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Date : Sunday, February 28, 2010
Time : 11:10 PM I still believe in happy endings , but this isn't where i wanna spend mine . You think that i'm so dramatic , just imagining again . You come to her defense , insisting that she's innocent . Well , excuse me for wanting to be the one and only lock that fits your key . Oh , you believe there's nothing up her sleeve , but baby , well just wait and see . You say that love is blind , well i say open up your eyes . She's a Take a minute to see it from my side of things , don't you think you would feel the same ? Like you still gotta play for the victory in a game you won yesterday . I shouldn't have to fight for something that's already mine , but her pursue of you has undermined my peace of mind . But it's no use crying to you . You're who her plan has done the damage to . What's done is done , i should just hold my tongue , but someone has got me outdone . If only i knew this song like many months ago . 'Cuz it's kinda how i felt then . THANKS FOR THE SONG KIMMY . LOL . :> Byebye . ;-) |
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Date : Friday, February 26, 2010
Time : 11:13 PM I can be cruel , just like you . Awesomeness . Didi Benami , Lily Scott , Aaron Kelly & Tim Urban are still in American Idol ! :D I love Tim Urban by the way . Yes , i really do . :) LOL . HOTNESS TO THE MAX ! ♥♥ HAHAHA . Alpha was great , made a dozen of new friends . :) Wahaha , okay goodbye ! :D |
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Date : Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Time : 9:57 PM Wrap you around me . Hi . Finally found a decent song by Lady Gaga . I like . It's on my music player . Go check it out or something . Hah . Anyway , Valentine's Day was a great movie , but kinda cliche . Happy endings all around . Blah . But whatever . Ashton Kutcher and Taylor Lautner ! ♥♥ Hot hot hot . HOT . Tee hee . Bought yet another shirt from Forever 21 just now . Hehehe . OKAY BYE ! :> |
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Time : 1:13 AM Watch me walk it out . I'm the blame , should've went away , but yet i stayed . With a part time lover . See , somedays you will love me , then you don't , then you do , then you won't , then you're here , then you're gone . I'm alone . Now you got me stressing out on the phone , but its the last time , i'm moving on . I'm throwing on my Louboutins . |
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Time : 12:57 AM No matter what , you're always number one . My friends say i'm a fool to think that you're the one for me . I guess i'm just a sucker for love . 'Cuz honestly , the truth is that you know i'm never leaving . My heart is blind , but i don't care . 'Cuz when i'm with you , everything else disappears . And everytime i hold you near , i never wanna let you go . |
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Time : 12:53 AM Say that you love me . |
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Date : Monday, February 22, 2010
Time : 11:18 PM The tragic ending . Watched So You Think You Can Dance just awhile ago . They chose the top 20 and made them perform . There was no elimination . This year's batch of top 20 is totally awesome ! Same to American Idol's top 24 . A-W-E-S-O-M-E . Didi Benami and Aaron Kelly ! :D:D:D Can't wait for the next few shows . :D ANYWAY , going shopping with HJ tomorrow . Wheeee . :3 And i'm FINALLY gonna watch Valentine's Day . P.S . The show I Hate Valentine's Day is awesome too . LOL . OKAY BYE . :> |
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Date : Friday, February 19, 2010
Time : 10:59 PM Sometimes it's harder to learn to let go . Hi . :) Today , met Ger @ Plaza Sing . Walked to 313 . We spent a long time in Forever 21 . LOL . We tried clothes on like every level . Hahaha . I bought a shirt . :> Then we took mrt to Ion . Walked around a little , and then walked to Far East . Walked around and then we went outside to slack awhile , while she smoked . Her friend came after awhile . Sat outside Far East and talked crap . Funny things happened . :P I shall not type it out , if not Ger might kill me . HEHEHE . Met Joel for dinner and then went to borders for awhile , while he went back to work . Then went home . :) Hehe bye . :D |
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Date : Thursday, February 18, 2010
Time : 7:39 PM Don't wait , the chance will pass you by . Hi , got my retainers today . And yes , it sucks . They're so uncomfortable . Worse than wearing braces , seriously . T.T They are transparent though , so it looks like i don't have anything in my mouth . :O I have to wear them for 1 year . :( Sigh , it seems like such a long time . But 2009 passed by as fast as fire in a dry field .. _ 2009 was full of drama , drama and MORE drama . 2009 felt like i was living in a season of Gossip Girl . All the drama , backstabbing , betrayal , lies and what not . When 2010 began , i thought they would all be just a faraway memory . Guess what ? They aren't . Ready or not ? Welcome to season 2 . |
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Time : 1:10 AM Here comes the emptiness ; All i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you . |
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Date : Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Time : 5:29 PM Heartbreak warfare . Hiiiii . :D Time to update . :> Yesterday , went to Uncle Jimmy's house @ Mandarin Gardens . With my family and Ervin's family . Then the group went to Aunty Jane's house . Also at Mandarin Gardens . Janice , Jarred , my bro , Ervin and i watched Avatar . Their tv is damn high-tech . Damn cool ok . Before the show was half over , we had to go . Blah . Went to orchard for dinner . :) Today , went to Gab's houseeeee . He has changed so much in like , 1 year . :O He can play the bass guitar really well . Michael plays the drums reall well too . Haha . So anyway , had lunch there and went upstairs to play cards . Yay yay yay . They may be coming to Whistler with us this year . :D:D !! Wahaha . I hope they do . It'll be so much fun . :) Plus , they've skied before , so yeah . Tee hee ! :> This year , we won't be going with Matt . So if they don't come i'll be so bored . :( Every year there will be friends along with us . 2006 - Matt's family . 2007 - Janice and Jarred's family . 2008 & 2009 - Matt's family . This year , hopefully Gab's family . :) Okayyyyy , i'm going now . Byez ~ :> Nothing's alright and nothing's okay when you live in a memory . |
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Date : Monday, February 15, 2010
Time : 1:38 AM Emotional overdose . Just a breakdown of the heart . I'm lost for words that won't mean a thing . The tragic ending . A farewell to a friendship that meant nothing at all . You let her in , you let her win . Is there anything else to break or mend a bond as strong as ours ? |
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Time : 12:06 AM Secret valentine . Hi , um , happy Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year . Yup , i'm 5 minutes late . Haha , i don't care . I didn't have time to post it before this , so yeah . :X Anyway , today was ....... No comments . Same old same old . But it was good though , i found out more information about Temasek poly from my cousin as he is a lecturer there . :D Blah , nothing much to post about today . :) So , goodnight ?? Haha . _____ Everything's cool . It's all gonna be okay . Maybe i'll even laugh about it someday , but not today , no . Cause i don't feel so good , i'm tangled up inside , my heart is on my sleeve . Tomorrow is a mystery to me . And it might be wonderful . It might be magical . It might be everything i've waited for , a miracle . Letting you go , and making me feel so cold . And i've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt , but that makes it worse . See , i'm a wreck inside . My tongue is tied and my whole body feels so weak . The future may be all i really need . Oh , but even if i fall in love again with someone new , it could never be the way i loved you . |
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Date : Saturday, February 13, 2010
Time : 1:06 AM Hi . Shopped like crazy today . :D:D Forever21 , Zara , Pull and Bear , River Island . :D Don't ask me how much i spent . Tee hee . Goodbye . :) _____ Now i hear you saying that you still adore me , but if you think i'd ever get with you again then you can just love me , love me , feed the flame . I'm not falling for that game , boys like you never change . |
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Date : Thursday, February 11, 2010
Time : 9:41 PM You never know a good thing till its gone . HELLO . Aw , crap , damn , SHIT . Didn't get to watch Kris Allen's concert last night . T.T Okay anyway , HJ and i met Evelyn at Ikea . EVELYN WAS LATE . Ahem . We had meatballs for lunch . :3 Walked around Ikea for awhile and then went to the mac near BNSS . Aw , have not gone to that area in like , ages . We were sitting there talking crap , just like 1 year ago . Just that Evelyn was in her MJC uniform and HJ and i in our own clothes . Weird , but yeah . :/ Today , I REMOVED MY BRACES ! :D I KNOW RIGHT , LIKE FINALLY . Hee hee . Feels kinda weird but whatever . Met kimmy at parkway . HI KIMMY , I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER . :D:D Slacked at mac for like hours talking crap and laughing like crazy just like 1 year ago . :) I seriously miss those early sec4 days where we would just slack and waste hours talking complete bullshit and laughing till our stomachs hurt . :( Boo . We only got 86400 seconds in the day to turn it all around , or we throw it all away . Gotta tell them how we love them while we got the chance to say . Gotta live like we're dying . |
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Date : Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Time : 11:59 PM I don't get you . I should know that you're no good for me . Cause you're hot then you're cold . You're yes then you're no . You're in then you're out . You're up then you're down . Someone call the doctor . Got a case of a love bipolar . Stuck on a rollercoaster , can't get off this ride . |
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Time : 8:26 PM If anyone can make me fall in love , you can . Hi , i deleted last night's post . Simply because i didn't feel comfortable with everyone knowing how i feel and all . So yeah . :) |
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Date : Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Time : 7:36 PM Young love was such dumb love , call it what you want , it was love . I'm so happy . :B I finally got the heels i wanted . ^.^ So much happier this few days . Contacted old friends and made new ones . :) Hahaha . So anyway , i type out a really long About Me on facebook . It was so fun . :) I didn't want to stop , but yeah , i reached the word limit . So , awww . :( But anyway , there's one thing i just wanna quote from it . " I do not like Lady Gaga and i think she is just Madonna Number 2 . " It's true . Seriously . She isn't sexy , she wears underwears as pants , and she's just completely retarded . Urgh . Okay so , i was bored and i made a MySpace page . It's so cool . :B Hee hee . Byebye . :) ______ You're my true love , my whole heart , please don't throw that away . |
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Date : Saturday, February 6, 2010
Time : 1:18 AM You're a shallow , bimbo , bitch . I only have one thing to say . Sluts will always be sluts . Bitches will always be bitches . Whores will always be whores . You will always be all 3 . :) ________ Also , i'd like to that all my friends who were there for me yesterday . Hui Juan , Kimmy , Rosiana , Joel , Ger , Matthew , Paesson , Jonathan Nyan , Jonathan Erzi , Clarence , Shihyao , maomao , cy2 , Ben bff , Evelyn , Sherilyn , Sheng Wei , Vivian , Yi Ting and all the rest of you . Sorry if i forgot to mention your name ! It is good to know that i actually have so many other actual friends . It's okay , i'll take this as a learning experience . This shows how heartless people can be . :) All my friends were right about you . I never should have gotten close to you 2 years ago . Despite all the shit i heard about you , i still did . Nevermind , i will learn from my mistakes . It is true , we did bitch about you . We said you weren't a true friend . Would a true friend do this ? Of course not . You knew how much this would affect me . Oh , and if you're gonna defend yourself to say you didn't know , that also proves how you're such a pathetic friend . Everyone else could tell . So , are what we bitched about you untrue ? You can answer it yourself , eh ? :) All you can do is go around claiming that you have not done anything wrong . Saying that i've bitch about you . This is so much worse , and so wrong on so many levels . It is no wonder that so many people has lost respect for you , and that so many people hate you , even before this . I sided you , when people dissed you , i told them things they said weren't true . I shouldn't have . I treated you like a sister , my parents spent money on you and brought you for a buffet dinner . And the buffet dinner was not cheap . It's not some sakae sushi buffet dinner . Its a freaking 5-star hotel restaurant . I gave you so many clothes , i paid for you countless of times . Is this how you thank me ? I lent you so much money . So this is what you build friendship on ? Money ? And please , it's not as if you have never bitched about me . I have heard things from people . So don't sit there and act all smug just because you know that i've bitched about you too . Also , the fact that i bitched about you doesn't make what you did right . Not to mention , you lied to my fucking face . Cyrus ? What the hell ? Seriously . You promised me you would never contact Jer . This is how you treat your promises and friends , eh ? And you still can tell people that you've not done anything wrong . Seriously ? You have just lost so many friends , and respect from people around you . Don't look at me . I didn't tell them any shit story . In fact , all they did was look at your relationship status change , and they were already disgusted . I cut contact with your ex-es , although they were my good friends cause i knew that was what a friend was supposed to do . Everyone knows that . I even had to say it to YOUR FACE that i was uncomfortable with you talking to him . I don't wanna insult your intelligence and common sense , but yeah . Seriously . If you said you knew it was wrong , and still went ahead and do it , then that obviously makes you a bad friend , and therefore , whatever i said about you , was well , true . If you said you didn't know it was wrong , then i will bring you back to common sense and your intelligence . All in all , thanks for showing us your true colour . And even though you insulted and bitched about *another of our friend (name shall not me mentioned) countless of times about how she stole _______'s ex boyfriend and all , you did it too . Talk about contradiction . :) You're such a disappointment , and i'm disgusted . Goodbye . P.S . I want my $50 back . :) I know you owe me alot more , but i'm not gonna sit down to negotiate and debate about the exact amount , so $50 will do . Oh , and this will be my first and last post about this matter . I know you're probably gonna post one extremely long post defending yourself and insulting me , and i just wanna let you know , i'm not gonna retaliate . :) I'm not gonna waste my time having a cyber war with you . |
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Date : Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Time : 11:35 PM You want me , so you're messed up too . I CANNOT WAIT TO GO TO L.A. ! P.S. Simon Cowell is so cute ! Hehe . |
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Date : Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Time : 12:10 AM Stealing hearts . Hello . Went to Sentosa with Hui Juan , Xuan Jin and Joel today . It was fun . :> Luge ride was fun , but kinda tiring ? HJ bumped into the corner . LOL NOOB . At the beach , HJ and i got soaked , thanks to XJ and Joel . And i didn't manage to pull Joel in . :/ PFFT . After that HJ and XJ went to play with water , i think . While i went to accompany the lonely nooooob . Then we showered and decided to go back to Vivo as it was alr 4 . However , we ended up at Resort World instead . It wasn't really opened , but it looks damn nice . Can't wait for the official opening . :D:D On the way back to Vivo , there was some annoying sentosa employee that pissed us off . XJ and Joel were damn funny though . LOL . OH , and OTW to sentosa they were so freaking xia suay la please . Hahaha . Everyone was STARING at them . HJ and i were like freaking trying to hide our faces . Haha . Camped @ Food Republic for quite some time . XJ was playing maple , WTF ? Joel and i were crapping on twitter , as he couldn't talk . GET WELL SOON NOOB ! Went to Forever21 for awhile , to check the prices of their bags . $50 , not bad ah ! :D Needa save up and get my clothes & bags & shoes . Zomg . Took bus 10 home , it took me about 1 and a half hour . Wtf . The traffic was so bad , and i was so bored . Hah . Okay , all in all , today was a fun day . :) Pictures will be posted in facebook another time . Bye . |