comes goodbye .♥


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Date : Sunday, January 31, 2010
Time : 7:21 PM

Time's racing , please slow down .


Hi , who knows where to buy jeans like this ? :D

Love em . :>


I love her clothes !


I need to find this place . ( Edit : OMFG . This is in California , if i'm not wrong . Holyshxt . California has the biggest Forever 21 in the world . 85000 sq feet ! There is one Forever 21 coming up , in New York . 90000 sq feet . ZOMG . )


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Date :
Time : 4:46 PM

Do you hurt the way that i do ?


HI , I'M SELLING SOME OF MY CLOTHES .
BUY FROM ME , THANK YOU VERY MUCH . :D:D


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Date : Saturday, January 30, 2010
Time : 2:43 PM

Torn apart , never getting what you've been crying for .


Hi , i need to shop .

I need :
a brown high waisted belt ,
ripped jeans ,
washed jeans shorts ,
black heels ,
white heels ,
studded heels ,
studded belt ,
studded bag ,
short and long printed tees ,
black clutch ,
sequined tank top ,
white high waisted shorts ,
white cardigan (short) ,
a pair of Doc Martens ,
black flats ,
more ear ring , bangles , necklaces , & rings ,
and aqua , lime green & baby blue nail polish .

Feel free to buy any for me . I will ♥ u forever .

Taylor Momsen is my current fashion icon . Yes , rocker chic . Bring on the studs and heels . :D :D


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Date :
Time : 1:24 PM

I'm hopeless , but hoping .


Memories, they take her back .
Every moment fades to black .
Every kiss and every taste .
She wishes time would ease the pain .


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Date : Friday, January 29, 2010
Time : 11:15 PM

Sing this lovesick melody ;


When you hear this chorus , do you miss the way the world was spinning for us ? Do you hurt the way that i do ? After all this time , you leave me broken . The song is every word i left unspoken . When you hear this , boy . I'm hoping that you'll think of us .




Baby , i told myself that i'll be fine , but its a lie . I don't wanna talk about it . Memories , oh , they cut like knives , deep inside . I'm falling , baby , catch me if you can .

What's holding me back is the thought of time we never had . My world's hanging by 3 words that i can't bear to say .


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Date :
Time : 1:21 AM

Far away ,


Are we an item ? Boy , quit playing . We're just friends , what are you saying ?


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Date :
Time : 12:33 AM

Cold as you .


Hiiii .
American idol was nice .
Joe Jonas ! ♥ ♥
Hahaha .

Went to parkway with Matt around 12 .
Stood in line at DBS bank for like more than 30 mins for him to get his cash .
Wth .
Then walked to POSB for him to bank in the cash . ._.
Both queues were so freaking LONG .
And we saw a freaky ahlian . Hahaha .
We were supposed to go job hunting , but Matt set me up for another job interview at 3 so we had no time .

After that , rushed home , and rushed to Aljunied MRT station to meet Matt again .
Went for the job interview .
The guy who interviewed me is only one year older than me , WTH .
Left the place at about 5+ .
MRT-ed to Bedok inter , and then home .

Hmm , i wanna watch a movieeeeeeeeee !
Who's free ? :)

OKAY GOODBYE !


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I was 7 and you were 9 , i looked you like the stars that shined in the sky , the pretty lights . And our daddies used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love . And our mamas smiled , and rolled their eyes , and said , oh my my my .
I was 16 when suddenly i wasn't that little girl you used to see , but your eyes still shined like pretty lights .
When i'll be 87 , you'll be 89 . I'll still look at you like the stars that shined in the sky . Oh , my my my .


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Date : Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Time : 2:05 PM

Tell me what i've got to lose .


Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .
Thank you TP ! :D :D

Grats to Kimmy and Evelyn for getting into the JC of their choice .
Good luck to Xinyi , hope your appeal gets accepted .

Bye ! :D


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Date : Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Time : 11:05 PM

Party at a rich dude's house ;


Hee hee .
Ice skating is fun . :D
Evelyn was an awesome teacher , and today was an awesome day . :>

Simei ( 18 chefs ) > Kallang Leisure Park > Parkway .

:)
We went to parkway to visit Joel . Hahaha .
Accompanied him for about an hour or so .
We have a video of him eating like a retard . :D :D
Be sure to catch it on facebook .
HAHA .

AHHH , I'm going to miss Evelyn once JC starts .
Boo . :(

Okay , i'm going .
Byebye !


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Date :
Time : 12:34 AM

You're everything that i want , but you don't want me .


HI , today was extremely fun .
Actually , fun is an understatement .

Thanks guys , thanks for cheering me up .
Love you guys . :)

We were damn high . Had a "picnic" in my condo .
Hahaha . Blasting music and dancing to them was definitely the best part .
Loving the videos . :D Especially the Xinyi style dance .
LOL !

DUDE , YOU'RE GONNA BECOME FAMOUS . LOL !
Tee hee .

Going ice staking tmrw .
:D :D

Haha , okay nights . :)



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I'm having trouble to believe i was ever on your mind . It's getting harder just to breathe , cuz you left my heart on the battle lines . For you played the game , you called the shots , you get what you want , but its not enough . Well , i come to you with a breaken heart . So before i go , gotta let you know , you never did care enough for me anyway .


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Date : Sunday, January 24, 2010
Time : 9:52 PM

I can't eat , i can't sleep , i can't think at all . Honestly , it feels like i ain't living no more .




I can honestly say you've been on my mind since i woke up today . I look at your photograph all the time , these memories come back to life , and i don't mind . I remember when we kissed , i still feel it on my lips . The time that you danced with me with no music playing . I remember the simple things , i remember till i cry . But the one thing i wish i'd forget , the memory i wanna forget , is goodbye .

I woke up this morning and played our song , and through my tears i sang along . I picked up the phone and then put it down , cause i know i'm wasting my time .

I remember you giving me your number when i met you , i remember you asking me if i could walk you home . I remember you saying to me you wanna be my boyfriend , it's funny how these things don't last for long . Now , funny how i don't know the way to carry on . Tell me , how am i supposed to get you off my mind ? When you know i really couldn't even if tried .

And every time i hear the song that used to play when you called , i used to wanna sing along , but now i wanna die . I don't listen to the radio , i'm trying to forget you . It doesn't help because i see you all the time .

This time was different , felt like i was just a victim , and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life . Now i'm in this condition and i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart .

Did it happen when we first kissed ? 'Cuz its hurting me to let it go . Maybe cause we spent so much time and i know that its no more . I should have never let you hold me baby . I didn't give it to you on purpose , can't figure out how you stole my heart .

I never could have seen this far , i never could have seen this coming . It seems like my world's falling apart . Why is everything so hard ? I don't think that i can deal with the things you said , it just won't go away .

I used to think that i was strong , until the day it all went wrong . I think i need a miracle to make it through . I wish that i could bring you back , i wish that i could turn back time , 'cuz i can't let go , i just can't find my way . Without you i just can't find my way .



Hi , all those are song lyrics .
Goodbye .


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Date :
Time : 6:49 PM

What went wrong ?


HIIAMVERYFUCKEDUPSOPLEASEDONOTTALKTOMEIWANTTODIE .

Bye .


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Date : Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Time : 7:37 PM

Get up and dance .




I like , I want . Please , thank you . :>


Went out for buffet lunch with my mum @ Swisshotel .
Then went over to 313 to shop .
HEHE . Bought so many clothes . ♥ ♥ ♥
Bumped into Rachel . Hahahaha .

Tee hee .
Going to sentosa tmrw with HJ and Xinyi . :D
Can't wait . :)

Okay , byebye . :D

P.S. Dave Faber is hot . ♥


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Date : Sunday, January 17, 2010
Time : 7:27 PM

I'm tearing up inside , i'm on a rollercoaster ride .








Tee hee .
Webcam madness . :3

Bah , i'm so bored .
Went to church today .
Tiredz . Wake up so early .
BLAH .
Next week's gonna be a busy week . :>

Monday - Cycling with Kimmy , Evelyn and Paul(?) .
Tuesday - Visit Mr Chok with Justin .
Wednesday - Buffet lunch & shopping with mum . CLOTHES . :>
Thursday - Sentosa with HJ and Xinyi . :D Joel can't make it . Boo . ._.
Friday - Meeting Shane . Idk where . LOL .

Sighhh . I don't want JC to start . :(
Then Evelyn will be gone . T.T

I started practicing my guitar again . :>
Wanna know why ? 'Cuz now my motivation is back . :D
HEHE . You guys won't understand . :>

But i still feel down , somehow . :/
Things will never be the same .
Nevermind , DON'T THINK .

Okay bye . :)

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Tell me what happened this time , made you come back again .
I find i only see you when love deserts you .
You think , baby , that i'm just so easy , you can come in and out of my life like you please ?
But , baby , no .
I stayed around for you but you're nowhere to be found .
Now , once again , here you are .
Seriously , give me a break .
What do you want ?


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Date : Thursday, January 14, 2010
Time : 10:29 PM

According to you ,


Updated my playlist .
I'm currently listening to Shots - LMFAO nonstop .
LOL . I shall not upload it as it will seem annoying to most of you .
HEHE .
Byebye . :>


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Date :
Time : 8:24 PM

Dangerous ,


Boom .
I've submitted my JAE application .
Finally , don't have that shit bothering me anymore .
I hope i'm able to get into Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .
:)
I've already met the COP , so , we'll see . :D

Ugh , it sucks when you fall ill .
Especially losing your voice .
Shit .
I had to visit the doctor today .
He gave me antibiotics . Ew . :/

Sigh , i'm getting really busy .
My social calender is so packed .
I so need to get a planner .
I hate having to think and think really hard when someone asks when i'm free .
And i hate accidentally making plans with 2 people for the same day .
._.
Then i'll have to postpone or cancel one .
Pfft .

Okay , i needa shop .
I need new clothes . :>
Tee hee .
Going to 313 with my mum soon , i hope . :O

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We used to have this figured out , we used to breathe without a doubt .
The nights were clear , you were the first star i'd see .
We used to have this under control , we never thought we used to know .
At least there's you and at least there's me .
Can we get this back to how we used to be ?


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Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 4:56 PM

At the bar , grinding hard with another ho .


My 12 choices ( not in order . ) :

Hospitality and Tourism Management @ TP .
Human Resource Management with Psychology @ SP .
Music and Audio Technology @ SP .
Interior Design @ SP .
Media and Communication @ SP .
Law and Management @ TP .
Apparel Design and Merchandising @ TP .
Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering @ NP .
Interior Architecture and Design @ TP .
Leisure and Resort Management @ TP .

And 2 more to go ..

SIGH . Stupid Mass Communication @ NP . :<
I'm gonna try to appeal . ._.


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Date : Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time : 9:53 PM

We'll say our last goodbye .


Please , i need mass communication .
Thank you .


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Date : Saturday, January 9, 2010
Time : 12:30 AM

You don't like me , you just like the chase .


SHIT . Results on monday .
Boo . :'(

Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house today .
I likey . :>

Dinner @ Bugis with Evelyn .

Stress !
I can't believe that we have to wear our uniforms , dye back hair & tie up our hair to collect our results .
Seriously ?
We're not even Bedok North Secondary School students anymore .
First , you gave us a shitass graduation ceremony .
Then , no prom .
Now , this ?
What the hell ?

We're not freaking BNSS students !
Shit bag .

Okay . Goodnight lil people .


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Date : Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time : 9:02 PM

Here I am still holding on .


Ugh , i'm so tired .
Just reached home about an hour ago .
Simei > 313 Somerset > Orchard Ion > Tampines .
My shoes were KILLING me .
Today was fun .
Shopped like crazy . ^_^
Spent like $120 . LOL !
Omg , the 4 floor Forever21 was like HEAVEN .
I have to drag my mum there . HAHA .

Bought 2 dresses , 1 black high waist skirt & 1 pair of grey flats today .
Whee . :3
Hee hee .

However , i saw someone i really didn't want to , and didn't expect to see .. -.- .
I almost fainted .
Fuck .

Went to Sushi Tei for dinner .
Walao hj & i see couple fight until we want die alr ok !


And that is all for today . Don't wanna go into too much detail .

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Spent :

1st Jan ; Friday @ Marina Barrage . Picnic with Evelyn , Xinyi , HJ and Clarence . :DD

2nd Jan ; Saturday @ home & had buffet dinner at the Oriental Hotel .

3rd Jan ; Sunday @ Church & home .

4th Jan ; Monday @ Home & Parkway .

5th Jan ; Tuesday @ Tampines . Bought a shirt . Hee hee . :D



I want to shop more ! Was supposed to go to Orchard with my mum on the 11th to shop , but the O Level results are out on that day at 2pm . So i've to be in school . Aw , darn . :(

I can't go out shopping by myself alr .
I'M BROKE . :(

Can't wait for CNY . :>
Hehe . Okay byebye !!

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Even though i cry like crazy , even though it hurts so bad , i'm thankful for the time God gave me , even though we couldn't make it last . I'm learning how to live without you , even though i don't want to .


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Date : Saturday, January 2, 2010
Time : 1:50 PM

Please don't take her hand .




Damn nice MV . :)
I know its a korean song , but there are subtitles .


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Date : Friday, January 1, 2010
Time : 1:41 AM

Use me as you will , pull my strings just for a thrill .


HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D

Its finally 2010 . Lets hope for a great year ahead .

This year has been rough for me . Extremely rough . It has been full of heart breaks , tears , broken friendships and lots more . However , in the midst of everything that has happened this year , i actually made quite a few new good friends and hopefully found out who my true friends are . :) I wouldn't say i do not regret anything , but i definitely would not want to have lived this year any other way .

Truth to be told , i'm not exactly having a very good new year . Ever since i came back from Canada , everything has been screwed up . My heart is heavy and tears are threatening to flow any second . It has been this way for quite sometime . I don't really like posting my feelings onto my blog for everyone to see , but since i don't have a diary , this will have to do . Everything is confusing now . I don't really know what to do and how to feel . The last time i felt this horrible was about this time last year too , but somehow , this is 10x worse . Most of you won't get it . Its okay , you don't have to , and seriously don't wanna know . My life is screwed up to the max . Ah .

Well , i guess everything happens for a reason , and there is no way we will be able to turn go back in time to undo our mistakes , catch ourselves before we fall for someone , or erase all the shit that we're regretting right now . So , now , its time to look ahead , and not back .

So .... bring on 2010 . :)


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